I LOVE YOU MY FRIEND (FAN FICTION) (CHAP 52)

CHAPTER 52

    Jaejoong hurriedly went out of the apartment building. He tried to look for Lena . . .hoping that she would still be aroound. As he continuously walked, looking from left to right. . . people started to take notice of him.

    "Where are you Lena?" he asked in his mind.

    Then memories started to rush into his mind. The same thing had happened before. The only thing missing now was the rain.

    As soon as he thought about the rain . . . tiny raindrops started to fall.

    "The park . . ." he quickly uttered. He had a feeling that she was there. "Lena, please wait for me. Please wait for me . . . I promise I'm going to make everything right," he uttered as he ran to the park as fast as he could.

    In the park . . .

    Lena had been staring blankly at the people passing by. Somehow she had totally lost her mind. She couldn't even think straight.

    She sighed. "Where do I go now? It's almost dark. I can't possibly stay here all night . . . and even if I stayed here all night . . . I would still have the same problem tomorrow . . . I would still be homeless."

    A cold breeze suddenly made her shiver.

    "I wonder where Daichi is right now. But if I call him . . . I would only be pushing all my problems back to him . . . I've already caused him so much trouble . . . And I really think he deserves to have a break from me and my problems . . ." she said to herself.

    She started to gently rub her abdomen.

    "Do you think I am a bad person baby? Why can't I be happy? Why does my life have to be so complicated? Why can't I be with the man I love? Sometimes I can't help but think . . . that maybe I've done something wrong. That's why I'm being punished now . . . Problems seem to always follow me wherever I go . . . And everyone who becomes involved with me . . . seems to suffer different problems too. Maybe I am really cursed. . . cursed to live my life alone."

    Slowly tears started to form in her eyes. "Here I go again . . . Why am I such a cry baby? Even if I don't want to cry . . . I always end up crying anyway," she uttered as she tried to laugh.

    A young couple with a baby suddenly passed in front of Lena. Her heart ached as she saw them. Somehow she couldn't help but envy them.

    "I'm sorry baby. You will never have the chance to be with your father. Frankly I don't know if you will even have the chance to know or meet him. Things are so complicated . . . It would be better if we just stayed away," she uttered sadly.

    Then . . . Lena's phone started to ring.

    "Hello . . ." she uttered as she answered her phone.

    "Lena, I'm going back to you now. I'll be with you . . . in a few minutes . . . So do you want me to buy you something? What do you want to eat?" Daichi happily uttered. He was so glad that he was finally going to be with Lena again.

    "Daichi . . ." she uttered. Somehow she didn't know how to tell him that she wasn't in the DBSK boys' apartment anymore.

    "Lena . . ." Daichi said as he tried to figure out the noise that he was hearing from Lena's phone. "Lena . . . where are you? Why is it so noisy there? What are you doing?" he asked continuously.

    "Daichi . . . I . . . I'm not in the boys' apartment anymore," she finally confessed.

    "What? Where are you? What happened?" Daichi asked worriedly.

    "I'm in a park . . . near the boys's apartment," she replied.

    "Turn around . . . and go to the park. I think we just passed it," Daichi said to his driver.

    "Yes, sir," the driver replied.

    "Lena, stay where you are. I'll come and get you. Tell me where you are exactly . . ." Daichi said with concern.

    "I'm near the playground . . . near a bench," she answered.

    She then stared at the bench near her. It was only then that she realized that it was the same bench where Jaejoong found her crying . . . months before.

    "Jaejoong . . ." she started to remember him again.

    "Lena . . . I'll be there in a few minutes okay," Daichi said.

    "Okay . . . don't worry. I won't go anywhere," she uttered as she finally closed her phone.

    "Hurry," Daichi told his driver.

    Lena quietly looked at the sky. "I think it's going to rain . . ." She then started to remember the past. All the sad and painful memories started to rush into her mind.

    Tears quickly fell down from her eyes after remembering all the things that Keiko said.

    And as her tears fell . . . tiny rain drops started to fall as well. Lena just lowered her head and started to sob. She didn't care about the rain or whether she was going to get wet and sick afterwards.

    Pity, slowly crept into her heart. She was thinking that even the rain was trying to hide her tears. She pitied herself . . . but she pitied her baby the most.

    While Lena was crying in the rain . . . someone suddenly sheltered her with an umbrella.

    Lena slowly looked up at the man standing in front of her.

    "Daichi . . ." she uttered with joy and relief.

    Daichi's heart ached as he looked at Lena's pitiful condition. He quickly took off his coat and carefully wrapped it around Lena.
    
    "You're so cold . . ." he uttered worriedly.

    "I . . . I'm fine," she tried to say while trying to control the quivering of her voice.

    "Why are you here? What happened? Why isn't Micky taking care of you?" Daichi asked continuously again.

    "It's not Micky's fault. I left while they were all gone. I left . . . because I wanted to," she tried to explain.

    "But why? Did something happen?" he asked again.

    Lena didn't know what to say. She didn't want to lie to Daichi.
    
    "I left because I'm constantly ruining Jaejoong's relationship with Keiko . . . I don't want to interfere anymore . . . especially now . . . that Keiko is pregnant with Jaejoong's child," she confessed.
    
    "What?" Daichi asked in total disbelief. "Jaejoong got that girl pregnant too?"
    
    Lena tried to smile. "I guess we're really not supposed to be together . . . Even fate is trying to set us apart. The only thing I regret now . . . is that my baby won't have a father."
    
    Daichi slowly bent down in front of Lena. "I'm here . . . I'll be the father of you child, if you allow me to. You know I'm willing to do anything for you."
    
    "Daichi, aren't you tired yet? Aren't you tired of constantly taking care of me?" Lena asked weakly.
    
    "No, I will never get tired of taking care of you," he lovingly answered.
    
    "Daichi, I . . . I . . . I don't know if I can ever learn how to forget Jaejoong. It would only be unfair to you . . . if we stayed together," she uttered.
    
    Daichi's heart suddenly felt a sharp pain. "Are you trying to say goodbye to me too? Because if you are . . . I'm already telling you . . . I won't accept it."
    
    Lena started to cry again. "But it's so unfair to you . . . to be with me . . . when I can't give you anything back in return. I'll just be making you tired, day after day. And I know there will come a time . . .that you won't have any strength left because you've wasted all of it on me. Do you understand me, Daichi? I know I won't be able to make you happy . . . So why do you still want to waste your love and your time on me?"
    
    Daichi suddenly let go of the umbrella he was holding.
    
    "Lena," he uttered as he finally knelt down in front of her.
    
    Drop by drop, the rain continued to soak both Daichi and Lena.
    
    "Daichi, you're getting wet," Lena said with concern as she tried to wipe away the rain drops that were falling down on his face. Then she suddenly stopped. . .
    
    As her hands were touching Daichi's face, it was only then that she noticed something . . . Daichi was crying.
    
    "You're crying? Why?" Lena asked.
    
    "Because of you . . . I can't live without you Lena. Even if the whole world laughs at me or despises me . . . I don't care . . . as long as you're near me. I'm willing to endure any pain or hardship. I was willing to let you go because I know you would be happier if you were with Jaejoong. But now . . . now that you can't be with him. Don't you think it would be more unfair to me . . . if you didn't stay with me? I love you . . . I'm willing to give the world to you. So please don't leave me. I'll die if you leave me," Daichi uttered with pain and sadness in his eyes.
    
    Lena's heart suddenly melted with Daichi's words. She knew she couldn't match the kind of love and attention he had given her . . . but she had finally decided to give it a try. He had already done so much for her . . . It was time for her to pay him back.
    
    "Lena, let's get married. I know I won't be able to match Jaejoong in your heart. But I'm willing to wait even if it takes a lifetime," Daichi slowly uttered.
    
    Lena closed her eyes for a few seconds. Somehow her whole world was spinning. Both her heart and her mind were screaming out different names. But she knew she needed to make a choice.
    
    As she gently opened her eyes, Jaejoong's image was the first thing that she saw . . . But as time passed by, Jaejoong's image was replaced with Daichi's pitiful image. Her heart ached as she realized that she was day dreaming again.
    
    "Lena," Daichi uttered as he took her hand. "Will you marry me?"
    
    Lena's heart pounded after hearing those words.
    
    "Lena?" Daichi repeated again.
    
    Slowly . . . Lena nodded her head. Even though her mind was telling her that it was the right thing to do, she still couldn't stop her heart from crying and calling out Jaejoong's name.
    
    Daichi's face suddenly lit up with joy. He then embraced Lena tightly.

    "Thank you . . . I promise I'll take good care of you and our baby," he happily said.

    Lena just returned Daichi's embrace and continued to be silent. She was afraid that he might notice the sadness in her voice.

    Then Daichi started to kiss Lena. A familiar and comforting feeling suddenly filled Lena's soul. Daichi's kiss was sweet and gentle. But there was still something missing.

    A few meters away, Jaejoong was already soaked in the rain. He had been standing in the same spot for more than fifteen minutes already. He had been watching Lena and Daichi. Somehow he felt like his heart was going to burst because of the pain he was feeling. His eyes were filled with tears, as he continuously watched Lena and Daichi kissing each other. The scene brought so much pain and sadness that he wanted to cry out and scream.

    He had tried very hard to find Lena . . . to make up with her . . . to have her back. But he was too late. She was already in Daichi's arms when he found her.

    Jaejoong's entire body was somehow numb to the cold. He was like a statue standing in the rain, with tears streaming down his face. How he wished that everything he was seeing was just a dream.

    "Let's go . . . You're already soaked. You might get sick, if we stay out in the rain any longer," Daichi said lovingly to Lena, after finally releasing her from his kiss.

    Lena nodded. Suddenly the rain stopped. Daichi had already turned Lena's wheelchair, and was about to go to their car when . . .

    "Lena . . . can we talk . . . please?" Jaejoong begged.

    Lena felt miserable as she looked at Jaejoong's face.

    "What do you want?" Daichi asked coldly.

    "I want to talk with Lena . . . even for a few minutes," Jaejoong answered.

    "You don't have anything to talk about. We're leaving. So please get out of the way," Daichi said indifferently.

    "No, we have a lot of things to talk about. Please just a few minutes," Jaejoong begged again.

    Daichi looked at Lena, then at Jaejoong again. "I'm sorry, but she doesn't want to talk to you."

    Jaejoong stared at Lena. Then he hurriedly knelt down in front of her. "Please, we've got to talk. There's so many things we need to clear out. I need to explain . . . and ask for your forgiveness."

    "Jaejoong . . ." Lena uttered. Somehow her heart was feeling very heavy seeing the agony in Jaejoong's eyes.

    Jaejoong took Lena's hands and tightly hel them. "I'm sorry . . . Please forgive me," he uttered.

    Slowly tears flowed down from Lena's eyes. "Jaejoong, what are you doing here? You're supposed to be with Keiko."

    Jaejoong stared straight into Lena's eyes. "Why didn't you tell me? Why did you hide? Do you think I would love you any less if you were on a wheelchair? Why did you have to hide the truth from me?"

    "I . . . I didn't want you to feel burdened with my condition. I was afraid that I would be too embarrassing for you. I didn't think I was good enough to be beside you," Lena tried to explain.

    Jaejoong gently kissed Lena's hands. "I love you . . . with all my heart. How could you possibly thought that you would be a burden to me? I love you Lena . . . Do you hear me? I loved you before and I still love you now."

    Lena tried to control herself. She didn't want to cry uncontrollably in front of Jaejoong.

    "You love me? If you truly love me . . . tell me . . . why is Keiko in your life right now? And if you truly loved me . . . tell me . . . why is Keiko pregnant with your child?" she asked with a trembling voice.

    Jaejoong felt there was a huge lump in his throat. Somehow he didn't know how to answer Lena's questions. He knew she had a point, and he knew he had hurt her badly with Keiko.

    "I'm sorry . . . After you left, I was angry. I wanted to forget. So I played around. I know I was weak. I made a lot of mistakes. But I was really hurt . . . I thought you had totally abandoned me," Jaejoong tried to explain.

    Lena tried to smile. "I . . . I don't blame you. I know I also made some mistakes. But there's nothing we can do now. You have Keiko to think about now. You have to be responsible for her . . . and the child she is carrying."

    Jaejoong looked at Lena. "But you're carrying my child as well. And now, now I know everything . . . I want to make it up to you. I want to be the one who takes care of you. . . you and our baby."

    "But it's too late, Jaejoong," Lena uttered as she finally broke down. "Can't you see? We're not meant to be together. . ."

    "Too late? What do you mean?" Jaejoong asked, quite confused.

    "She's already agreed to marry me, Jaejoong," Daichi suddenly revealed.

    Bewildered, Jaejoong looked at Daichi, then at Lena. "You can't possibly marry him Lena. I'm the one you love . . . I'm the father of the child that growing inside of you. Please take back what you said. Tell Daichi that you're not going to marry him. Tell him . . . you're going to marry me," he uttered with tears in his eyes.

    Lena looked deep into Jaejoong's eyes. "I'm sorry, Jaejoong. But . . . Keiko needs you . . . Please understand . . . I have to give you up for the sake of an innocent child."

    "But what about our child? What about the baby inside you? Don't you think you're being unfair to our baby?" Jaejoong asked persistently.

    Lena tried to control her sobbing. "Sorry, Jaejoong. I'm sorry . . ." she then looked at Daichi. "Let's go."

    Jaejoong quickly tried to hold Lena's wheelchair. "No, I still need to talk to you. You can't go. I won't let you go," he cried out as he placed his head on her lap. "Please, don't go. I beg you . . . Don't leave me . . . I'm sorry for all the hurt I've caused you. I promise you . . . I'll make it up to you. Don't go . . . I love you . . . I don't want to lose you again. Please don't leave me," he continuously said while tears flowed from his eyes.

    Lena bit her lower lip. She pitied Jaejoong. She felt her heart was already bleeding as she watched Jaejoong.

    Daichi had already called his driver and bodyguard. The two men tried to pull Jaejoong away from Lena, but Jaejoong resisted.

    "Please don't hurt him," Lena cried out to the men. "Jaejoong, it's over. Just accept it . . . Go back to Keiko . . . She's your life now."

    "No! You're my life. You're the one I love. Please don't do this. . . I need you. Don't go. Don't leave me," Jaejoong begged once again.

    Lena had started to cry uncontrollably again. Daichi quickly took Lena away from Jaejoong.

    "Lena! Lena! Lena!" Jaejoong shouted as he tried to break free from the men's grip.

    Lena glanced back at Jaejoong as she moved farther and farther away from him. "Jaejoong," she uttered as tears streamed down her face.

    Daichi and Lena were already in the car when the men hurriedly released Jaejoong and ran to the car.

    Jaejoong tried to catch up, but the men had already gotten inside the car, and had quickly started the car.

    "Lena . . . please don't leave . . . I beg you . . . Come back to me . . ." Jaejoong begged as he tried to keep pace with the moving car. He was already banging on the window of the car just to get Lena's attention.

    Lena looked at Jaejoong for the very last time. With tears in her eyes, her lips moved to say I love you.

    "What are you guys waiting for? Let's leave," Daichi said angrily to his men.
    
    The car moved faster . . . Jaejoong ran and tried to catch up.

    "Lena! Lena!" he kept on shouting her name.

    But no matter how hard he tried, the car easily left him behind.

    Jaejoong fell down on his knees. Then the rain slowly started to fall again. As his tears fell down, the rain tried to hide it with its own drops. Jaejoong felt like it was the end of the world fro him. How he wished that he would wake up already from the bad dream he was having. How he wished that everything wasn't real. . . How he wished . . .

    "Lena!" he screamed one last time before finally breaking down.

    The rain continued to pour, as if trying to hide Jaejoong's tears, and it was somehow trying to make his heart numb from all the pain.

    Lena stared blankly at the rain, as it fell down on the window of the car. She couldn't help but picture Jaejoong still crying in the rain. Her heart ached . . .

    "Jaejoong . . ." she uttered as she cried for him for the very last time.

CRAZY LOVE (FAN FICTION) (ONE SHOT) (PART 16)

PART 16

    "I hope Ela Unni and Jaejoong Oppa can settle their differences. I really wish Unni to be happy," Nab uttered as she stared out of the car.

    U-Know gave Nab a quick glance. He then smiled, as he slowly shook his head. He still couldn't understand why he was so attracted to the young girl beside him. His own sister was older than Nab. And just thinking that he was actually liking a very young girl was making him uneasy and confused.

    "Where are we going?" Nab asked suddenly, after realizing that she had been with U-Know for more than half an hour. And so far, all she had done was complain and talk about her Unni and Jaejoong.

    "A theme park," U-Know replied. "I know you'll surely like the place."

    "What? Are you sure that it's okay for you to go to such a place? A lot of people will surely recognize you. You might get hurt or something," she said worriedly.

    A smile suddenly appeared on U-Know's face. "Don't worry . . . I'll try to keep a low profile. And I will try not to attract any attention to myself. I will be . . . invisible to everyone in the park," he said with a laugh.

    "Now that would be totally impossible. Your group is very popular. So a lot of girls will surely spot you, even if you put on a disguise," Nab said as she slowly shook her head.

    "Hey! Don't be so pessimistic. It will be fun. I'll take care of everything. We're going to have lots of fun. . . I'll make sure of it," U-Know tried to convince Nab.

    Nab tried to put on a smile. "Well. . . Okay, if you say so. Just make sure that we don't end up being chased by a mob of fans."

    U-Know laughed. Then he gave Nab a short glance. He had never met a girl who could easily make him laugh. Nab had such a sweet and innocent character that he somehow couldn't stop himself from admiring her.

    Several minutes passed . . .

    U-Know slowly stopped his car at the end of the theme park's parking area.

    "Before we go out . . . Put this on," he said as he quickly placed a cap on Nab's head.

    "A cap?" she asked, then she started to giggle.

    "Why? What's wrong?" U-Know asked curiously.

    "Sorry, I was just thinking that if I put on this cap . . . I will somehow look more weird that I will just attract more attention to us," Nab answered.

    "Oh . . . so do you have any other suggestions?" he asked.

    Nab stared at U-Know. "Honestly . . . no. . . But let's just do this anyway. Oh! This will be so exciting. Imagine . . . going to a theme park . . . with the very famous U-Know of DBSK. Do you think you can pinch me?" she suddenly asked with a sweet smile.

    "Pinch you? Why on earth should I do that?" U-Know asked.

    Nab laughed. "I just wanted to make sure that I'm not dreaming," she answered.

    "Don't worry . . . I assure you . . . You're not dreaming," U-Know uttered with a sweet smile.

    Nab seriously stared at U-Know. Her heart was beating very fast. She felt  like she was in a day dream. She sighed . . . since even in her wildest dreams, she never imagine that she would actually meet the DBSK boys in real life . . . especially U-Know.

    U-Know noticed the way Nab was looking at him. He suddenly became nervous. Her stare was like electricity running though his body.

    "God . . . Please stop looking at me like that. If you don't stop . . . I might lose my self-control and end up kissing you," U-Know said in his mind.

    Somehow Nab came to her senses. She quickly looked away . . . out of the car's window.

    "I really hope we can at least have an hour or so to have some fun. . . before someone actually recognizes you," she uttered.

    U-Know fixed his own cap and clothes, the he gently arranged the cap that Nab was wearing. "I promise you . . . I will make this night very memorable . . . for both of us," he uttered with the sweetest smile.

    Nab's heart quickly skipped a beat. U-Know's words were like music to her ears. Her heart was already singing and jumping with joy.

    She tried to smile just to hide the nervousness she was feeling. She didn't want to appear foolish or childish in U-Know's eyes.

    After they stepped out of the car, U-Know bravely took Nab's hand.

    Shocked and confused, Nab gazed at U-Know's hand as it tightly held her hand.

    U-Know looked at their interlocked hands, then at Nab's beautiful face. His heart was beating wildly. He knew he was moving too fast. But he also knew that he needed to do it, if he wanted to make use of the limited time they were allowed to share. He didn't want to regret anything. So he had already decided to be bold and show Nab his true feelings.

    "Let's go . . . Let's start . . . this once in a lifetime journey . . ." U-Know said seriously.

    "Journey?" Nab curiously asked.

    "Journey . . . to love . . ." U-Know slowly added.

    Nab somehow couldn't breathe. She was totally stunned by what U-Know said.

     U-Know gently led Nab into the park. Hand in hand, they walked into the place. They weren't scared of people seeing them. The only thing they cared about was each other. Both their hearts were contented as long as they were together.

    U-Know and Nab strolled along the park without any concern about anything else. They first rode on the carousel. Side by side, they happily passed the time . . . taking pictures . . . chatting about silly things . . . Then they rode on the other rides that Nab picked.

    Both of them couldn't explain the happiness they were feeling. It was like the more time they spent together . . . The more they felt the desire to stay together.

     "Let's ride on that one . . ." U-Know said to Nab.

    "You want to ride on the ferris wheel?" Nab asked.

    U-Know slowly nodded.

    "All right. . . Just make sure, you don't leave me okay. I'm a little afraid of heights . . . Let's go," she said with a sweet smile.

    The two quickly rode on the ferris wheel. Side by side, they sat  quietly as they slowly moved higher and higher. They were already on the top when . . . the ferris wheel suddenly stopped.

    "What's wrong? Why did we stop?" Nab asked with worry.

    U-Know smiled as he slowly took Nab's hand. "Don't worry . . . I just wanted to have a few minutes alone with you . . . before we return to reality."

    Nab stared at U-Know. Her heart was pounding very hard. "You . . . planned this?" she asked.

    U-Know just nodded. "It's been a wonderful memory Nab. What happened today . . . will be my most treasured memory."

    "U-Know . . . I . . . I really don't know what to say," Nab tried to utter. She was totally lost for words. Mixed emotions were filling her heart.

    Slowly . . . U-Know took out something from his pocket. He then took Nab's hand and placed a beautiful heart-shaped watch around it.

    Nab was surprised. She couldn't believe what she was seeing. She gently touched the watch. Then she looked straight at U-Know.

    "Why . . . Why did you give me this?" she asked innocently. She was totally confused on why U-Know gave her a watch. Somehow she would understand what it meant, if it was a ring, a bracelet or a necklace . . . but a watch . . . Her heart was totally confused and a little bit disappointed.

    Nab continued to stare at the watch. "Am I just a friend . . . is that what this watch means?" she continuously asked herself while trying to control the tears that were slowly forming in her eyes.

    U-Know took Nab's hands and tightly held them between his own hands.

    "Do you know why I chose to give you a watch?" Do you want to know what it means?" he asked lovingly as he gazed straight into Nab's eyes.

    Nab slowly nodded.

    U-Know smiled. "The reason why I gave you a watch is because it is something that you can always take with you wherever you go . . . that whenever you see it . . . you will always remember me. I chose to give you a watch because of many reasons. But mainly because it signifies time. Whenever you look at the time . . . I want you to always remember that even  though we are apart . . . I will always keep on counting and waiting for the right time for us to be together again. That watch signifies my love and my promise to you . . . I know you're still young. But I'm willing to wait . . . even it takes a lifetime . . .I'm willing to wait for you . . . I love you,Nab."

    Tears slowly filled Nab's eyes. "U-Know . . . you don't have to wait a lifetime just to know what I can easily tell you now . . . Yes, I am young. . . and most of the time I'm still childish and foolish. But I'm already old enough to know what my heart wants . . . I'm already old enough to know what love is . . . I love you too, U-Know. I love you with all my heart."

    U-Know quickly embraced Nab. His heart was beating very fast. He never expected that Nab would actually return his love. Somehow he suddenly felt like he was the luckiest man in the world.
    
    Slowly the ferris wheel started to move again.

    As he held Nab in his arms, he could easily feel the fast beating of her heart. He gently started to search for her lips.

    Nab just closed her eyes and let her emotions take over. She loved him and it was the only thing that mattered to her.

    Their worlds suddenly met and stopped as soon as their lips touched. U-Know lovingly kissed Nab so he could make her feel how much he loved her. He wanted to let his emotions out and prove to Nab that he truly cherished her.

    As for Nab, she felt like her whole world was spinning. She kept on thinking that maybe . . . she was just dreaming. But as U-Know's kiss deepened, she then realized everything was real. They were both in love with each other. Their kiss ended before the ferris wheel ride was finished. Both of them were very happy. They never expected that they would end up confessing their love for one another.

    Hand in hand,  Nab and U-Know were already walking out of the theme park when . . . .

    "Hey! Isn't that U-Know of DBSK?" a girl asked.

    "Yes . . . yes . . . it is him," another girl replied.

    "Come on, let's get an autograph," another girl quickly said.

    "Let's get pictures of them," another girl uttered.

    Nab and U-Know looked at each other. Both of them suddenly smiled.

    "Are you ready?" U-Know asked.
    
    Nab nodded.

    U-Know tightened his hold on Nab's hand as they both started to ran. Somehow while they were ranning, they still couldn't help but laugh as well.

    "I told you we were going to be chased by a mobof fans," Nab tried to utter as she tried to catch her breath. They had finally managed to escape the crowd of people following them.

    "Well . . . we lost them didn't we? Just remember that I'll always be beside you . . . to take care of you . . . and to love you," U-Know uttered as he smiled sweetly at Nab.

CRAZY LOVE (FAN FICTION) (ONE SHOT) (PART 15)

PART 15

    "What are you thinking?" Xiah asked.

    Iqah stared at him, and quickly her heart started to pound.

    "I was thinking about Nab," she replied.

    "Don't worry about her. U-Know will surely take good care of her. . .Or are you worried that U-Know is actually with her?" Xiah asked curiously.

    Iqah lightly laughed. "Frankly I know your friend will take good care of Nab. What I'm worried about is . . . if he will be able to handle her. She's young and very impulsive. Your friend will surely have a hard time controlling her. I'm afraid he will have a headache after being with her for maybe an hour or so," Iqah explained.

    Xiah laughed as he continued to drive the car. "Don't worry. U-Know is already used to having headaches all the time. Our group has been together for years remember?"

    Iqah suddenly laughed. "Yes, I know. So are you saying that you guys have already caused him more headaches than I could ever imagine?"

    "Yes," Xiah replied with a laugh.

    "So where are we going? Why couldn't we stay with the others?" she asked.

    Xiah gave her a meaningful look. "Are you afraid to be with me?"

    "No, it's not like that. It's just that . . . Oh! Never mind. Please just forget what I said," Iqah tried to say. She was totally lost and somehow she couldn't find the right words to say.

    Xiah suddenly smiled. "Don't worry. You will surely like the place where we are going."

    Iqah felt like her heart was racing. She was very nervous. She couldn't help but think about what other people would say once news about her and Xiah broke out.

    "Aren't you scared?" she suddenly asked.

    Xiah gave Iqah a quick glance. "Scared of what?" he asked curiously.

    "Aren't you scared about us being seen together? Your fans will surely react once they see you with an ordinary girl like me," Iqah answered.

    Xiah suddenly stopped the car he was driving on the side of the road.

    "Iqah . . . even though I am a singer, I am still human. I still know how to love and I surely have the right to love anyone I like. I'm not afraid of what others might say. Right now, I'm more afraid of what you might say," he confessed.
    
    Iqah stared deep into his eyes, and there she easily saw sincerity.

    Xiah smiled. "We will have plenty of time to talk once we arrive at our destination."

    Iqah nodded her head. She suddenly became excited and curious as to where they were heading.

    Minutes passed . . . Xiah slowly parked in front of a large house.

    "A house? Why are we here?" Iqah asked.

    "You'll see . . ." Xiah replied. He gently took Iqah's hand and led her into the house. Then they went straight to the wide and open garden.

    As soon as they stepped into the garden, Iqah felt like she was in a dream land. The garden was so beautiful and captivating that she just kept on sighing in complete admiration for the beauty she was seeing.

    "Let's walk," Xiah uttered sweetly, as he carefully took her hand.

    Iqah's heart started to pound very hard.

    As they both walked, their hearts were continuously pounding so hard that they were somehow lost for words.

    Xiah tried to gather all his courage. He then tightened his hold on Iqah's hand. He knew he had to act now, or he might never have the chance again.

    "This place  is very beautiful," Iqah tried to draw Xiah's attention to something else. She was feeling very nervous as he stared seriously at her.

    Xiah smiled. "Yes, this place is like heaven."

    "How did you know about this place?" she asked curiously.

    "We rented this place as a vacation house a few years ago. And ever since then . . . whenever I want to be alone or I just want  to relax. I just rent the place for a day or two, and just stay here," Xiah replied.

    "Oh, so I guess a lot of girls have been here as well," Iqah uttered as a tease.

    Xiah stared seriously at her. "Actually you're the very first girl that I've brought here. I consider this place my sanctuary . . . my very own special place. So I don't bring any girl here . . . especially on a date."

    Iqah lowered her head. Somehow she suddenly became confused. "So if you don't usually bring girls here . . . then why are we here? Why did you bring me here?" she asked with a very low voice.

    Xiah slowly took a step closer to Iqah. Then he gently raised her head to meet his eyes.

    "I brought you here because . . . you're special to me. I know I may sound weird, and I can understand if you get scared. But please believe me when I say that I'm serious about you. I already felt an instant connection with you . . . the moment I saw you. It's like . . . I've already known you before. . . from somewhere. And frankly . . . being this close to you now, brings me such explainable happiness that I've never felt before," he said as he stared deep into her eyes.

    Iqah felt her heart had suddenly stopped after hearing Xiah's words. She couldn't believe that Xiah was really confessing his love to her. Somehow she wanted to pinch herself and see if she was only dreaming.

    Slowly Xiah took out something from his pocket. It was a gold necklace. He then carefully placed the necklace around Iqah's neck.

    "So beautiful . . . and perfect . . ." he uttered as he again stared at her.

    Iqah touched the necklace she was wearing. Then she carefully looked at the pendant. It was a heart-shaped locket. She was suddenly shocked with what she saw inside the locket.

    "What's this? How did you get my picture?" she asked as she stared at the locket containing pictures of her and Xiah.

    Xiah smiled. "I hired someone to get me a photo of you."

    "What? You didn't have to do that," she uttered with disbelief.

    "I wanted to giive you something special . . . something that you will always remember and treasure," Xiah lovingly said.

    Iqah felt like her heart was floating in mid-air. Xiah's sweetness was somehow too much for her. She was unconsciously falling more and more in love with him. And this feeling was really scaring her. . .

    She again lowered her head, to hide the emotions written all over her face. She didn't want him to see the truth in her eyes.

    "What . . . what's wrong? DOn't you like me too? Don't you feel the same way that I do? The first time I saw you . . . I saw love in your eyes . . . Was I wrong?" he asked with a quivering voice.

    "I . . . I'm sorry. But isn't this too fast? I'm a little bit confused. I'm sorry," she tried to say.

    Xiah felt like his heart had suddenly broke into two. The happiness and glow in his eyes were immediately replaced with sadness.

    "No, don't be sorry. I guess . . . I should be the one apologizing. I'm sorry, if I'm rushing you. It's just that . . . after I learned that you were already leaving. I decided immediately to be honest with myself and just tell you how I truly feel about you. . . I didn't want you to go without even knowing my feelings for you," Xiah tried to explain while trying to control his emotions.

    Iqah slowly stared at Xiah. How she pitied him . . .

    "I guess . . . I really am very unlucky with girls. I always end up . . ." he suddenly stopped talking. A tear had suddenly ran down his face. He was hurting inside, and he couldn't hide it anymore.

    Iqah closed her eyes. She had already noticed the tear that ran down Xiah's face and that tear had brought pain in her heart. She didn't want to see him hurting . . .

    "I'm sorry . . . if I bothered you with my foolish acts . . . We . . . we can leave now if you like," he said again with a trembling voice.

    Iqah finally opened her eyes. And as she slowly looked at Xiah again, her heart already forgotten all its fears and hesitations.

    Xiah had already been brave enough to admit all his feelings, and now it was time for her to do the same.

    "Xiah . . ." she started to say.

    He suddenly shook his head. "Before you say anything else . . . I want you to listen to me first . . . I . . . I love you. You don't have to return my love, if you  really don't want to. I'm not forcing you to like me back . . . I just want to be true to you and to myself."

    Iqah smiled. "I love you too Xiah. . . I had already loved you, even before we met each other. Remember I'm your number one fan," she said sweetly.

    Xiah couldn't believe what he heard. "You . . . you love me too? You said you love me too?"

    Iqah nodded her head. "Yes, I love you. I'm no longer afraid to voice out my feelings. From now on, I'm going to be brave just like you."

    Happiness quickly filled Xiah's heart. He then gently embraced Iqah.

    "Thank you . . . Thank you for loving me back. I promise I will do everything . . . and anything just to make our relationship work. And I promise I will try my very best to make you happy," he uttered.

    "Just being with you . . . and knowing you love me already makes me happy, Xiah. So you don't have to do anything else," Iqah said as she rested her head on Xiah's chest.

    Xiah tightened his embrace. He could easily feel his heart beating so close to Iqah's heart.

    "I love you, Iqah. . . Even if we part today, as long as you have that locket next to you . . . I will always be with you . . . And wherever you are, I will always continue to love you."

    He then gently raised Iqah's face. he gazed straight into her eyes. "I love you," he uttered as he lovingly kissed her. He had never such happiness and feeling of being complete.

    A wind suddenly blew and somehow all the flowers and plants around Iqah and Xiah swayed happily. They were the silent witnesses to such a happy love story of two souls finding each other.

    Xiah's gentle kiss sent shivers down Iqah's entire body. Everything was just like a fairy tale. A wonderful love story with the perfect ending . . .

CRAZY LOVE (FAN FICTION) (ONE SHOT) (PART 14)

 PART 14    

    
    "What do you think about Max's plan?" Daniaa asked Micky.
    
    "Frankly I don't know what to say. This is the first time that Max actually came up with a fantastic idea that doesn't concern food," Micky answered with a light laugh. He then continued to concentrate on his driving.
    
    "Where are we going anyway?" Daniaa asked again.
    
    Micky smiled. "It's a surprise. We're supposed to leave Jaejoong and Ela alone until 9pm right? So we're going to spend our time doing something special."

    Daniaa's heart suddenly stopped for a moment. "Something special? What do you mean?" she asked nervously.

    Micky gave Daniaa a quick look. "I'm going to take you to a very special place," he uttered slowly.

    Daniaa just kept silent. Even though she was afraid, she still couldn't stop herself from feeling excited. Somehow she was feeling very eager to know what Micky had prepared for her.

    Several minutes later . . . Micky slowly parked his car in front of an establishment.

    Daniaa let out a sigh of relief. They were parking in front of a restaurant.

    "So this is your surprise?" she asked.

    "Yes, this is the place . . . but the surprise is inside . . ." he answered sweetly.

    Daniaa's heart started to beat wildly. She couldn't believe what was happening. She was actually sitting beside Micky . . . the man of his dreams.

    Micky quickly got out of the car, and opened the door for Daniaa. "Be careful," he uttered as he helped her out of the car.

    As they slowly entered the restaurant, different lights started to turn on . . . one by one.

    Daniaa gasped in total shock. She couldn't believe what she was seeing.

    The whole restaurant was filled with different kinds of flowers.

    "Oh my! This is so beautiful," she exclaimed.

    "I wanted to give you flowers . . . but I didn't know what kind of flowers you liked. So I just decided to have assorted flowers here . . ." He then gently took Daniaa's hand and led her to the main dining hall. There . . . they found a table in the middle of the room . . . a table beautifully arranged with flowers and candles . . . then near it was a piano.

    Micky carefully assisted Daniaa as they both sat down.

    "Micky, I . . . I really don't know what to say. This is so . . . unexpected," she uttered as she tried to control her emotions. She didn't want to look so excited or emotional in Micky's eyes.

    "I'm sorry, if this is the best thing I could do for you. If I had more time . . . I could have prepared something much more special," he tried to explain.

    Daniaa was deeply touched with what Micky had done. She shook her head, as tears slowly flowed down from her eyes. "No, this is already very special. I . . . I will always remember this special time with you. Thank you . . . for being so nice to me."

    Micky smiled sweetly. "I'm glad you liked it. Let's eat first before . . . I give you my second and third surprise."

    "What? Second and third surprise? You mean there are more?" she asked, quite surprised.

    Micky lightly laughed, as he nodded his head. "You know, you're so cute with your shocked reaction."

    Daniaa blushed. "Please stop with your sweet talks. You're making me nervous and uneasy."

    Micky stared at Daniaa. "I'm sorry, if I'm making you feel uneasy. Frankly I just can't help myself. Let's eat . . ." he said as he tried to change the topic of their conversation.

    He then gently poured wine into Daniaa's glass, followed by his own glass. They ate in total silence. Both of them were feeling very nervous, and somehow they both didn't know what to say to each other.

    While eating, both of them just gave each other quick glances. They both felt very awkward with starting the conversation. So they just tried to make themselves contented with quick glances, sweet smiles and sweet gestures.

    Their meal passed quickly . . .

    Micky sighed. He knew he needed yo gather all his strength and courage, if he really wanted to be successful with his plans. There was no room for mistakes and especially shyness in his plans.

    Daniaa's heart started to beat very fast, as soon as she felt Micky seriously staring at her. "Why? Do I have something on my face?" she started to ask as a joke. somehow she wanted to break the tensed atmosphere between them.

    Micky smiled. Daniaa's heart immediately melted after seeing his captivating smile.

    "No, it's just that I can't believe that you're here . . . with me," he answered.

    Daniaa suddenly blushed again. "Oh . . ."

    "Now . . . for my second surprise," he announced as he stood up and went to the piano.

    Daniaa felt like she was in heaven. She couldn't believe the things that were happening to her.
    
    Micky gave Daniaa a sweet and mesmerizing smile, before he started to play a very familiar song . . ."Kiss Shita Mama Sayonara"

    The sound of the piano echoed throughout the entire place. Daniaa felt like she was slowly being transported into another world . . . a world where she and Micky were the only one who exist.

    Micky continued to play other songs for Daniaa. He wanted to serenade her and express all his emotions through his songs. He wanted to make her feel that his love for her was real.

    Daniaa watched and listened, as Micky played the piano. She felt like her heart was going to explode any minute because of the happiness she was feeling. She had never imagined even in her wildest dreams that she would actually have the chance to meet the DBSK boys. . . especially Micky.

    And now as she silently looked at him, her heart was beating very fast. Everything was like a fantasy, a wonderful fantasy that suddenly came to life.

    Slowly Micky ended the song he was playing, then he stood up and went to where Daniaa was sitting.

    "Micky . . ." Daniaa uttered.

    He suddenly knelt down in front of her and took her hand. He then carefully placed a bracelet around it.

    "Micky, what's the meaning of this? Why are you giving me this?" Daniaa asked with a trembling voice.

    Micky smiled as he looked deep into Daniaa's eyes. "Before I answer your questions, I want you to read what is engraved on the your bracelet first."

    With quivering hands, Daniaa carefully examined the bracelet that he gave her. And her heart suddenly skipped a beat after she read what was written on the bracelet.

    "Micky and Daniaa forever," she slowly uttered.

    Micky smiled as he held Daniaa's hand. "I don't know if you would actually believe all the things that I'm going to say. But please listen to me first . . . before you make your decision."

    Daniaa slowly nodded her head, as she tried to control the wild beating of her heart.

    "I know we have only known each other for a very short time . . . But the very first time I laid my eyes on you, I already knew that there was something different about you. I admit I already had several girlfriends before. But you're the very first girl that actually caught my heart at first sight. I've never felt like this with any other girl before. And after I learned that your were going back to your country, I felt like I was going crazy. I can't let you go. I don't want you to go . . . without telling you what I feel for you first. And I want to know . . . if by chance . . . you might feel the same way for me too. I love you . . . From the moment I laid my eyes on you, my heart already belonged to you. Do you . . . do you feel the same way too?" Micky confessed nervously.

    Daniaa was totally stunned. She didn't know what to say or how to react. She didn't know, if it was proper for her to answer his question. She still valued the teachings she grew up with.

    Micky saw the confusion in Daniaa's eyes. His heart immediately sank after thinking that she didn't care for him.

    "I'm sorry. You don't have to force yourself to like me, if you really don't. At least, I tried to tell you how I really feel," he uttered as he tried to hide the pain in his eyes by lowering his head.

    Daniaa's heart suddenly ached after seeing the sad expression on Micky's face. She quickly decided to just brush aside all her fears and be true to herself.

    "Micky . . . I . . . I like you too . . . I just don't think it was proper for me to say it . . . since I am a girl and we just met," Daniaa tried to explain.

    Micky quickly stared at Daniaa with happiness written all over his face.

    "You like me too?" he asked as if unable to believe what he heard.

    Daniaa nodded, then smiled.

    "Yes!" Micky shouted with joy. "Then . . . does this mean . . . officially . . . you're my girlfriend already?" he asked again nervously.

    Daniaa laughed. She couldn't help but think that Micky was so cute whenever he was nervous.

    "Yes," she replied with a sweet smile.

    A wide and happy smile immediately appeared on Micky's face. He then lovingly embraced Daniaa.

    "I love you . . . I promise I will make you happy," he uttered as he slowly searched for Daniaa's lips.

    Their worlds started spinning as they lovingly kissed each other. Daniaa felt like she was going to faint any minute because of extreme happiness. She never imagined that she would actually be loved by the man of his dreams.

    As for Micky, his heart and soul were somehow rejoicing. He had never felt so happy in his life. He knew Daniaa was the girl that was destined for him. And he had already promised himself that he was never going to let her go, no matter what happened.

    Both Daniaa and Micky's hearts were filled with love and contentment. And silently they prayed that their love will last forever.

CRAZY LOVE (FAN FICTION) (PART 13)

PART 13

 

"What? Unni . . . why are leaving already? Why the sudden change of plans? You said that we will be going to different places today. How come we're suddenly going to Thailand?" Nab complained.
 
 "I'm sorry, Nab. But I really need to do this. Please don't ask why," Ela said with a low voice.
 
 "Unni, what's wrong? You can tell us. We all know that you have a problem," Iqah said with concern.
 
 Ela tried to smile, but somehow sadness still filled her eyes. "I'm sorry . . . Let's just say that I need to get away before I lose my sanity."
 
 Daniaa shook her head in dismay. "Unni, you're running away from Jaejoong, is that it?"
 
 Ela stared at Daniaa. "Maybe yes . . . maybe no. Frankly I don't know."
 
 "You like Jaejoong, Unni. Just admit it. You don't need to hide what you're feeling because of your age. It's total nonsense," Nab voiced out her opinion.
 
 "Just try to pack all your things now. It's only 10am. . . We will be leaving before 11pm tonight. All of you still have a lot of time to prepare your things. Once we arrive in Thailand, we can then continue our vacation there," Ela said.
 
 "Unni . . ." Nab uttered. Somehow she wanted to disagree with her friend's decision to just leave.
 
 "I'm going out. I need to do a lot of things before we go. I don't think I will be able to join you girls for lunch . . . and snack too. But I will try to return before dinner," Ela said.
 
 "Unni . . . aren't you going to arrange your things and your bags?" Daniaa asked.
 
 "My things are already arranged," Ela simply answered.
 
 "Oh, so you've really planned and arranged everything huh?" Nab asked with disappointment.
 
 "I'm sorry, baby. I promise I will make it up to you . . . to all of you," Ela said.
 
 "It's all right, Unni. We understand. Don't worry. We will be ready to go when you return," Iqah uttered with a smile.
 
 "Thank you," Ela uttered with a fake smile. Her heart was very heavy that she felt like she just wanted to lock herself up in a room and cry all day long.
 
 An hour later . . . .
 
 Nab, Daniaa and Iqah were already having lunch in the restaurant that they ate before.
 
 "What do we do now?" Nab asked as she just stared at the food in front of her.
 
 "There's nothing we can do, Nab. We have to follow Unni. She wants to leave already . . . So there's no discussion about it . . . We're leaving," Daniaa tried to reason with Nab.
 
 "No . . . what I mean is . . . are we really going to let Ela Unni just ran away? She likes Jaejoong and I think Jaejoong likes her too. So why don't they give each other a chance? I mean it's too sad if they don't end up together . . . just because Unni is older than Jaejoong," Nab tried to explain what was on her mind.
 
 "Nab, I wish things could be so simple. But not everything can be so simple like the way you imagine it to be. As you age . . . you will soon understand what I mean," Iqah said seriously.
 
 "Oh, why are older girls too complicated? Am I going to be just like to you guys?" Nab asked curiously.
 
 "Yes," Daniaa uttered with a smile.
 
 "Oh, then maybe I will just stay seventeen forever. At least, I can act and think straight based on my own opinions and decisions. I don't want to grow old anymore," Nab exclaimed as she touched her forehead as if she was having a headache.
 
 "Finish your food Nab. We still need to prepare our things. We're still leaving . . . no matter how you complain," Daniaa uttered with a smile again.
 
 "Who's leaving?" a voice suddenly asked.
 
 The three girls suddenly looked at the direction where the voice came from. Standing in front of them were the DBSK boys.
 
 "So who is leaving?" Max asked again.
 
 "We are," Nab replied sadly.
 
 "What?" U-Know asked as his heart started beating very fast.
 
 "All of us are leaving tonight," Iqah sadly said as she stared at Xiah.
 
 Xiah, on the other hand, felt like he wanted to just take Iqah away and lock her up in a room so she couldn't leave him.
 
 "Would you guys like to join us for lunch? I guess this will be the last time we will be seeing each other. . . might as well . . . enjoy it," Daniaa spoke with sadness in her voice.
 
 Micky felt his heart was slowly being pricked with millions of needles. He couldn't accept the fact that he wasn't going to see Daniaa ever again.
 
 "Ela is really leaving?" Jaejoong asked as if unable to believe what he just heard.
 
 "Unni is the one who decided to leave . . . in the first place. She just told us about her decision and plan this morning," Nab answered.
 
 Max stared at his friends' reactions. "Let's all sit down first. Maybe we can think of a solution for this problem," he calmly suggested.
 
 The DBSK boys sat down in front of the three girls.
 
 "You can't leave," Micky suddenly exclaimed. "I mean . . . not yet."
 
 "We can't really do anything about it. We have tried convincing Ela Unni to stay and finish our entire vacation here . . . but she had already decided and planned everything out. We will be leaving before 11pm tonight," Daniaa said as she looked at Micky.
 
 "Where will you go?" Jaejoong asked.
 
 "Unni said that we will be going to Thailand," Nab replied.
 
 "Jaejoong, do something. Make Ela stay," Xiah said to his friend.
 
 Jaejoong lowered his head. "I already tried to make her stay . . . but she just wouldn't listen to me."
 
 "Tell her how you feel about her . . . convince her," Micky advised.
 
 Jaejoong shook his head. "Already did that . . . I already told her that I loved her . . . And we even spent time together . . . But she still won't change her decision. She said that we're too different from each other."
 
 "The two of you spent time together? When?" Max asked curiously.
 
 "Ela Unni went out at around 2am today. Was she any chance . . . with you?" Iqah asked.
 
 Jaejoong nodded. "Yes, I found her in the bar. We talked and . . .then she decided to make believe."
 
 "Make-believe? What do you mean?" U-Know asked.
 
 "She asked me . . . if we could pretend to . . . to be lovers . . . even for a short while . . . until morning came," Jaejoong answered.
 
 The three girls gasped with shock.
 
 "Unni . . . did that? She really does like you . . . But how come she still wants to leave?" Nab asked as if quite confused.
 
 "Jaejoong, think of a way. You can't possibly just let her go. All of us can see that you really like her . . . So you should try to fight for her," Micky said.
 
 "But what should I do?" Jaejoong asked.
 
 "I know . . . Uhmm . . . can you girls help us?" Max asked the three girls.
 
 "Sure, anything for Unni," Nab immediately replied.
 
 "Yes, how can we help," Iqah asked.
 
 "Do you think we can borrow the key to your room?" Max asked.
 
 "Here . . ." Daniaa said as she quickly handed the key to Max.
 
 "What are you planning Max? Why do you need the key to their room?" Xiah asked curiously.
 
 "Don't worry . . . I have the perfect plan," Max uttered with a smile.
 

 

A RACE TO MY HEART (FAN FICTION) (CHAPTER 4)

CHAPTER 4

 "Fate . . . Michael, please be ready in a few minutes," the group assistant said.

 "Okay," Michael replied, as he carefully arranged his clothes. "Do I look okay?" he asked Fate, who was also busy brushing her hair.

 "Yes, you look so handsome in whatever attire you wear," Fate answered with a sweet smile.

 "Really? Well I really can't help it. Frankly I'm too handsome to be just a race car driver. I should have been a movie star or something," Michael said jokingly.

 Fate laughed. "A movie star? Give me a break. If you became a movie star . . . Then more women will surely get hooked on you . . . And that would mean . . . more women will suffer. So I think it is more appropriate, if you just became hidden in an office. Just like the job your dad is offering you."

 "A job in an office? Unbelievable! You know I hate being stuck in an office. That would totally kill me," Michael spoke.

 Fate laughed again. "Yeah, I know you're too wild to be kept in an office."

 "We're both wild, my dear. That's why you can't keep yourself locked up in an office too," Michael said as a joke.

 The DBSK boys just watched and listened as Fate and Michael continued to tease each other. Max tried to make himself busy with other things. He was already very jealous, but he knew he ahd no right to feel that way.

 "Okay . . . let's start!"

 Everybody was then called near the race cars.

 "First, we will be pairing the DBSK boys with the three drivers. Micky and Xiah, both of you will be paired up with Tony Mason, the driver of the yellow race car. Then Jaejoong and U-Know with Michael Smith, the driver of the blue race car. And lastly Max will be with Fate Nakamura, the driver of the red race car," one of the assistants announced.

 "why are we being paired up?" Xiah suddenly asked.

 "Each pairing will have their own commercial. So we will be making 3 separate commercials today," the assistant answered.

 "Oh, really?" Michael asked with a grin. "I think someone's going to be very happy," he said as he teasingly looked at Fate.
 
 "Hey! Stop with your teasing," Fate said with a pout.
 
 "Okay, just make sure you go easy on the guy. DOn't seduce him okay," Michael suddenly whispered to Fate.
 
 "Eh? Michael . . ." Fate uttered as she tried to pinch him.
 
 Michael hurriedly moved away from Fate. "Someone's getting angry . . ." he teased again.
 
 "Please get ready Fate . . . and Max. You will be the first ones to make the commercial," one of the assistants said.
 
 Fate immediately went to where Max was. she then took his hand and pulled him to where her race car was. "Come on," she said with a smile.
 
 Max's heart was pounding very hard. Somehow he couldn't believe that Fate was actually holding his hand.
 
 The other DBSK boys just smiled as they all silently watched Max being pulled away by Fate.
 
 "He's quite lucky . . . The girl is actually more braver than him," Micky commented.
 
 U-Know couldn't help but laugh. "I just hope that everything works out for him."
 
 "Do you really think Fate likes Max? Frankly I think she's just being friendly and sweet," Jaejoong suddenly asked.
 
 "Nah, the girl has a thing for Max too. You can easily tell from the look in Fate's eyes whenever she looks at Max," Micky answered.
 
 "Well, let's wish Max all the luck he can get. Fate is really a very beautiful and nice girl," Xiah added.
 
 As soon as Fate and Max were near her car . . .
 
 "Are you afraid of racing?" she suddenly asked Max.
 
 Max looked at Fate. He was suddenly taken by surprise by her question. "Me? I . . . I . . . really don't know. I haven't done it before . . ." he tried to answer.
 
 Fate smiled. "Well then, how about we go on a joy ride first? So you can actually get a feel of how it feels like to be in a race . . ."
 
 Max didn't know what to say. He just nodded his head in approval.
 
 Fate smiled sweetly at Max. "Wait a minute okay," she then approached the director.
 
 Several minutes passed . . . She returned with a sweet smile on her face.
 
 "The director already agreed to shoot the part where we will be riding on the race car. So . . . are you ready?" Fate asked.
 
 "Yes," Max shyly replied.
 
 "You know you should be more at ease with me," she suddenly uttered. "How can we work with each other more comfortably . . . if you're like that?"
 
 "I . . . I'm sorry . . . It's just that I can't help it. I feel a little bit nervous around you," Max answered with his head lowered.
 
 "A little bit nervous? It's more like you're afraid of me," she said with a laugh.
 
 "No . . . no . . . I'm not afraid of you . . . I'm just nervous because . . . I like you," Max suddenly blurted out. He immediately looked at Fate. He didn't know why he was so careless. He suddenly became afraid of what her reaction might be.
 
 Fate stared at Max seriously. Then slowly . . . a smile appeared on her lips. "Wow! And I thought you were shy," she uttered.
 
 "I . . . I'm sorry. . . It just slipped out . . ." Max tried to apologize.
 
 Fate couldn't help but laugh. "You don't have to apologize. Honestly I'm glad you said it. Because now . . . I'm no longer afraid to tell you something . . .DO you want to know what it is?" she said as she slowly moved closer to him.
 
 Max could feel his heart was beating very fast. "What . . . what is it?" he asked nervously.
 
 Face to face . . . Fate looked deep into Max's eyes. Then she quickly planted a short kiss on Max's cheek. "I like you too, Max," she finally confessed.
 
 Instantly Max's heart started rejoicing. It was like he was in heaven. He couldn't believe what he just heard. . . and especially what just happened. He gently touched the spot where Fate kissed him. It was like he could still feel her warm lips on his face.
 
 "Wohhooo!!! Way to go girl!" Michael cheered after he saw what Fate did. He was very happy for his friend.
 
 The other DBSK boys were all shocked with what they witnessed. But their shock were immediately replaced with happiness. All of them couldn't help but smile and grin. They knew their friend had already won the girl of his dreams.
 
 The other people who saw what Fate did were shocked at first. But then they immediately brushed aside their personal thoughts and continued to concentrate on what they were supposed to do.
 
 "Your friend is quite lucky . . ." Michael said to the other DBSK boys as he suddenly approached them.
 
 "What do you mean?" Xiah asked curiously.
 
 "Well Fate has never shown any interest in a guy before. And this is certainly the first time that she actually kissed a guy intentionally. So this only means that Fate really likes your friend. I know millions of guys all over the world will surely envy your friend, once news about them leaks out," Michael explained.
 
 "Leak out? Oh, I hope not. We don't want any trouble with the press and and the fans . . ." Xiah said worriedly.
 
 Michael couldn't stop himself from laughing. "All of you superstars are all alike, whether actors or singers. All of you are scared of scandals and rumors. Unlike us . . . race car drivers . . . even though we are also popular, we don't really care about news, gossips and rumors. Whatever is written about us, doesn't really affect us at all."
 
 "Well, we're just being careful. Since we're not the only ones who will be affected . . . even the girls we get involved with are affected by whatever news or rumors are written about us," U-Know tried to defend themselves.
 
 Michael looked at U-Know seriously. "I'm sorry, if I offended you guys. But I just want you guys to tell your friend to be serious with Fate. She's been with me for years now. I have been taking care of her, just like a real brother to a sister. I don't want her to get hurt in anyway. And if by chance, your friend doesn't have any intentions of being true to her . . . then tell him to just stop now before Fate falls for him any deeper. Because if even one drop of Fate's tears fall because of him . . . I promise you, I won't let your friend go so easily. I'll make sure that he sheds ten times more tears than what Fate shed. She may act tough and present herself to be strong . . . but in reality . . . she is like any other woman . . . fragile . . . easily hurt. I don't want her to get hurt in anyway," he said with a serious tone.
 
 The other DBSK boys exchanged glances with each other.
 
 "Max isn't the type who plays around. He's quite serious with Fate. So you don't have anything to be worried about," Micky said.
 
 Michael just nodded his head. "Then we don't have any problem . . . The only thing I want now is for her to be happy."
 
 "Don't worry. . . Max will surely take good care of Fate," Jaejoong said with a smile.
 
 "I really do hope so," Michael uttered as he looked at Max and Fate from afar.
 
 Max was still staring at Fate. Somehow he didn't know what to say after she kissed him. He was feeling like he was in a dream . . . a very sweet and wonderful dream. Somehow he wanted to kiss her . . . on her sweet lips . . . He wanted to experience what it would feel like . . . to kiss a girl that he really liked.
 
 "Are we just going to stand here . . . until the sun sets?" Fate asked with a smile.
 
 "What?" Max asked as he snapped out of his dreaming state.
 
 Fate laughed. "Let's go . . . we can kiss each other again later . . . when we're no longer busy," she said as a tease.
 
 "What?" Max asked with his eyes wide with shock. He was surprised with what Fate had said. It was as if she could read what was on his mind.
 
 Fate giggled. "Oh my! You're so cute . . . Let's go. We have a commercial to finish," she said as she helped Max get into her car.
 
 As Fate and Max sat side by side in the car . . . both their hearts were racing.
 
 "Are you ready Max" she asked as she started the car.
 
 "Yes," he replied as he slowly covered her hand that was on the steering wheel, with his own hand.
 
 Fate stared at Max's hand that held her hand. Then she looked deep into his eyes.
 
 Max smiled. "Do you really think you're the only one who is brave?"
 
 Fate smile as well. "No . . ."
 
 Suddenly Max took Fate's hand and gently squeezed it. "Well let's start this . . . Let's see where this road takes us," he said sweetly.
 
 Fate nodded. "Let's start . . . and just follow where our hearts leads us . . ."
 
 As Fate's car started to move . . . both her and Max's hearts were already finished with racing. . . Both their hearts had already found the right path to each other's hearts.
 
 
 

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I LOVE YOU MY FRIEND (FAN FICTION) (CHAPTER 51)

 

CHAPTER 51

            It was already passed 5 o' clock in the afternoon . . .

 

            Micky and the other DBSK boys were finally finished with their schedules activities for the day. And they were already on their way up to their apartment unit.

 

            "I'm so glad we're already finished with our work. I can finally have some time alone with Lena," Micky said out loud while they were in the elevator.

 

            U-Know worriedly looked at Jaejoong, then gave Micky a warning look. But Micky just shrugged his shoulders and ignored his friends. Then he continued to smile while thinking about Lena.

 

            As soon as the boys entered their apartment, the sweet aroma of food being cooked immediately greeted them. Xiah, Max, U-Know and Micky were all surprised. They knew Lena couldn't possibly be the one who is cooking.

 

            "Who is cooking?" Max asked curiously.

 

            "Maybe Daichi's back," Xiah replied.

 

            The boys quickly went to see who was in the kitchen.

 

            Max, Xiah, Micky and U-Know were all dismayed with what they saw.

 

            "Oh . . . it's you," Max uttered with disappointment.

 

            Keiko was happily cooking in the kitchen. Somehow the four boys didn't like the idea of having her around. They all felt that she always appears at the wrong time. And they also thought that whenever she was around, problems were surely to arise.

           

            Max sighed. He was actually hoping that Lena was the one who was cooking. How he had missed the delicious foods she had prepared for them before.

 

            "Hello . . . I'm preparing our dinner. I think everything will be ready in ten minutes. Are you guys hungry yet? We can have an early dinner if you want . . . ." Keiko said sweetly to the boys.

 

            Micky frowned. "Good thing I already bought dinner. I'll be in my room with Lena, if you guys need me. Oh . . .don't bother to call us out for dinner. We will just eat what I bought," he said coldly as if unconcerned about Keiko's feelings.

 

            Keiko gave Micky a sharp look. She didn't like what he had said.

 

            Micky immediately turned around and went out of the kitchen. He was too disgusted with Keiko. Somehow there was something about her that makes her repulsive but he couldn't quite figure out what it was. He then just brushed aside his thoughts regarding Keiko and went straight to his room.

           

            Back in the kitchen . . .

           

            The four DBSK boys were already sitting around the table.

           

            "Jaejoong I hope you will like the different foods I prepared. I really worked hard to learn how to cook. I know my cooking skills isn't as good as yours . . . But I'm willing to learn. And I know in due time . . . I will eventually improve," Keiko uttered sweetly as she continued to stir the dish she was preparing.

           

            Jaejoong smiled. "Thank you for preparing our meal today. Don't worry. I will always appreciate everything that you will prepare for me."

           

            Keiko smiled. She felt so happy after hearing Jaejoong's words. Somehow she felt that everything was already perfect . . . until . . .

           

            "Where's Lena?" Micky shouted as he suddenly bursted into the room.

           

            The other DBSK boys were all stunned.

           

            "Is Lena missing? Have you checked the other rooms?" Max asked worriedly.

           

            "Yes, I've already checked the whole apartment. Keiko . . . where is Lena?" Micky asked with a hard tone.

           

            "She left," Keiko replied coldly as if she didn't care. She just continued to look over the different dishes she was preparing.

           

            "Left? What do you mean she left?" Micky asked irritatedly.

           

            "She left . . . She went out of the door . . . and left," Keiko replied sarcastically, and with a raised eyebrow.

           

            Micky was already red with anger. "What did you do? Why did she leave? What did you do to her? Tell me!"

           

            Keiko stopped what she was doing and faced Micky. "What makes you think that I did something to her? She left . . . on her own free will. I didn't force her."

           

            Micky quickly walked up to Keiko and hastily grabbed her arm. "What did you say to her? I know she wouldn't leave without any reason. What the hell did you do to her?" he continuously asked while his grip became tighter.

           

            Jaejoong hurriedly tried to pull Micky's hand away from Keiko. He knew Micky was already hurting her. But Micky's grip was too tight. He wouldn't let go.

           

            "Micky, you're hurting Keiko!" Jaejoong warned Micky.

           

            "I don't care! Keiko, what did you say to Lena? Answer me!" Micky said again.

           

            Micky's grip on Keiko's arm was really starting to hurt. Keiko couldn't stand the pain.

           

            "Okay, I just told her that I'm pregnant . . . that's all," Keiko finally answered.

           

            All the DBSK boys were shocked.

           

            Jaejoong suddenly felt weak. He quickly leaned against the counter next to him. Somehow he could imagine the kind of pain that Lena might have felt after learning about Lena's pregnancy. The thought also caused him to feel pain. He pitied Lena. He knew it was the reason why she left.

           

            Micky also felt like all his blood drained out of his body. He weakly released Keiko. His heart was pounding very hard. He knew Lena must have been hurt badly with what she learned. He suddenly felt miserable knowing that he wasn't able to protect her from Keiko.

           

            Keiko started to massage her arm that was hurting because of Micky's grip. She was irritated with Micky and somehow she wanted to get even with him.

           

            "Frankly I'm glad she already left. She's just a nuisance here. Why are you so concerned about her anyway? Aren't you glad she's gone? Have you ever thought that maybe she's just using your feelings to her advantage . . . so she could win Jaejoong back?" Keiko asked Micky seriously.

           

            "Don't say such things about her . . . You don't know her. She's not like that," Micky replied with a glare.

           

            "she's not like that? Why? is she an angel or something?" Keiko suddenly laughed. "It seems she's really fooled you huh? I think she's just playing her game with that injured drama effect. So all of you will pity her and be kind to her. She's nothing . . . She's just a bitch . . . a total wretched bitch!" Keiko said angrily.

           

            Micky quickly lost his self-control. He slapped Keiko so hard that she instantly fell down on the floor.

           

            "Micky . . ." U-Know uttered with shock.

           

            Jaejoong suddenly became angry. He immediately gave Micky a punch on the face. But Micky quickly returned his punch. Xiah, U-Know and Max rushed to separate their two friends.

           

            "Micky, stop it," xiah uttered as he gently held Micky arm.

           

            "Jaejoong, calm yourself. The two of you are friends. You don't have to fight each other," U-Know tried to remind Jaejoong.

           

            "Friends? How can you say that he's my friend? He just hurt the woman carrying my child," Jaejoong said angrily.

           

            "Micky, no matter how angry you are with Keiko . . . It still doesn't give you any right to hurt her physically. It is too unacceptable, hyung. . . I think you should apologize to her," Max tried to put some sense into his friend.

           

            Keiko had gotten up and was already beside Jaejoong. "Are you insane? Why did you hurt my Jaejoong? You're crazy . . . just like your Lena," she shouted at Micky. "Good thing . . . I told her to leave . . ." she unconsciously blurted out.

           

            All the DBSK bosy surprisingly looked at Keiko.

           

            "So you told her to leave?" Max asked Keiko as if unable to believe what they all heard.

           

            Confused and frightened . . . Keiko looked at Jaejoong. Somehow she was asking his help.

           

            But Jaejoong had already released his arm from Keiko's hand. Suddenly he found Keiko's touch to be repulsive. He lowered his head and ran his fingers through his hair. All the emotions that he was feeling was driving him insane. He didn't know who to side with . . . the woman carrying his child or the woman he truly loved. He felt like his entire world was spinnig in different directions. How he wished he could just melt away on the spot he was standing and disappear totally. So that he would no longer need to choose.

           

            "I . . .I . . . I just told her about the baby . . . and that it would be better . . . for everyone's sake . . . if she leaves . . . I didn't force her," Keiko uttered with a trembling voice as if she was about to cry.

           

            "How could you do such a thing? I actually thought you were a nice person, but I guess I was wrong," Xiah said with disappointment.

           

            "I didn't do anything wrong. She doesn't belong here anyway. Why are you all concerned about her? I'm the one carrying Jaejoong's baby," Keiko said as if she hurt. "I'm the one you should be concerned about."

           

            "Why should we be concerned about you? Because of your baby? Frankly I don't give a damn about you or your so-called baby," Micky uttered furiously.

           

            Keiko started to cry. Jaejoong immediately became concerned about her. He was still thinking about their baby.

           

            "Keiko, please don't cry. It will be bad for our baby," Jaejoong tried to console her.

           

            Micky couldn't believe what he was seeing. He was very angry with the way Jaejoong was still caring about Keiko.

           

            "Jaejoong, you're really unbelievable! You're still taking her side?" Micky uttered.

           

            "Micky stop it already! Keiko's already hurt . . . So just stop," Jaejoong furiously shouted back at Micky.

           

            Micky let out a laugh. "Fine . . . The two of you really deserve each other. You're both stupid and conceited."

           

            Keiko cried harder after hearing Micky's words. While Jaejoong became angrier with Micky.

           

            "Are you still trying to start a fight? Stop hurting Keiko with your words," Jaejoong warned.

           

            Micky looked straight at Jaejoong. "You're so concerned about Keiko . . . because she's carrying your child. But I wonder . . . what you would do once you know the truth."

           

            Jaejoong became confused. " What truth? What do you mean?"

           

            Keiko suddenly grabbed Jaejoong's hand. "Jaejoong, I want to leave . . . please," she begged.

           

            Jaejoong looked at Keiko. "Fine . . . we'll leave," he uttered.

           

            Micky shook his head in disbelief. "That's good. Leave with your precious Keiko. Console her. . . Take care of her . . . Take care of your baby . . . While you're doing that . . . Somewhere out there . . . God knows where . . . Lena might already be shivering in the cold . . . But still trying to keep herself warm just to protect . . . your child growing inside of her."

           

            "What?" Jaejoong exclaimed as he looked at Micky, eyes open wide with shock.

           

            "She's also pregnant with your child . . . That's why she came back for you," Micky finally revealed the truth.

           

            Jaejoong's body unexpectedly lost its strength. He then suddenly fell down on his knees. What he learned was just too much to bear. He felt like he wanted to scream. Both his heart and his mind were telling him different things that he just couldn't understand.

           

            Keiko was also shocked by what she heard. "Lena is pregnant . . ." the words kept on repeating in her mind.

           

            Micky stared at Jaejoong's pitiful reaction. "Lena didn't tell you about the baby . . . because she wanted you to return to her because you still loved her, and not because of the baby."

           

            Jaejoong cupped his face with his hands.

           

            "And the reason why she disappeared for two months is because . . . she wanted to find a cure for herself first before she returned to you," Micky continued.

           

            Jaejoong quickly raised his head and looked at Micky. "What do you mean? Is . . . she sick?"

           

            The anger in Micky's eyes was instantly replaced with sadness. "She's not playing around or faking her condition, just like what Keiko is trying to imply," he uttered.

           

            "You said . . . she suffered a sprain," Jaejoong said as if totally confused.

           

            "No, the truth is . . . she's paralyzed from the waist down to her legs," Micky said weakly.

           

            "What?" Jaejoong asked. He felt like a bomb had suddenly exploded right in front of him.

           

            "After she left you, she suffered a condition that lead to her paralysis. It was the main reason why she didn't try to contact you. She didn't want you to worry or to feel responsible about her. She tried to undergo different treatments just to cure herself, but everything failed. It was only after she found out that she was pregnant . . . that she decided to to return to you . . . But she was already too late. You already had Keiko in your life," Micky tried to explain everything.

           

            All the things that Micky had said finally cleared all the questions that were left unanswered in Jaejoong's mind. He finally understood Lena. All the hurt and anger in his heart were immediately replaced with pity and remorse.

           

            Somehow he couldn't even try to imagine the kind of hardship Lena went through. How he wanted to ask for her forgiveness.

           

            "I've got to find her," Jaejoong uttered as he quickly stood up.

           

            "No, don't leave," Keiko said as she tried to hold on to Jaejoong's hand.

           

            Jaejoong gently shook his head and released his hand from Keiko's hold. "Please understand, Lena needs me more that you do. And she . . . is the one who I truly love . . . I'm sorry. I will still be responsible for our child. I will give you and our baby everything you need . . . but please . . . let me go."

           

            "I need you . . . Our baby needs you. I will never let you go. Never!" Keiko uttered as tears continued to flow down her eyes.

           

            Jaejoong quickly drew away from Keiko. "I'm sorry . . ." he uttered. He then hurriedly went out of the apartment unit.

           

            Micky's heart was being torn into pieces as he just watched Jaejoong leave. He knew Jaejoong had finally decided to go back to Lena. And the thought was stabbing him over and over again. He was going to lose Lena all over again.

           

            "Good luck, Jaejoong. I hope with all of my heart that you find her . . . and once you find her. Please give her the happiness that she deserves. And don't you ever let her go again," Micky said in his mind as tears slowly rushed down his face.