I LOVE YOU MY FRIEND (FAN FICTION) (CHAPTER 48)

CHAPTER 48

 

 

            Jaejoong hurriedly ran out of the apartment building. His mind was sort of spinning while his heart was beating very fast.

 

            "Keiko . . ." he uttered.

 

            He quickly ran to where Keiko usually parks her car. And there . . . he found her crying. He gently opened the door of the car.

 

            Keiko was crying uncontrollably while her head was bent down on the wheel of the car.

 

            "Keiko . . ." he uttered as he gently caressed her head.

 

            Keiko slowly lifted her head and stared straight at Jaejoong. "Jaejoong . . . Oh . . . Jaejoong . . ." she uttered as she quickly embraced him.

 

            Jaejoong's heart pounded very hard as soon as he felt Keiko's warm body next to his. He couldn't quite explain it . . . but he knew there was a big difference between his body's reaction towards Keiko and towards Lena.

 

            "Lena . . . Oh god! What have I done?" he suddenly remembered her. Instantly his heart started to ache after realizing that he had hurt Lena when he left her to look for Keiko. He was totally confused.

 

            "Jaejoong . . . I . . . I thought you wouldn't look for me . . . I thought . . . I thought you didn't love me anymore," Keiko tried to utter in between sobs.

 

            "I'm sorry . . . I'm sorry if I hurt you," Jaejoong slowly uttered.

 

            Keiko looked straight into Jaejoong's eyes. "Please tell me the truth . . . Who is she? Why did you kiss her? Is she . . . someone from your past? Please tell me," she begged.

 

            Jaejoong felt like there was something stuck in his throat. He was finding it very hard to answer Keiko's question.

 

            "Lena . . . Lena was my first love. She was the very first woman I ever fell in love with. And she was also the reason why I was hurting . . . during the time that you met me," Jaejoong confessed.

 

            "So . . . she's the girl . . . you were trying to forget?" Keiko asked as if unable to believe.

 

            Jaejoong slowly nodded his head.

 

            Keiko's eyes suddenly softened. She then cupped Jaejoong's face with her hands.

 

            "Now . . .I understand . . . why you were so shocked when we first met her . . . I no longer want to know why you kissed her . . . because . . . I know what you will answer might hurt me more. And I'm willing to forget everything I saw and heard . . . in exchange . . .just promise me that you won't leave me. I love you, Jaejoong. You know that don't you? I don't think I can live without you. So please . . . don't leave me. I need you . . . our baby needs you," Keiko said with tears in her eyes.

 

            Jaejoong stared at Keiko. What he had heard had suddenly exploded like a bomb. He hated himself for hurting her. But he still couldn't deny the fact that a big part of his heart was calling out for Lena. "You're pregnant?" he asked with a trembling voice.

 

            Keiko just nodded. Then she saw the confusion in Jaejoong's eyes. She knew that he was still in love with Lena. But she was just trying to pretend that it wasn't real. She was constantly making herself believe that she was the only one in his heart. She gently wrapped her arms around Jaejoong. She wanted to make him forget. She wanted him to want her and forget about Lena.

 

            Keiko slowly searched for Jaejoong's lips. She was willing to do anything just to make sure that he wouldn't leave her. She then tightened her embrace. She wanted to make him feel how much she loved him. She didn't care about anything else anymore. The only thing on her mind was that she loved him, and it was the only thing that matters.

 

            Keiko's gentle kiss quickly changed into a deep and passionate one. Jaejoong was immediately drawn into Keiko's kisses and caresses that he momentarily forget about Lena and everything that had happened.

 

            Back in the DBSK boys' apartment . . . .

 

            Micky carefully placed Lena on her bed. She had been crying non-stop ever since Jaejoong left her to look for Keiko.

 

            "You should rest now . . . And please stop crying. . . Crying will be bad for you and your baby," he softly said while caressing her hair.

 

            "Can you . . . can you please stay beside me until I fall asleep?" Lena asked weakly.

 

            Micky smiled. "Yes, I will certainly stay with you . . . even for a lifetime. So don't worry. Just close your eyes and try to forget everything."

 

            Lena followed what Micky had said. But as soon as her eyes were closed . . . Jaejoong's image quickly appeared in her mind. One by one . . . images started to rush in . . . Jaejoong embracing her . . . Jaejoong kissing Keiko . . . Jaejoong kissing her . . . Keiko with tears in her eyes . . . Jaejoong running out of the room . . . Everything was just too maddening for her.

 

            Lena's weak and tired body finally gave up and within minutes she was fast asleep.

 

            Micky silently gazed at Lena's beautiful face. He still couldn't believe that someone would actually hurt such a beautiful angel. Somehow he couldn't stop himself from being angry with Jaejoong. He had already given him all the chances to have Lena back. But Jaejoong just threw it all away.

 

            Micky gently caressed Lena's cheek, then his fingers travelled to her lips. "Such sweet lips," he uttered.

 

            He stared deeply at her lips. He felt so drawn that he somehow couldn't stop himself. He slowly lowered his head, then he lovingly planted a long and sweet kiss on Lena's lips.

 

            Micky was still kissing Lena . . . when the door opened. Xiah, Max. U-Know and Jaejoong slowly entered the room and were all stunned with what they saw.

 

            Jaejoong's world suddenly became black. Then he instantly felt like his heart was being crushed and torn into millions of pieces. He had never imagined he would actually see Micky kissing the only girl he had loved with all his heart. The pain was just too much. Now he knew what Lena must have felt  when she saw him kissing Keiko. He abruptly leaned on a wall. He felt like he was going to collapse. Somehow the scene he was seeing was making him enraged.

 

            "Micky . . . " U-Know spoke softly but with a distinct warning tone.

 

            Micky suddenly looked at the other DBSK boys. He was quite surprisedm, but was instantly delighted when he saw the pain in Jaejoong's eyes. He wanted to hurt him so much. He wanted to make him feel even a fraction of the pain that Lena was feeling.

 

            "Micky . . . what are you doing?" Xiah asked with disgust in his eyes.

 

            Micky grinned. "Can't you see? I was kissing the woman I love," he answered directly.

 

            Max looked carefully at Lena. "But hyung . . . Lena is sleeping. . . You're taking advantage of her," he said angrily.

 

            "I'm taking advantage?" Micky asked, then he lightly laughed. "Okay . . . let's say . . . I really am taking advantage of her . . . So what? . . . At least , even if I took advantage of her, I'm willing to be responsible for all my actions . . . And I'm certainly willing to be responsible for her unlike someone I know," he said tauntingly while staring at Jaejoong.

 

            "Micky . . . let's all go outside. All of us need to talk . . . right now. This situation is already getting way out of hand," U-Know said with a serious voice.

 

            U-Know and the other DBSK boys quickly left Lena's room.

 

            And as soon as they all entered the living room . . .

 

            "Micky . . . what the hell are you trying to do?" U-Know shouted angrily. "Have you really gotten so low . . . as to take advantage of a girl while she's sleeping?"

 

            "U-Know . . . try to calm down yourself. And please lower your voice, you might wake up Lena," Xiah tried to remind him.

 

            U-Know sighed. "What is happening to us? What is happening to the two of you?" he asked Micky and Jaejoong. "We all have been together for years now . . . We're like brothers . . . So how come the two of you are hurting each other?"

 

            "The problem isn't with me . . . You should try to ask Jaejoong. He's the one with all the problems," Micky said sarcastically.

 

            Jaejoong tried to control himself. He was already very furious with Micky.

 

            "What do you mean by that?" he asked angrily.

 

            Micky looked straight at Jaejoong. "I mean . . . you're the one making all the trouble. By the way . . . how is your precious Keiko? Have you comforted her? Are you satisfied that while you were consoling Keiko Lena was almost dying of crying," he said furiously.

 

            Jaejoong's heart somehow stopped because of what Micky  had said. He was suddenly hit by the truth.

 

            "I . . . I'm sorry . . . I didn't mean to hurt her," Jaejoong tried to utter.

 

            "You didn't mean to hurt her? Are you kidding me? You practically threw everything right at her face when you left her just to look for Keiko. So you know how hurt she was? Can you even imagine what kind of pain she was feeling? I can still see it in your eyes that you still care for her . . . So why the hell are you still hurting her? She had already gone through so much . . . Why can't you just give her a break? Please stop causing her more pain. You don't know the difficult situation she is in right now.  Have pity on the girl . . . She's . . . ." Micky quickly controlled himself. He didn't want to divulge Lena's secrets.

 

            Jaejoong closed his eyes. Everything that Micky had said had stirred different emotions in him . . . emotions that he didn't want to feel. "I'm so confused," he uttered as he slowly opened his eyes.

 

            "Confused? get your head straight Jaejoong! You're a man . . . act like a man," Micky said seriously.

 

            "Yes . . . I admit I still have feelings for Lena. But I don't want to hurt Keiko. She's been so good to me  . . . and I've . . . . I've already slept with her . . . and now she's carrying my child. So I can't just leave her. I have to be responsible for her," Jaejoong tried to explain.

 

            "Responsible? Lena is the one you should be responsible for. She's also carrying your child," Micky said in his mind while staring  at Jaejoong.

 

            "You already slept with her? And she's pregnant as well? Way to go!" Micky said as an insult."You sure have a unique way of showing your love. So what if you already slept with Keiko . . . or she's pregnant? Are you even sure that the child is really

yours? You slept with Lena too . . . but look at her now. You're already moving on with your life . . . while she's still trying to hold on to your memories. Do you think that's fair?"

 

            Xiah, Max and U-Know were all stunned with what Jaejoong had said. Keiko was pregnant as well.

 

            Micky slowly approached Jaejoong. Then he stopped right in front of him . . . face to face . . . eye to eye . . . man to man . . .

 

            "I know we've been friends for a very long time now. But please understand . . . I love Lena. I've never felt this way with anyone before. So I've decided to fight for her. I want her to be mine," Micky suddenly said with sincerity in his eyes.

 

            Xiah, Max and U-Know were totally speechless. Their two friends were in love with the same girl. And Jaejoong had gotten two girls pregnant. They had never imagined that such a situation could happen to them.

 

            Jaejoong didn't know what to say. Hearing Micky say that he loved Lena was making him insane with jealousy. "I still love Lena. . . . but I also love Keiko," he confessed.

 

            "You're a fool! You can't possibly love two girls all at the same time. Decide Jaejoong! I'm going to give you one last chance. Choose . . . Lena or Keiko . . ." Micky said seriously.

 

            Jaejoong felt like both his head and his heart was going to explode any minutes. He was totally confused. He still loved Lena and he wanted to have her back in his life. But he also cared about Keiko and she was pregnant with his child. He needed to set aside his own feelings and take care of Keiko for the sake of their child.

 

            Jaejoong lowered his head. He had finally decided. Even if his heart was screaming out another name, his mind had only one name. "Keiko . . ." he weakly uttered.

 

            Micky shook his head in disbelief. He was totally enraged with Jaejoong's decision. "So you're really choosing her over Lena?" he asked Jaejoong with anger in his eyes.

 

            "Yes . . ." Jaejoong uttered softly.

 

            "Congratulations! I think you just made the biggest mistake in your life. You're really a fool! How I wish I could see your reaction once everything blows up in your face. I know there will be a time that you will realize what you just threw away is really the most important and the only real thing in your life. Go and take care of your Keiko . . . I hope the two of you will be happy . . . in hell . . ." Micky said with such fury in his eyes that Xiah, Max and U-Know were all scared.

 

            Jaejoong suddenly looked at Micky. He wanted to say something, but nothing was coming out of his mouth.

 

            Micky grinned with a scary look in his eyes. "Oh! And before I forget . . . I want to give you something . . .  you will always remember . . ." and with those words he violently punched Jaejoong straight in the face.

 

            Micky's punch was very fast that Jaejoong wasn't able to avoid it. He was hit very hard on the face that his lower lip immediately bled. Jaejoong tried to wipe away the blood that was coming out of his wound. He knew he deserved what Micky had done.

 

            "From now on . . . You're no longer my friend. I don't want to know you or your Keiko. And starting today . . . don't you dare go near Lena again . . .Our friendship ends here, Jaejoong . . .  With your decision, you didn't just lose me . . . as your friend . . .or Lena as your lover . . . but you also lost a very special part of your life . . . a part which you will never know . . . a part which you can never replace . . . Your pain is just starting Jaejoong. Once you know the truth . . . I hope you will have the courage and the strength to face what you have done. When that time comes . . . even if you beg a million times . . . I will make sure that you will never have Lena back. I will do everything . . . I will make Lena my wife . . . I will make sure of that," Micky said as he finally walked out and went back to his room.

 

            Jaejoong was left still unable to believe what just happened. How he wished he could turn back time, so that he could be free to love Lena again.

 

            Slowly his tears started to fall. He still loved Lena. But he was no longer free to love her. He wanted to scream and let out the pain he was feeling. Micky was right. Letting Lena go would be the biggest mistake in his life . . . but there was nothing he could do. He needed to set her free . . . and he needed to bind himself to a love that he just realized wasn't real. . . . all for the sake of a child . . . his child.

 

            Jaejoong's tears continuously fell. How he wished he would become numb. He felt so tired . . . tired of all the pain. "I'm sorry Lena. . . " he tried to utter.

CRAZY LOVE (FAN FICTION) (ONE SHOT) (PART 5)

PART 5

    Several minutes later . . .

    Daniaa, Iqah and Nab were finally alone with the DBSK boys.

    "So . . . I hope you girls won't mind if I ask something," Max started the conversation.

    "Hmmm? . . . Oh . . .what do you want to know?" Iqah asked.

    "How long have you girls been friends with Ela . . .and how did you meet each other?" Xiah immediately asked.

    "We've known each other for more than a year now. We met online . . . because we're all fans of your group. At first, we were just simple online friends. But then as time passed by. . . our friendship grew into something deeper. We became very close with one another . . . just like sisters," Daniaa answered.

    "Oh . . . we can easily see the closeness that you girls have with each other. It is sort of similar to our group's closeness with each other," Micky commented.

    "So how old is she? Is she . . . she involved with someone?" Jaejoong suddenly asked out of the blue.

    Xiah and Micky looked at each other, then they both grinned crazily. Micky suddenly started clapping his hands, as he kept on grinning.

    "So our hyung is finally interested in a girl . . . And he even had the courage to ask such a personal question. I salute you . . . Jaejoong . . . I never knew you could be so courageous," Micky said teasingly.

    Xiah, U-Know and Max all laughed. They had never seen Jaejoong act so impulsively.

    Daniaa, Iqah and Nab exchanged glances with one another. Somehow they still couldn't believe that the famous DBSK boys were right in front of them. Somehow everything was just like a dream.

    "Unni . . . is 25 years old. And I don't think she's involved with someone. She never mentioned anyone special in her life . . . especially a man," Nab quickly answered.

    Jaejoong smiled. "Thank you . . ." he uttered to Nab.

    The other DBSK boys exchanged glances with one another, and then grinned again.

    "Why? Do you like our Unni?" Nab asked Jaejoong directly. "You know . . . she's very pretty and very nice too . . ." she added.

    Jaejoong's eyes became wide with shock and embarassment.

    "Nab . . ." Daniaa tried to warn her.

    "Why? What's wrong?" Nab asked innocently.

    "You've already said too much dear," Iqah answered.

    "Oh! I'm sorry . . . I was being impulsive again. I'm sorry . . ." Nab apologized as she slowly lowered her head in embarassment.

    "It's all right. Don't worry about it. Everyone makes mistakes every now and then," U-Know tried to cheer up Nab. Somehow he felt like he didn't want to see her sad.

    "Why am I concerned about her?" U-Know started to ask himself.

    "Don't worry about it, Nab. If you didn't aske that question . . . I would have done it myself," Max said with a smile. He was also trying to make Nab feel better.

    "So how old are you Nab?' Micky asked. He wanted to change the conversation.

    "I'll be 18 in a few months . . ." Nab answered.

    "So you're 17 right now? You're quite young . . ." U-Know uttered enexpectedly.

    Xiah and Micky stared at U-Know.

    "Quite young for what?" Micky asked.

    U-Know looked straight at Micky. He was totally take by surprise with he had asked. He was suddenly placed in a very difficult situation. He was somehow confused on what to say.

    “I . . . I don't know . . . I already forgot,” he answered. He then looked away and pretended to look at something on the other table beside them.

    Micky couldn't control himself any longer. He immediately burst out laughing.

    Xiah quickly followed Micky. Somehow they were sharing the same thoughts.

    Jaejoong and U-Know both became very red.

    “Hey! Why are you guys laughing?” Max asked.

    “Oh! My stomach is hurting already,” Micky complained.

    “Me too,” Xiah said as well.

    "Would you guys please tell me why you are both laughing," Max begged.

    "Well. . . it seems that Jaejoong and U-Know just got hit with cupid's arrow," Micky teased.

    "Hmmm . . . Well . . . what's wrong with it? And frankly . . . they're not the only ones. You and Xiah are also on the same boat with them," Max said with a smile.

    Xiah and Micky looked at each other, then at Iqah and Daniaa. They quickly lowered their heads and suddenly blushed.

    Jaejoong and U-Know couldn't help but smile. They were all hooked with the girls' charms.

    "So Daniaa how old are you?" Are you still studying?" Max asked.

    "I'm 20 . . . and yes, I am still studying," Daniaa answered.

    "Really? What course are you taking?" Max asked again.

    "Medicine . . . Both Iqah and I are taking up medicine," Daniaa replied.

    "Medicine? Wow! That's really something. So Iqah . . . how old are you?" Max inquired.

    "I'm 22. . ." Iqah replied.

    "So . . . noona is the oldest among all of you?" Max asked.

    The girls nodded.

    "Noona is 25 . . . Well hyung, there's always a saying that age doesn't matter especially in love," Max said to Jaejoong as a joke.

    Jaejoong looked at the girls in front of them. He was so embarassed.

    Their conversation  was unexpectedly interrupted when three waiters arrived and started to arrange their breakfast on the table.

    "Wow! Everything looks so delicious," Max exclaimed.

    The three girls couldn't help but giggle. Everything written online about Max's love for food was really true.

    After all the foods were finally placed on the table, one of the waiters suddenly said something.

    "Miss Ela said that you can all start having breakfast without her. She also said that she will only make an important phone call, and be with you in a few minutes."

    "Okay, thanks . . ." U-Know uttered.

    After the waiters have left . . .

    "I think it would be appropriate if we wait for Ela before we start our breakfast," U-Know said to the others.

    All the girls nodded. They were also going to say the same thing. Somehow they didn't want to eat without their Unni.

    Several minutes later . . .

    "Why haven't you guys started having breakfast yet?" Ela asked with a frown. "Is something wrong with the food? I can have it all changed . . . What do you want to eat?"

    "No . . . nothing's wrong with the food Unni. We just wanted to wait for you. We wanted to wait for you. We wanted to start breakfast with you," Daniaa answered.

    "Oh . . . how sweet! Well, thank you for waiting. Now I'm here . . . we can all eat now," Ela said with a smile.

    The four girls and the DBSK boys happily ate breakfast while chatting with one another. They totally enjoyed each other's company that they didn't notice how time passed by quickly.

    Ji-hoon, the head dancer and choreographer for DBSK's back-up dancers had already arrived.

    "Ji-hoon, long time no see," Ela greeted sweetly.

    "Hello Ela . . ." Ji-hoon greeted back. "So are you guys finished with your breakfast? We need to go to the studio now."

    "Oh okay . . ." Ela uttered. "Daniaa, Iqah, Nab . . . are you girls ready to go?"

    "Yes, Unni," Iqah answered.

    "We're going to a studio now Unni? Why?" Nab asked.

Ela smiled. The DBSK boys need to practice some news dance moves today . . . and I also need to fulfill some promises I made to Ji-hoon, and to the president of of SM Entertainment.”

    “Promises? What kind of promises Unni?” Nab asked again.

    “Oh . . . you're really too inquisitive baby,” Ela sweetly said to Nab.

    “Well . . . let's go . . .” Micky said to the other DBSK boys.

CRAZY LOVE (FAN FICTION) (ONE SHOT) (PART 4)

PART 4

    Daniaa, Iqah and Nab quickly sat down. They were already dying of curiosity. Everything they had seen and heard were making all of them very confused. All of a sudden . . . they started to wonder who Ela really was.

    The DBSK boys sat down as well. Somehow they were all very curious too. They also wanted to know what Ela was going to say.

    "Well . . . Ela, I should be leaving now. I'll go to the studio later in the afternoon. Have fun," the DBSK boys' manager said.

    "Yes . . . thank you," Ela uttered.

    "Boys . . .I'll be leaving now. Remember what I told you . . . Be nice . . ." the older man reminded.

    "Don't worry hyung . . . we won't bite," Micky said jokingly.

    Several minutes later . . . the four girls were finally left alone with the DBSK boys.

    "Unni . . ." Iqah said.

    Ela looked at her friends, then at the DBSK boys. "I guess  . . . it's time to introduce . . . the real me," she said with a low voice.

    "Unni, what do you mean?" Daniaa asked.

    Ela stared at her friends' faces. "I'm sorry . . . Iqah . . . Daniaa . . . Nab. I haven't been honest with you guys. I know we have all been friends for more than a year now. And I also know that all of you have been very open with me about everything . . . about your lives . . . and even personal things. But the truth is I have been keeping a lot of secrets from you girls."

    "Secrets? What kind of secrets Unni?" Nab asked.

    Ela sighed. "I guess it's confession time," she uttered with a smile. "Aside from writing fan fictions online . . . I also do other things that keep me preoccupied most of the time . . . one of them is writing songs . . .the other one is writing scripts for television dramas and movies . . . and the last one is doing dance choreography for certain artists."

    "So you mean . . . you're really a professional script writer . . . and not just an ordinary fan fic writer?" Nab asked innocently.

    Ela nodded. "I'm a script writer . . . song writer . . . and dance choreographer . . . all rolled in one."

    "Wow! Unni . . . that is so amazing," Daniaa exclaimed.

    "So you guys aren't angry with me?" Ela asked worriedly.

    "Why should we be angry? Everybody keeps little secrets every now and then. And what you kept from us isn't a big deal. We love you, and you love us . . . and that's what matters," Iqah said with a smile.

    Ela smiled happily. "How about a group hug?" she asked with happiness written all over her face.

    The DBSK boys  who were just silently watching and listening to everything that was happening were very glad that Ela's problem was finally over. They were all very happy to see Ela smiling so naturally without any worry.

    "Uhmm . . . Ela, can I call you noona?" Max asked with a smile.

    Ela lightly laughed. "Of course, Max. You can call me noona anytime."

    "Noona . . . I'm so delighted to have someone new whom I can call noona," Max said.

    Ela smiled as she looked at Max. Somehow she couldn't stop herself from thinking that Max was so adorable. Then her gaze suddenly went to Jaejoong. He was also staring at her very seriously, as if thinking of something.

    Ela gave Jaejoong a very sweet and warm smile. Jaejoong was suddenly caught by surprise. He didn't know what to do or how to react. He shyly looked away in another direction just to hide his blushing.

    Max who was sitting beside Jaejoong noticed his hyung. "Oh . . . hyung is blushing," he teased.

    Jaejoong became more red because of what Max had said. The other DBSK boys laughed. Somehow all of them wanted to tease Jaejoong, but was just trying to control themselves.

    "So what would you guys like to eat?" Ela asked the boys just to draw away everyone's attention from Jaejoong.

    "Anything would be fine, noona," Max answered.

    "All right . . ." Ela uttered as she slowly stood up. "I'll talk with the manager of the restaurant for a few minutes. I hope you guys can chat with my friends for a while."

    "Oh . . . don't worry. We'll certainly take good care of them," Micky uttered as his eyes were fixed on Daniaa.

    "Don't worry . . . we'll keep them busy while you're gone," Xiah said with a sweet smile while throwing short glances at Iqah.

    "Unni . . . don't be gone for too long okay," Nab said sweetly.

    Ela nodded. "I need to discuss something with the manager first. I won't take long."

    "Okay . . . Oh Unni . . . I just noticed something . . . Why is it that we are the only ones in the restaurant?" Nab asked curiously.

    Daniaa, Iqah and the DBSK boys suddenly started to look around. They didn't notice that they were the only people in the restaurant.

    "So . . . we are the only ones here . . . Strange," U-Know uttered.

    "Yes, quite strange. It's already 9 in the morning, and nobody is here yet," Xiah added.

    "You haven't booked the whole place by any chance have you?" Micky asked Ela jokingly.

    Ela smiled mischievously, then nodded. "As a matter of fact . . . Yes, I did," she answered casually.

    Everyone's mouths dropped open with shock.

    "Unni . . . you're too much. You booked the whole restaurant? My god! I don't even want to know how much you've spent for our breakfast today," Daniaa exclaimed. She felt like her head was going to explode because of her friend's over spending.

    "Unni . . . you didn't have to book the whole place just for us. We can just have breakfast like ordinary people," Iqah uttered.

    "I know . . . but I am just protecting everyone's privacy, especially you girls . . . I really don't want any news coming on the internet or newspapers about 3 young girls having breakfast with the famous DBSK. I'm sure you will all be stalked by hundreds of fans in a matter of days . . . if that happens. Aside from that, I'm also thinking about you boys . . . I don't want any rumors circulating about you guys having breakfast with your . . . dates. I already know how wild Korean and Japanese media people are. So I am just being careful," Ela explained.

    "But Unni . . . this is too much. I'm already feeling uncomfortable just thinking of how much trouble you've gone through just to prepare everything for us," Nab said with a low voice.

    Ela smiled, then she went to where Nab was sitting. Then she gently took her hand. "Hey . . . don't be like that. What do I always tell you? I'm happy whenever I make you happy . . . You're my baby remember? You're all my babies. My little sisters. I want to do things for you guys. And making all of you happy brings me unexplainable joy. So stop thinking about money . . . Money isn't everything. I've already worked in the music and movie industry for more more than 8 years now. And I've already saved enough to last me a lifetime. Frankly . . . I'm just enjoying my life now. I'm no longer interested in the payments I get in exchange for my songs and stories. I just do it for the sake of having fun, and my passion for writing. That's also the main reason why I decided to write online. I wanted to share my stories with other people . . . with nothing in return. So please . . . stop worrying."

    "Oh Unni . . ." Nab uttered.

    "Unni . . . I really don't know what to say. But I'm really glad we met you. . . You're such a beautiful person . . . inside and out," Iqah said while trying to control the tears that were forming in her eyes.

    "Hey! No crying . . ." Ela exclaimed. "I'm going now. I need to fix something," she said with a smile.

CRAZY LOVE (FAN FICTION) (ONE SHOT) (PART 3)

PART 3

    Ten minutes later . . . .

    "Well . . . Daniaa, Iqah, Nab . . . get ready to meet your dreams," Ela said as she signaled the girls to look at the people who were approaching their table.

    The three girls' mouths suddenly dropped open. All of them were totally shocked with what they were seeing.

    "Unni . . .is . . . is this real?" Iqah asked still unable to believe what she was seeing.

    "Unni, can you pinch me? I want to know if I'm just imagining what I'm seeing," Daniaa added.

    "Unni . . . I think i'm going to die," Nab uttered with a trembling voice.

    Ela stared at her friends. Somehow she wanted to laugh out loud. But she knew it would be inappropriate. So she just tried to control herself.

    The people Ela was waiting for were already standing in front of them.

    "Ela . . . sorry we're late," the older man said apologetically.

    "It's okay," Ela replied.

    "Have you girls been waiting for a long time? I am really very sorry. I needed to fix a little trouble first. So we became late in coming here," the older man explained.

    "Don't worry. I understand. And besides I know I should be grateful that you granted my request eventhough you're all very busy," Ela said.

    "No . . . no . . . we are the ones who are grateful that you have finally decided to meet my boys in person. They have been wanting to meet you for a very long time now," the older man said with a smile.

    Ela smiled back, then she stared at the DBSK boys."Hello . . ." she greeted as she slowly stood up.

    "Hello, I'm Xiah," he said with a sweet smile.

    "It's really nice meeting you . . .I'm U-Know."

    "We have all been wondering what you look like. But I'm quite surprised. I never expected you to be so young and so beautiful," Micky said.

    Ela lightly laughed. "That's quite flattering."

    "I'm Micky . . . by the way."

    Ela just nodded and gave Micky a sweet smile.

    "Hi . . . I'm Max," he said shyly.

    "Hello . . . I'm Jaejoong," he said as he gave out his hand to shake hands with Ela.

    Ela stared at Jaejoong's hand. She slowly reached out and took his hand.

    Jaejoong felt a warm feeling surging through his entire body as soon as his hand touched Ela's hand. Her hand felt so soft and so warm . . . he thought.

    "Hyung . . . let go of Ela's hand already," Max tried to remind Jaejoong.

    Jaejoong had been holding Ela's hand for more than five minutes already.

    U-Know, Xiah and Micky suddenly grinned. They didn't expect Jaejoong to be so hooked on a girl on a first meeting. But they knew they couldn't really blame him. Ela was indeed very beautiful that even they were somehow captivated with her beauty.

    "Hyung . . . Max nudged Jaejoong.
    
    Jaejoong suddenly snapped out what he was thinking and quickly released Ela's hand.
   
    "I . . . I'm sorry," Jaejoong apologized.

    "It's okay. Oh! By the way . . . these are my best friends . . . Iqah . . . Daniaa . . . and Nab."

    The three girls slowly stood up. "Hello . . ." they tried to utter even though it was very obvious that they were nervous.

    "Hello . . . I'm Xiah," he slowly gave out his hand to Iqah.

    "I . . .I'm Iqah," she replied as she shook hands with him.

    "Iqah . . . sounds so familiar . . ." Xiah uttered as he released Iqah's hand.

    Iqah quickly blushed. Somehow she could hear her own heart beating so wildly.

    Xiah stared at Iqah. He couldn't understand what he was feeling. But there was something so familiar about the girl standing in front of him. He felt so drawn to her.

    "How are you? I'm Micky," he also reached out his hand to Daniaa.

    Daniaa smiled, then gently shook hands with him. "I'm Daniaa."

    "Daniaa . . . such a beautiful name . . . suits you perfectly," Micky commented with a very captivating smile.

    Daniaa felt her heart had suddenly stopped with what Micky had said. She quickly withdrew her hand from Micky's hold.

    Ela noticed the mixed expressions on Daniaa's face. She suddenly smiled and grinned.

    "Hello . . . I'm U-Know," he then gently reached out his hand to Nab, the youngest of all the girls.

    Nab smiled sweetly and immediately shook hands with the leader of the group.

    "I'm Nab. It's such an honor meeting someone so famous. Frankly I still can't believe that I'm actually face to face with the famous Dong Bang Shin Ki," she said with a sparkle in her eyes.

    U-Know looked at Nab closely. Somehow he couldn't stop himself from admiring the young girl before him. She had a certain attraction that he somehow couldn't explain. Nab was obviously young and very innocent. She kind of reminded him of his own sister.

    "You're really cute," U-Know unconsciously uttered.

    Nab immediately blushed. "Oh my!" she gasped.

    "Now that we're all acquainted with each other. . . Let's have breakfast. I know some of you might be hungry already," Ela suddenly uttered out of the blue.

    The DBSK boys' manager looked at Ela. "I'm sorry Ela. . . But I've got to go. I have another important meeting in an hour."

    "Oh really? Then what about what we talked before? Who will accompany us?" Ela asked worriedly.

    "Don't worry . . . I've asked Ji-hoon to be the one to accompany you. He will bring you to the studio where all of you be practicing," the elderly man answered.

    "Ji-hoon? Oh . . . I really miss that guy," Ela said with a sweet smile.

    "Ji-hoon. . . . You know him?" Max asked Ela.

    Ela nodded, then smiled.

    "What a sneaky guy! He knows that we have all been wanting to meet you for almost four years now . . . But he never mentioned that he knew you personally," Micky said as he shook his  head in disbelief.

    "Please don't be mad with Ji-hoon. Even if he knows that me personally . . . he still wouldn't be able to introduce you guys to me . . . not unless I wanted to. Frankly I seldom meet up with all the artists I write songs for or choreograph dances for," Ela explained.

    "Unni . . . what are they talking about? I'm quite confused already! Why do they want to meet you? And what do they mean that you write songs? You never told us that you write songs . . ." Nab asked continuously.

    Ela stared at her friends. Then she let out a long sigh. "Come on, let's all sit down first. Then I will try to explain everything."
 

CRAZY LOVE(ONE SHOT) (FAN FICTION) (PART2)

PART 2

It was already five in the morning . . . .

Ela slowly slipped out of bed. She was very careful not to cause any noise that might wake up her friends. Before going out of the room, she first made sure that her friends were still sleeping.

Ela smiled as she gently closed the door of the bedroom. She needed to take care of some personal things before the other girls woke up.

The alarm clock suddenly started ringing . . . .

"Aaaahhh. . . what time is it?" Nab moaned as she turned from the left side to the

right side of her bed.

Iqah suddenly reached out for the alarm clock and stopped it from ringing. "It's already passed 7 in the morning. I guess it's time to wake up."

"I'm still very sleepy. I'm so tired. How about 10 minutes more . . . or better yet make it 30 minuutes more," Daniaa said while trying to keep her eyes open.

"Yeah Iqah Unni . . . 30 minutes more please," Nab uttered while her eyes were

closed.

"Ela Unni . . . are you awake already?" Iqah asked as she turned to look at the empty bed beside her own bed. "Ela Unni? Unni . . . where are you?" she called out.

Nab and Daniaa suddenly opened their eyes and sat up on their beds. Then they looked at the bed where Ela was supposed to be sleeping.

"Hey where's Ela Unni?" Nab asked.

"Maybe she got up early, and decided to take a stroll," Iqah suggested.

"Oh! Then we should get out of bed too before she returns and finds us still in bed," Daniaa said with a laugh.

"You're right! She said that we would be having breakfast with some very special people. So we better prepare ourselves," Iqah said.

"Who do you think we're going to have breakfast with?" Nab asked Daniaa.

"Maybe some of Ela Unni's friends? What do you guys think?" Daniaa asked.

"Ela's friends? Don't you think that it's weird that she would actually have friends here? We're in Japan and not in her country," Iqah said.

"It is a little bit strange. But we won't know the answers to our questions unless we all try to prepare ourselves for breakfast already. Maybe Ela Unni is already waiting at the restaurant. So we should get up already," Daniaa said.

"Oh . . . I'm still a little bit dizzy," Nab complained again as she tried to get out of bed.

Daniaa and Iqah slowly got out of their beds as well. They knew they needed to get ready before their friend returned.

The three girls had already prepared themselves and were already waiting when Ela arrived.

"Hello girls," Ela greeted.

"Unni, where did you go?" Nab asked.

Ela smiled. "I needed to take care of something.So are you guys ready? We're having breakfast with some very special people."

"Whoaahh . . . special people? I wonder who they are . . . Are they your friends Unni?" Daniaa asked.

Ela looked at Daniaa with a certain sparkle in her eyes. "Friends? Hmmmm . . . not really. But I know them . . . and I know all of you know them as well."

"We know them?" Iqah asked curiously.

"Oh! Come on already. I want to know what Unni has arranged for us today. I'm so excited already," Nab delightedly said.

Iqah and Daniaa both exchanged glances with each other, then smiled. Nab was the youngest among them and the most impulsive and hyper as well. She was their baby. They always took care of her and guided her whenever she was with them.

"Daniaa Unni . . . Iqah Unni . . . let's go," Nab uttered as she tried to pull the two girls towards the door.

Ela laughed. "Come on. OUr special guests might already be waiting."

Several minutes later . . . .

The four girls arrived at the restaurant.

"They're not here yet," Ela uttered as she started to look around.

"Oh, maybe they will be here in just a little while. Let's just wait," Iqah suggested.

The girls all sat down at the table that was arranged for them.

"Unni . . . how many are you expecting?" Daniaa inquired.

"Six people," Ela answered.

"Oh! Are they girls or boys?" Nab asked.

Ela tried to control herself. Somehow she wanted to laugh. "Boys," she answered.

"Eh? Boys? Who are they? Unni . . . what are you up to?" Iqah asked with a raised eyebrow.

Ela stared at the different expressions on her friends' faces. Then she started giggling.

"Unni . . . who are we going to have breakfast with?" Daniaa repeatedly asked.

"It's a surprise," Ela answered.

"Surprise? Oh . . . I love surprises," Nab exclaimed with joy.

Ela lightly laughed again after seeing Nab's happy expression. "Would you girls like to guess who we will be meeting in a little while?"

"Six people? Then that means DBSK is already out of the possible choices . . . because they are only five people . . ." Nab said with a smile.

"DBSK? Is that your guess?" Ela asked as she tried to control herself from laughing out loud.

Nab suddenly laughed. "DBSK? It's just a joke Unni. Let's just say I'm just day dreaming. I know there's no way that we would actually meet the DBSK boys in real life."

Ela smiled. "Well . . . not that impossible."

Iqah laughed. "Unni . . . You're indulging Nab's wild imagination again. The DBSK boys are like big stars . . . We won't even get 30 feet near them."

"Iqah's right. Meeting the DBSK boys is like wishing on the impossible . . . a dream . . . If you say one of us will win in a lottery . . . is more believable, than saying that we will meet the DBSK boys in person," Daniaa commented.

Ela grinned. "Really? Well . . . let's just wait for our special guests then."

CRAZY LOVE (FAN FICTION) (ONE SHOT) (??? PARTS)

NOTE: THIS IS A FAN FIC I WROTE FOR MY FRIENDS ESPECIALLY FOR IQAH AS A BIRTHDAY GIFT. THIS IS STILL ONGOING . . . I HAVEN'T HAD THE TIME TO FINISH IT YET.... SO EVENTHOUGH IT IS A ONE-SHOT, I HAVE DECIDED TO CUT IT INTO DIFFERENT PARTS..... HOPE ALL OF YOU WILL UNDERSTAND.... PLEASE FEEL FREE TO GIVE OUT YOUR COMMENTS.... THANKS

CRAZY LOVE (ONE SHOT)

 

PART 1

 

 

            "Unni!!! Unni!!!" Nab shouted as she quickly approached the friend she had been longing to see.

 

            Iqah and Daniaa just smiled at each other. As they followed Nab out of the arrival area of the airport, and straight to where their friend was patiently waiting.

 

            "Unni!" Nab uttered as she immediately  embraced Ela.

 

            "How was your flight?" Ela asked while hugging Nab tightly.

 

            "It was just fine Unni. A little bit tiring but quite fun, since Iqah Unni and
Daniaa Unni were with me," Nab answered.

 

            "I see. That's good," Ela uttered.

 

            "Unni . . ." Iqah happily uttered.

 

            Ela turned to face Iqah. She then released Nab from her embrace and immediately hugged Iqah as well.

 

            "Hey! What about me? Don't I get a hug too?" Daniaa asked with a pout.

 

            Ela looked at Daniaa, then lightly laughed. She then went to her and gave her a big and warm hug.

 

            "So is this all right?" Ela asked Daniaa while hugging her.

 

            "Yes . . . much better," Daniaa answered with a laugh.

 

            "So Unni where are we going now?" Nab asked excitedly.

 

            "Well first we will go to the hotel where we will be staying. Then  you guys justrest for today. Then tomorrow . . . we will be meeting with some people. I think you guys will all be delighted with the things I have arranged," Ela said with a sweet smile.

 

            "Oh Unni . . . you make me so curious already," Nab said with a bright smile on her lips.

 

            "Nab's right. How about giving us some hints Unni? I'm already dying of curiosity too," Iqah added.

 

            "Yeah Unni, some small details would be just perfect. Because frankly I have already spent more than 3 sleepless nights just thinking of what you have planned for us," Daniaa

said.

 

            Ela stared at the three young girls standing in front of her. She then lightly laughed. "All of you are just too cute with curiosity in your eyes. I think I'll make you guys curious a little bit longer."

 

            "Oh Unni!" Iqah moaned.

 

            "Unni, you're being bad again," Nab said  as she shook her head.

 

            Ela laughed again. "Who is bad? Me?" she asked while trying to look cute and innocent.

 

            Nab, Daniaa and Iqah all laughed after seeing the funny expression on their friend's face.

 

            "Well, come on. We should go to our hotel now. So you guys can have some rest. We can continue talking when we get there," Ela told her friends.

 

            The three young girls nodded their heads, and followed Ela to a van that was waiting for them.

 

            During the travel to the hotel, Nab, Daniaa and Iqah just stayed silent. Even though they didn't want to admit it, all of them were really very tired.

 

            "Here we are," Ela announced as their van stopped in front of a huge hotel.

 

            The three girls were all shocked with what they were seeing.

 

            "Unni . . . isn't this hotel too expensive?" Daniaa asked worriedly.

 

            "Yeah Unni, we can just stay in a cheaper hotel. This hotel is . . . way too much,"

Iqah agreed with Daniaa.

 

            "Another hotel? Sorry girls, but I've already booked at this hotel for one week. So I can't change now. And besides if I change my hotel, then a lot of my current plans will also need to be changed. And frankly I can't afford that, " Ela said.

 

            "Oh . . . ." Iqah uttered. "Well . . . we're just worried about you Unni. We think you've already spent a large amount of money just getting the three of us here. And now . . . we're staying in this kind of hotel."

 

            "Are you sure you can afford to manage all the expenses Unni? Maybe we can help," Daniaa asked.

 

            "Yeah Unni . . . I brought along extra money, just in case of emergency," Nab added.

 

            Ela stared at her friends with a smile on her lips. "You guys are really so sweet. But don't worry about all the expenses. I've already got it all covered. Do you actually think that I would let you guys spend your own money? I invited all of you here . . . So I should be the one taking care of all the money matters. All of you've got to do here is just relax and have fun."

 

            "But Unni . . ." Nab uttered.

 

            "No buts . . . let's all go in already. I know you girls are very tired. You need some rest," Ela said seriously.

 

            The three girls sighed. Somehow they couldn't say no to their unni.

 

            Fifteen minutes later . . . the girls slowly entered their hotel room.

 

            "Wow! This room is so beautiful," Nab exclaimed.

 

            "Unni . . . is this a suite? Isn't this expensive? I'm really starting to get
worried. I think you're spending too much. I think I would have a headache once I start estimating how much you've already spent," Daniaa said as she slowly shook her head in disbelief.

 

            Ela laughed. "Hey . . . stop worrying about money okay. We are all here to have some fun and enjoy ourselves. I'll certainly get angry if anyone of you mention about money matters again. Unpack your things, and freshen up first . . . before we can go downstairs to have dinner. . . or would you guys like to have dinner here in our room? What would you prefer?"

 

            "We can just have dinner downstairs Unni," Iqah answered.

 

            "Very well. Maybe after dinner we can then continue chatting. Then tomorrow . . . I have a surprise for all of you," Ela said with a very mischievous smile.

 

            "Unni . . . you're scaring me with your smile," Nab complained.

 

            Iqah and Daniaa both giggled. They were all very excited with what their friend had prepared for them.

 

            The night passed by very quickly with Ela and her friends having dinner in one of the restaurants of the hotel. Then they returned to their room and chatted with one another for more than two hours before finally going to sleep.

 

 

I LOVE YOU MY FRIEND (FAN FICTION) (CHAPTER 47)

CHAPTER 47

 

           

            Lena gazed at Jaejoong. It had been such a long time since she last stared at him. How she had missed looking at his handsome face . . . caressing the curve of his perfect nose and lips.

 

            Lena's whole body shivered after she started to remember all the nights that they shared. How she missed him emotionally and physically.

 

            "Jaejoong . . ." Lena uttered. She was surprised with the way her voice sounded.

 

            "What is it that you want? If you have something to say . . . just say it and get it over with . . . so I can leave already. I don't want to waste my precious time on useless things," Jaejoong irritatedly said while trying to avoid looking at Lena.

 

            Lena felt like her whole world had turned black. She had never expected Jaejoong to treat her so coldly.

 

            "I . . . I'm sorry," were the only words that she could utter.

 

            Jaejoong lightly laughed, while trying to control his emotions. "Sorry? Is that all you're going to say? Do you know that after you left . . . I had totally gone crazy . . . to the point that I even thought of committing suicide? Do you know how worried I was about you? Do you know how many nights I spent just wondering where you were and what you were doing? Tell me . . . during the passed two months . . . did you even think of me even for once . . .even for a second?"

 

            "Jaejoong . . . you were always in my heart and in my mind . . . even though I was far away from you. You were the only thing that kept me alone all this time," Lena said with tears running down her face.

 

            Jaejoong suddenly faced Lena, with hurt and anger in his eyes. "Really? I was in your heart and in your mind for the passed two months? You're making me laugh. If what you said is true then you would have at least tried to contact me . . . even once. So don't try to say such sweet things to me. I won't believe your lies anymore . . ."

 

            "Lies?"Lena uttered. She looked at Jaejoong. "I have never lied to you . . . you know that," she felt hurt that Jaejoong no longer believe her.

 

            "I'm with Keiko now. So no matter what you say or do, I will never return to you. I gave you my trust and my love . . . but you just threw it all away. So don't expect me to welcome you back with open arms. You're no longer a part of my life Lena. I'm sorry but I don't love you anymore," Jaejoong said harshly.

 

            Lena felt her whole body had suddenly turned cold. She bit her lower lip very hard to try to stopherself from crying out loud. She bit so hard that blood slowly oozed from the wound on her lip.

 

            Jaejoong's expression softened after he saw the blood oozing from Lena's lip. He then looked away in another direction. Somehow regretting what he have said. He knew he was too cruel with her. But she just couldn't stop himself from releasing all the pain and anger that had stayed locked up in his heart.

 

            "I'm sorry. I know you're angry with me, because I left you. But I . . . I only did it to save you. God knows . . . how much I love you. But during that time . . . it was the only way to save you and everyone you love. I'm sorry if I made you suffer . . . But please believe me . . .I also suffered as well," she tried to explain.

           

            Jaejoong shook his head, as if trying to make himself wake up from a dream.

 

            "Lena, it's too late . . .I'm sorry . . . But I've already learned to move on and . . . and I've already gotten very intimate with Keiko. I don't think I can ever leave her . . .I have to be responsible for her," Jaejoong uttered with a very heavy heart.

 

            Lena felt she was going to die right at that instant.

 

            "But you have to responsible for me too . . . me and our baby," the words kept on echoing in her mind. But she was already feeling very weak and hopeless to even try to voice out what was on her mind.

 

            Lena felt totally lost. She never expected to hear such words from Jaejoong. She felt like her whole world had stopped and was now slowly crashing down on her.

 

            She tried to control herself, but her tears just kept on flowing. She tried to stop herself from crying out loud. But she felt her heart was already too heavy. She needed to release the extreme emotion she was feeling or else she felt like she was going to collapse.

 

            She tried to control her sobbing at first. But after a few minutes, her  cry finally became uncontrolled. Her tears and her sobs were finally released.

 

            Jaejoong glanced at Lena. His heart was totally being torn into pieces as he continued to watch the first woman he had ever loved cry because of him. He then looked away and closed his eyes. He wanted to pretend that he wasn't seeing Lena. He wanted to make believe that he wasn't feeling anything.

 

            Lena looked at Jaejoong again. She felt like her heart was going to explode. He wasn't even looking at her. She slowly moved her wheelchair to where he was standing. She wanted to be close to him. She wanted to explain . . . . She wanted to make everything all right. She couldn't stand the pain anymore. She didn't want to lose him. She needed him to be beside her. She knew she couldn't live without him. If she needed to beg, she will do it . . . She was willing to do anything, just to have him back.

 

            "Jaejoong . . ." Lena uttered as soon as she was close to him. Then she touched his hand.

 

            But Jaejoong immediately brushed her hand away, and moved away from her. Then he looked at her with shock and disgust in his eyes.

 

            Lena stared at Jaejoong's eyes, then she looked at her hand that had touched his hand. Her hand was still reaching out to him. She suddenly pitied herself. She closed her eyes, as she slowly lowered her hand. And as her eyes were closed, tears ran down her face. How she wished she could die where she was right at that moment.

 

            As she slowly opened her eyes, more tears immediately rushed down her beautiful face.

 

            "I still love you Jaejoong," she weakly uttered. "Please forgive me! I am willing to do anything . . . just forgive me. I love you and I need you. Please come back to me. I don't think I can live without you. Please . . . please . . . love me again . . ." she begged.

 

            Jaejoong felt like he couldn't breathe. No matter how hard he tried to deny his true feelings . . . the truth was he still cared for Lena.

 

            As he stared at her in such a pitiful state, his own heart was bleeding out for her. How he wanted to hold her and comfort her. But he knew it wasn't possible anymore. He already had Keiko to think about.

 

            But his heart was more powerful than his mind. Somehow his heart was controlling his entire body. He approached Lena, and then he knelt down in front of her. He then carefully wiped away the tears on her face. He then lovingly caressed her face.

 

            Lena stared straight into Jaejoong's eyes. She then wrapped her arms around him. She wanted to feel him near her again. She wanted to feel his heart beat again.

 

            Jaejoong's entire body felt warm, and as Lena embraced him . . . memories started rushing into his mind. He then started to return Lena's embrace. He also wanted to feel the warmth of Lena's body next to his. How he had longed for the time that he would be able to have her in his arms again. And now that she was with him again. . . it was as if he didn't want to let go anymore.

 

            At that exact moment, Jaejoong's cold heart had already melted and the anger in his heart had disappeared as well. Everything was like a dream.

 

            As he continued to embrace her, he wasn't thinking anymore. He just allowed his heart to take over. His lips immediately searched for Lena's lips. And as soon as their lips met, all their longing for each other was released. All the hurt were easily replaced with passionate kisses.

 

            Jaejoong and Lena felt like their entire world had started spinning, as they continued to passionately kiss each other. Somehow they didn't want to stop. Jaejoong tightened his hold on Lena. He was so afraid that she was going to stop and let go of him. How he wanted their kiss to go on forever.

 

            "Jaejoong!" a voice suddenly called out.

 

            Surprised, Jaejoong and Lena both looked at where the voice came from. And as fast as they were able to forget, they immediately fell back into reality as soon as they saw Keiko standing in front of them with tears in her eyes.

 

            Bewildered and hurt, Keiko kept on looking back and forth between Jaejoong and Lena, as if asking what was going on.

 

            "Keiko . . ." Jaejoong uttered. He immediately let go of Lena.

 

            Keiko brushed her tears away, and hurriedly rushed out of the room.

 

            Jaejoong's heart was pounding very hard. He was so confused on what to do. He was about to stand up, but Lena immediately grabbed his hand. She then tightened her hold on him. She didn't want to let him go.

 

            "Please stay . . . I love you . . . I promise I'll make up for everything I've done. Please just stay with me. I need you . . ." Lena begged as she tried to hold on to him.

 

            Jaejoong slowly shook his head. "I'm sorry . . . But I've got to go," he uttered as he released himself from Lena's hold.

 

            Lena violently shook her head. "No! No! No! Please don't go. I love you Jaejoong . . . I need you . . . Please just let her go. I love you. . .  I can't live without you," Lena uttered as if she was going crazy.

 

            Jaejoong stared at Lena, then at the door. "I'm sorry, Lena. . . . but I love Keiko," he said as he hurriedly stood up and ran out of the room. He knew he needed to find Keiko. He needed to explain everything.

 

            "No . . . Jaejoong," Lena cried out as she tried to reach out for him. She was totally losing her sanity. She wanted to ran after him. She wanted to stop him.

 

            Lena tried to stand up. But her legs were still numb. She then started to hit her legs with her hands. She wanted to hurt herself. She wanted to make her legs feel again. She then tried to push herself up and out of the wheelchair. But her legs and her whole body immediately lost balance, and she instantly fell down on the floor.

 

            As soon as Lena hit the floor, she again cried uncontrollably. She didn't try to stand up anymore. She just continued to lay down motionless, and wishing that she would just die.

 

            "Lena . . ." Micky cried out after he saw her lying on the floor. "Lena, what's wrong? Are you hurt?" he worriedly asked as he gently carried her in his arms.

 

            Lena continued to cry. She then wrapped her arms around Micky. "Please . . . I don't want to stay here anymore. I don't think I can bear to see Jaejoong again. Please help me . . . I want to go," Lena begged.

 

            Micky's face was full of anger. "What did Jaejoong do to you? What did he say?"

 

            Lena shook her head. "Whatever he did and said isn't important anymore . . . Keiko already knows about me and Jaejoong. I'm afraid I've done something wrong again. It's obvious that Jaejoong truly cares for her. I saw the love and concern in his eyes before he left and ran after her. I don't want to destroy his relationship with Keiko. That's why I want to leave."

 

            Micky's facial expression hardened. "You're staying here and I'm taking care of you, that's final. I don't have the slightest concern whatever happens to Jaejoong and Keiko. The only person I am concerned about is you. So don't you even think of running away again just for Jaejoong's sake."

 

            "Micky . . ." Lena uttered.

 

            "Have you told him about your condition and about the baby?" Micky asked.

 

            "No . . . I don't think it was necessary. I wanted him to return to me because he still loved me . . . not because of pity . . . and especially not because of the baby," she answered.

 

            "Stupid Jaejoong . . . So he's left you . . . just to run after Keiko. Well that's it! I've already had enough. He's just made the biggest mistake of his life. From now on, I'm never going to allow you to go back to him ever again. Even if he died begging, I will never give you back to him," Micky said coldly.

 

            Xiah, Max and U-Know all sighed. This was what they were all afraid of. things were beginning to be more complicated. And everyone was obviously hurting. How they wished that all the problems would stop coming. They didn't want Jaejoong, Micky, Daichi, Keiko and Lena to get hurt anymore.

 

            Lena felt very weak. She rested her head on Micky's chest and just silently cried again.

 

            Micky just tightened his hold on Lena. He had decided that he wasn't going to let Jaejoong hurt her anymore. He was going to protect her in anyway that he can.