I LOVE YOU MY FRIEND (FAN FICTION) (CHAPTER 60)

I LOVE YOU MY FRIEND (CHAP 60)

CHAPTER 60

 As Jaejoong laid down on his bed, he couldn't stop himself from smiling sweetly at Lena. She was also lying down beside him on his bed.

 "Why are you smiling like you're crazy or something?" Lena teased.

 Jaejoong faced Lena and lovingly traced her nose, then his lips with his finger.

 "Because I can't believe that you're finally back in my life again . . ." Jaejoong replied seriously.

 Lena smiled. "I hope this time we won't be separated again," she said with fear in her eyes.

 Jaejoong lovingly took Lena into his arms. "I promise you . . . I won't let go of you ever again . . ."

 Lena rested her head on his chest. She could hear his heart beating, and somehow this brought such a wonderful feeling . . . a feeling that she had been longing for . . .  a very long time.

 "Jae . . ."

 "Hmmm . . ." he uttered.

 "I'm sorry," she said softly.

 "Sorry for what?" he asked curiously.

 "Sorry for everything . . ." she replied.

 "Let's just forget about everything that happened. Let's leave all the unhappy memories behind, and make new and unforgettable memories that we will treasure for the years to come," he said lovingly.

 Lena closed her eyes. She had never felt so peaceful and safe. This was the very first time that she wasn't thinking about anything. Both her heart and mind were finally at ease. She no longer had to worry about her parents or Daichi's mother or Daichi or Keiko or Micky . . . She was finally free of all the worries . . . She felt such unexplainable happiness.

 "Jaejoong, I'm so happy . . . I really thought I was going to spend the rest of my life without you by my side," she uttered.

 "Do you really think that I would be able to live without you?" he asked.

 Lena opened her eyes and stared at Jaejoong. "What was I supposed to think? You already had Keiko in your life?"

 Jaejoong gently kissed Lena on the forehead. "Would you believe me if I say that while I was holding Keiko in my arms . . . I was imagining that . . . you were the one I was holding?"

 "What?" she asked, eyes wide with shock.

 "I know I was a total jerk when I fooled around with Keiko. But you have to forgive my foolishness. . . I was sad, angry and confused . . . I wasn't really thinking straight. When you suddenly disappeared, I thought you had really abandoned me. And somehow I wanted to forget you, so I fooled around with a lot of girls. . . and then I met Keiko. She was really a nice girl when I met her. She helped me to momentarily forget all the pain I was feeling," Jaejoong confessed.

 "If I didn't get pregnant . . . maybe I would have stayed away longer  . . . and maybe . . . if that happened . . . you might have really ended up getting Keiko pregnant . . . Somehow just thinking about it . . . makes me shiver in fear," Lena said.

 "Do you know that while you were missing . . . there were nights that I just couldn't sleep. I was always thinking about where you were . . . if you were in Daichi's arms like this . . . if he was kissing you . . . if he was touching you . . . Just thinking about those things made me insane," he continued to say.

 "Daichi is the most wonderful man I ever met . . . next to you, of course. He was a total gentleman while I was with him. He never took advantage of the situation I was in, and he really took good care of me. Frankly . . . I'm so ashamed that I just sort of used him while I needed someone to lean on. I think I'm such a bad person whenever I think about what I made him go through . . ." Lena said sadly.

 Jaejoong sighed. "Somehow I feel the same way about Keiko. I totally regret that I actually started a relationship with her just to fill up the missing part of my life. I thought if I got another girl into my life again, I would then be able to totally forget you. But I was wrong . . . because the moment our relationship became serious . . . it was only then I realized that I just missed you more. I started comparing her to you . . . I started to compare all the things she did with the things you used to do . . . It was too maddening to actually be with someone who you don't really love . . . to kiss her . . . to make love to her . . . I am sorry if I am saying these things to you . . . But I want to be honest with you . . . I hope you understand," he said with a low voice.

 "It's all right. This is much better . . . At least, we don't keep secrets from each other anymore. Promise me, from now on . . . we will always be honest with each other. I don't want to anything to come between us again. I don't think I can take another heartbreak . . . if I lose you again," she said with a low voice as well.

 "I love you, Lena . . . I will do everything I can so that I can always have you by my side. I would gladly give up everything I have now . . . just to keep you with me. So don't be afraid . . . I will always protect you and take care of you," he said lovingly.

 "I feel so happy . . . Is this a dream?" Lena suddenly asked.

 Jaejoong laughed lightly. "No, this isn't a dream. We're finally back in each other's arms again, Lena. This is reality . . . and nothing can ever change this," he said seriously.

 "I hope all the people we hurt can find their own happiness . . . I hope they can all find the love they truly deserve . . . Keiko . . . Micky . . . and Daichi. I wish that they will be happy too. . . just like us," Lena said with a gentle voice.

 Jaejoong sighed. "Yes, I do hope that they will also find their own destiny."
 
 "Jaejoong . . ." she uttered.

 "Hmmm?" he asked.

 "Tomorrow . . .  when you wake up . . . make sure to wake me up also okay? I want to prepare breakfast with you. And honestly . . .I just don't want to wake up without you by my side. I don't want to cry again . . . like what I used to do before. Somehow whenever I open my eyes and I don't find you near me . . . my heart just fills up with such intense fear that it makes me cry," she said seriously.

 Jaejoong stared at Lena's beautiful face. "I'm sorry for making you feel such horrible things . . . From now, I will try my best to erase all the fears in your heart. I will try my best to fill all empty spaces in your life with wonderful and happy moments . . ."

 Lena gazed deeply into Jaejoong's eyes. "I love you . . ."

 "I love you too . . ." he uttered as he slowly moved on top of Lena. Lovingly, he started to kiss her.
 
 Lena closed her eyes and just accepted Jaejoong's kisses. She was finally in heaven . . . She was finally with the man she truly loved.

 Jaejoong's kisses were sweet and gentle. He was trying to erase all the fears and insecurities that he knew Lena was feeling. His sweet kisses became more exploring after awhile. Somehow he had totally lost all his self-control. His physical longing for Lena had finally taken over.

 Lena felt like her entire soul was on fire. She was feeling such strong emotions again . . . emotions that she had been missing for a very long time.

 Jaejoong hands started to explore Lena's body. His hands sent shivers down her entire body. She was feeling such familiar sensations . . . sensations that were finally making her heart feel complete.

 He slowly began to take Lena's clothes off . . . one by one . . .

 Lena felt like her whole world was spinning . . . everything was moving very fast.  Their kisses had already became more passionate. And they were already drowning in each other's longing. Somehow everything was already perfect. . . almost perfect . . . .

 Gently and lovingly . . . Jaejoong started to make love to Lena. Everything was finally complete. . . There was no pain and fear anymore . . .And while all their emotions were soaring high . . . Lena suddenly noticed something . . .

 "Jaejoong . . ." she cried out in a sudden. 

 Startled, Jaejoong stopped and looked at her. "What's wrong?" he asked with concern.

 "I . . . I . . . I think I can feel my legs again . . . I think I can move them . . ." she tried to utter with extreme excitement and joy.

 A big smile quickly appeared on Jaejoong's lips appeared. "Is it true? You can feel your legs again? Try to move . . ." he said excitedly.

 She tried to move her legs. She took a blanket and covered her body, then she tried to sit up . . . and she slowly got out of their bed. . . .all on her own. "Jaejoong . . . I can stand again . . . I . . . I can walk again . . . Jaejoong, I can walk again. . . I'm normal again, Jae. I can walk again," she said happily.

 Jaejoong felt his heart was going to explode with so much happiness. He happily got out of bed and embraced Lena. Now . . . everything was truly perfect.

 "Lena . . ." he uttered happily as well.

 "Jaejoong . . . you're my miracle . . .thank you," she said as she gazed at him.

 A sweet smile instantly appeared on Jaejoong's lips. "No, I'm not the miracle you should thank . . . this little one is the true miracle . . ." he uttered as he gently touched her abdomen. He was pertaining to the baby inside her womb.

 Lena nodded, then smiled as well. "Yes, this baby is truly a miracle. A special angel sent to us."

 Jaejoong tightened his embrace. They were finally free. Their worlds had suddenly brightened. There were no worries, frustrations, fears, jealousies, and heartaches. There was only love.  A love, he knew he was going to keep for the rest of his life. He lovingly kissed Lena again. He wanted to make her feel how much he loved her, and how much he longed for her.

 Suddenly the blanket covering Lena's body fell. And both their naked bodies were finally reunited once again . . . Somehow as they were making love to each other, all the angels in the sky were singing a beautiful melody . . . a melody specially made for them.

 Outside . . . the stars shone brightly . . . starting that night Lena was never going to sadly stare at them . . . ever again . . .