Monday, December 29, 2008

I LOVE YOU MY FRIEND (FAN FICTION) (CHAPTER 61)


I LOVE YOU MY FRIEND (CHAP 61)

CHAPTER 61


 
 The next day . . . .

 Lena slowly opened her eyes . . . Her heart immediately relaxed after seeing Jaejoong was still sleeping beside her. She had been awake for a few minutes already, but she was too afraid to open her eyes. She was afraid that maybe . . . everything that happened was just a dream . . . She was scared that once she opened her eyes . . . Jaejoong wouldn't be by her side and she would still be paralyzed. . .

 A smile instantly appeared on her lips. Her happiness was overflowing that she just wanted to shout, laugh and smile. It was like she was going crazy because of so much joy.

 Everything was finally back in its proper place. Jaejoong was finally back in her life again. She stared at his face. Then she traced his nose and then his lips with her finger.

 "You're so cute . . . even when you're sleeping," she uttered to Jaejoong with a low voice. She didn’t want to wake him
 
 She then lightly kissed him on the lips. But then she was surprised when he started to kiss her back.

 "How long have you been awake?" she asked as they ended their kiss. They were already embracing each other tightly while they were lying down on the bed.

 "I had been awake for hours already. But you were still asleep and I didn't want to leave you. . . so I just pretended to be asleep," he answered with smile.

 "Silly! I told you to wake me up remember," she uttered.

 "But I didn't want to wake you . . . You looked so beautiful . . . just sleeping so peacefully . . ." he teased.

 Lena giggled. "Frankly I can just watch you sleeping all day long as well. You're more beautiful than me," she jokingly said.

 "No one can be more beautiful than you . . ." Jaejoong uttered with love in his eyes.

 "Jae . . ." she uttered.
 
 "What?" he asked.

 "What happens now?" she asked seriously.

 "What do you mean?" he asked again.

 "I mean . . . what happens to us now? We already cleared up everything with your parents . . . But there is still the problem with my parents . . . And there is also the problem with us getting married . . . Will your manager and company allow it?" she asked worriedly.

 Jaejoong sighed. "I told you . . . you don't have to worry about anything. I will try my best to fix everything. About your parents, I'll be going to your house today with my parents to ask their forgiveness and also to tell them that we will be marrying each other as soon as possible. Then after I settle the problem with your parents, I will personally talk with my manager and company . . . I'll tell them about my decision to marry you, and if they don't agree, then there is only one solution. I will quit the group," he said seriously.

 "Quit the group? Jaejoong . . . you can't do that," she cried out in protest.

 "Yes, I can quit. I would gladly give up my career, if it would mean that I can have you in my life forever," he said with the most beautiful smile.

 "But what about Max, Xiah, U-Know and Micky? They will be affected by your decision . . . Don't you care about them? You don't have to quit, Jaejoong. Maybe we can find some other ways . . . But please don't quit . . . Don't give up your career, just because of me. I don't want to be the one who hinders your success. I want you to be able to achieve everything that you wanted . . . I know how much you love your career and your friends. So please let's try to find other ways to make our situation work out," she tried to say as she took his hand and held it tightly.

 "All right. . . Don't get upset, okay. We will try to think of something . . ." he uttered.

 "What time is it? Maybe we should get up already. Your mother maybe waiting for us already," Lena said with concern.

 "I already told her last night that they don't have to wait for us for breakfast. I said we will be sleeping late . . . very, very late . . ." Jaejoong said with a grin.

 Lena looked at him with shocked expression. "What? Oh, Jaejoong . . . you're so naughty," she said as she started to pinch him.

 Jaejoong laughed while he tried to stop Lena's hand from pinching him. "Hey! I was just joking," he said as he tried to catch his breath. He had been laughing continuously.

 Lena laughed as well. "Oh! You're so cute! I just want to pinch you over and over again. I hope our baby looks exactly like you," she said with a smile.

 "I hope our baby looks like you . . ." Jaejoong said as he gazed lovingly at Lena.

 Lena giggled. "I wonder what our baby will look like . . . if she ended looking like you and me . . . combined."

 "She? Is our baby a girl?" he asked curiously.

 Lena smiled. "Let's just say that I can feel it. Our baby is a girl."

 "I want a boy too . . ." Jaejoong suddenly said.

 Lena laughed. "Sorry . . . but I am sure our baby is a girl. Our baby will surely be very beautiful," she said dreamingly as she started to picture what her child would look like.

 "Well, it's okay. We can always make another baby . . ." Jaejoong said with a naughty smile.

 "Jaejoong . . ." she shrieked. Then they both started to laugh again.

 "Whatever . . . a girl . . . a boy . . . I don't really have any complaints . . . as long as our baby is healthy, I will love our child with all of my heart," Jaejoong said lovingly as he kissed Lena's hand.

 "What name do you want for our baby?" she asked suddenly.
 
 "Hmmm . . . What about Rain?" he asked with a smile.

 "Rain? Why?" she asked curiously.

 "Because I think the rain has a special connection to all our most unforgettable moments," he answered quickly.

 Lena smiled as she started to think about what Jaejoong had said. "You're right. We always end up soaking in the rain . . ." she said with a light laugh.

 "But Rain is boy's name isn't it? Then I guess it won't work. How about you? What name do you want for our baby?" he asked curiously.

 "Me? Hmmm . . . I want Star . . ." she replied instantly.

 "Star? Let me guess why you chose that name," he said with a smile.

 "Okay . . . tell me, why I chose that name," she teased.

 "You chose the name Star because you always look up at the stars at night," Jaejoong answered.

 Lena was shocked. "You know? How did you know?" she asked, surprised.

 Jaejoong lightly laughed. "Ever since we were small, you had always been in love with the stars. You always stare out of the window of your room for hours . . . almost every night . . . Sometimes I just fall asleep, watching you while you stare at the sky," he suddenly blurted out.

 "Hmmm? What do you mean? What do you mean . . . you fall asleep while watching me stare at the sky?" she asked with curiosity written all over her face.

 Jaejoong looked straight into Lena's eyes. "Ever since we were small, I was already in love with you. There were nights that I would hide among the plants infront of your house, while I waited for you to stare out of your window. I just loved watching you . . . as you dreamingly stare at the sky. You looked so beautiful and it's like I was watching an angel," Jaejoong confessed.

 "So you were really in love with me all along? And I actually thought that I was the only madly in love at such an early age," she said with a giggle.

 Jaejoong sighed. "Do you know how many times I wanted to tell you about how I truly feel for you? But I just end up being scared and just decide to keep it all to myself. I was always thinking that I wasn't good enough for you. You're so beautiful and rich . . . while I have nothing. It is also one of the reasons why I wanted to be a singer. I wanted to make myself worthy enough to have you."

 "We could have spared each other all the heartaches . . . if we became much braver and more honest right from the start . . ." she suddenly said.

 "Yes, but that's all in the past now. We're here now . . . We're finally in each other's arms where we truly belong. We don't have to regret anything . . . Because everything we experienced made us a better person. All the heartaches made us stronger and gave us a new meaning in life. I think we should be grateful that eventhough we suffered . . . we were still able to pass all of it," he seriously said.

 "You're right. We're together now . . . and I don't think we will be separated ever again. All the sad times are over and the happy moments are just about to begin," she said sweetly.

 Jaejoong was about to say something when . . . . a knock on the door suddenly interrupted their conversation.

 "Jaejoong . . . Lena . . . Someone wants to talk to you," Jaejoong's mother softly uttered.

 Lena and Jaejoong looked at each other. They were both curious as to who wanted to talk to them.

 "We'll be out in a few minutes, Mother," Jaejoong shouted.

 "All right. Don't be too long okay," the old woman said.

 Lena and Jaejoong hurriedly got out of bedand started to get dress. Then Lena suddenly remembered something.

 "Jaejoong, your parents still don't know that I can walk again," she said with confusion on her face.

 "So what's wrong?" he asked back.

 "Wouldn't they be shocked . . . if they suddenly see me walking out of the room?" she asked.

 Jaejoong started to think, then smiled. "Don't worry. I know they will surely be thrilled once they know that you're finally able to walk again."

 "But frankly I am a bit embarrassed. They might think that I was just faking my condition before," she said with worry.

 Jaejoong slowly walked up to Lena and lovingly embraced her. "You don't have to worry. They will be delighted. Frankly I am already sure that your parents will also be thrilled to know that you're back to normal again," he said as he quickly planted a kiss on her forehead. "Give yourself a break. Stop worrying about things . . . It's bad for our baby," he then smiled.

 Lena nodded, then sighed. "Yes. you're right. I'm just worrying about senseless things."

 "Come on, let's go. We don't want our guest to wait," he said with a smile.

 "Who could it be?" she asked with curiosity in her eyes.

 Jaejoong smiled. "Let's find out," he said as he gently pulled Lena out of the room.

 Hand in hand, Lena and Jaejoong went out of the room. Then they went straight to the living room. Both of them were surprised after seeing who were waiting for them. Jaejoong immediately tightened his hold on Lena's hand.

 "Mother . . . Father . . ." Lena uttered with shock.

 "Lena? You're walking again? You're cured?" Lena's mother continuously asked with tears already forming in her eyes.

 "Lena. . . Jaejoong . . ." Jaejoong's parents uttered as they looked at her and then at Jaejoong. Somehow they were both confused and surprised at what they were seeing.

 "Mother . . ." Lena uttered as she looked straight at her. "You're not here to take me away again . . . right? Please I don't want to be separated with Jaejoong ever again. I don't think I can live without him," she uttered as tears were starting to form in her eyes.

 Lena's mother suddenly stood and walked up to her daughter. She looked directly at her, then smiled.

 "We're not here to take you away, dear. We're here to fix things. We already talked with Jaejoong's parents . . . When and where do you want to be married?" she asked softly.

 Lena couldn't believe what she was hearing. Somehow all the remaining fears and heavy burden in her heart had finally disappeared. "Mother. . .is that really true?"

 The old woman smiled sweetly. Then she lovingly caressed her daughter's face. "I can see that I made the right decision to help you. I haven't seen such joy in your eyes for a very long time. I was right . . . Jaejoong is really the only one who could make you complete . . ."

 Lena quickly embraced her mother. "Thank you so much, Mother. Thank you . . ." she uttered as tears flowed down her face.

 Lena's father also stood up, then approached his daughter. "Lena, I just want to say sorry for all the things I made you go through. Now I know it was a big mistake that I kept on forcing you to marry Daichi, when I already knew that you were in love with Jaejoong. Can you forgive your foolish father?" he said with a low voice.

 Lena stared at the old man, then embraced him as well. "Oh Father, you don't have to say sorry . . . I know you just wanted to keep your promise to your father . . . and you just wanted the best for me. Let's just forget everything that happened and make a fresh start."

 The old man hugged her daughter tightly. "Thank you for being so understanding . . ."

 Lena's mother smiled sweetly at her husband, then at Jaejoong. "So let's set the wedding plans already . . . I don't want my grandchild to be born out of wedlock," the old woman said with a light laugh.

 Lena suddenly laughed as well. "Mother . . . I'm still far away from giving birth . . ."

 Lena's father looked at Jaejoong. "By the way, what happened? What did you do . . . to make Lena walk again?" the old man asked curiously.

 "Yes, how did you do it?" Lena's mother also asked.

 Jaejoong and Lena suddenly exchanged glances with one another. Somehow they were both confused and embarrassed to tell the truth. They knew what happened was too awkward. It was totally inappropriate to be discussed.

 "Mother . . . Father . . . let's just say it is a little secret between me and Lena," Jaejoong answered with a mischievous smile.

 "Jaejoong . . . ." Lena shrieked, then she quickly started to pinch him.

 Jaejoong tried to avoid Lena. But she just kept on following him and pinching him while they laughed continuously. Both their parents just silently watched. Somehow they could easily see and feel the love and happiness that were emanating from Lena and Jaejoong, and they knew that it was going to last forever.

 Another day passed . . . .

 Max, U-Know, Xiah and Micky were all sitting in the living room of their apartment. Jaejoong still hasn't returned from Korea. Somehow they were all worried about him. They were all wondering what happened to him and Lena. They were all hoping that he had finally succeeded in getting Lena back.

 Max sighed. It was already lunch time, but they didn't care. They weren't hungry at all. Somehow they were all just spending their time worrying about Jaejoong and Lena.

 "What do you think happened to hyung? Why hasn't he called yet? Good thing that our manager agreed to cancel all our appointments until tomorrow. Frankly I am so nervous that I don't think I can actually go on a live performance or do an interview when I am this nervous. I hope hyung will call us soon. I really want to know what happened to him and Lena," Max said with so much concern.

 "I've tried calling his phone . . . But it just keeps on ringing. Maybe he forgot it somewhere or maybe lost it. I really don't know what to think anymore. I am really very worried about him too," U-Know said to the others.
 
 "Well, if he still doesn't return by tonight . . . I suggest we all go to Korea to look for him," Xiah said seriously.

 "Let's just give Jaejoong some more time . . . We might never know . . . he might actually be in Japan already. We don't have to panic," Micky said calmly.

 "You're right. Maybe he's just busy spending some time alone with Lena. That's why he won't answer his phone," Xiah said with a smile.

 "Or maybe he's lying unconscious somewhere in Korea. . . beaten . . . and . . ." Max started to say as his imagination was taking over.

 "Max! Stop it . . . We don't have to think like that," U-Know said.

 "Sorry, I just can't help it. . . Ooohhhh! I am going crazy. Let's just go to Korea already . . . Let's see what happened to hyung," Max uttered as he suddenly stood up.

 SUddenly someone walked into the room . . .

 "Hyung . . . ." Max exclaimed. He was very happy to see his friend.

 Jaejoong smiled. "Missed me?" he asked jokingly.

 "Hyung, what happened to you? Why haven't you called us? We tried calling you . . . but you wouldn't answer your phone . . . Hey! Why are you alone? Where's Lena? Don't tell me you didn't get her . . ." Max continuously said.

 Jaejoong laughed. "Max . . . slow down. Lena is here . . . she just went to her own apartment to get something," he said with a sweet smile.

 Suddenly Micky's heart skipped a beat. Lena was back with Jaejoong again . . . and no matter how hard he tried not to be hurt . . . it still brought a sharp pain in his heart.

 "You shouldn't have left Lena alone in her apartment. . ." Micky said with concern.

 "Don't worry, Micky . . . I can take care of myself . . ." Lena suddenly said as she entered the room.

 Xiah, Max, U-Know and Micky were all shocked with what they saw. Lena was standing in front of them . . . smiling.

 "Lena, you're standing . . ." Max exclaimed with joy.

 "You can walk again?" Micky asked in disbelief.

 Lena nodded, then smiled.

 "How? What happened?" Xiah asked as he looked at Jaejoong and Lena.

 Jaejoong laughed. "It's a secret . . . Frankly . . . you guys wouldn't want to know . . ."

 "Oh . . . Jaejoong," Lena exclaimed in total embarrassment. He had been constantly teasing her whenever the topic of how she was able to walk again was brought up.

 "Hyung . . . come on . . .tell us," Max pleaded.

 Jaejoong looked at Lena. "Sorry . . . it's a secret between me and my future wife."

 "Future wife??? You mean . . . the two of you are getting married?" Xiah asked with a big smile.

 "Yes," Max uttered happily.
 
 "Finally . . . you're able to do the right thing," Micky said with a smile as well. Somehow eventhough his heart was aching, happiness still filled a certain part of his heart because he was able to see the overflowing joy in Lena's eyes.

 "So when is the wedding?" U-Know asked excitedly.

 "Three days from now . . ." Lena replied sweetly.

 "What? Three days? Wow! That's fast . . ." Max uttered in total amazement.

 "Hey! I need to get this lady tied to me already or else she might get away from me again," Jaejoong jokingly said.

 The other DBSK boys laughed. They were all very happy that finally their friend had found his true love.

 "So we just went here to get you guys . . . Better start packing . . . We have a lot of things to do once we return to Korea . . ." Jaejoong said with a smile.

 "Korea?" Xiah asked.

 "We're getting married in Korea . . . So we have to return there quickly," Lena tried to explain.

 "So . . . everything is really set? What about your parents Lena? Are they really going to let you marry hyung? And what about our manager . . .hyung? Have you told them about your decision to get married?" Max asked worriedly.

 Lena lightly laughed. "Oh . . . Max . . . you're really very sweet . . . My parents already accepted Jaejoong. In fact, they are the ones arranging our wedding back in Korea."

 "And as for our manager and our group . . . I already talked with President Lee and he already agreed . . . Lena's father helped me to persuade him to let me marry Lena. So there's nothing to be worried about anymore," Jaejoong added.

 "That's great . . . Oh! This is just wonderful," Max said happily.

 "President Lee gave you guys a one week vacation . . . So to prepare for the wedding and a little time off as well after the wedding . . . while Jaejoong and I are on our honeymoon," Lena said with a smile.

 "This is going to be so exciting . . . Come on . . . Let's start packing . . . I can't wait to go back to Korea," Max said with a big grin on his face.

 Xiah, U-Know and Micky just laughed. "Okay . . . let's go . . . We have a wedding to attend to . . ."

 Jaejoong lovingly stared at Lena as they both held each other's hand. He had never felt such a comforting feeling in all of his life. Somehow just standing beside her was bringing him such a strong feeling of contentment.

 "I love you," Jaejoong suddenly whispered in Lena's ear.

 Lena stared at him, then sweetly smiled at him. "I love you too . . ."


 

Saturday, December 27, 2008

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DBSK FANFIC VIDEO - I LOVE YOU MY FRIEND




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Friday, December 26, 2008

I LOVE YOU MY FRIEND (FAN FICTION) (CHAPTER 60)


I LOVE YOU MY FRIEND (CHAP 60)

CHAPTER 60


 As Jaejoong laid down on his bed, he couldn't stop himself from smiling sweetly at Lena. She was also lying down beside him on his bed.

 "Why are you smiling like you're crazy or something?" Lena teased.

 Jaejoong faced Lena and lovingly traced her nose, then his lips with his finger.

 "Because I can't believe that you're finally back in my life again . . ." Jaejoong replied seriously.

 Lena smiled. "I hope this time we won't be separated again," she said with fear in her eyes.

 Jaejoong lovingly took Lena into his arms. "I promise you . . . I won't let go of you ever again . . ."

 Lena rested her head on his chest. She could hear his heart beating, and somehow this brought such a wonderful feeling . . . a feeling that she had been longing for . . .  a very long time.

 "Jae . . ."

 "Hmmm . . ." he uttered.

 "I'm sorry," she said softly.

 "Sorry for what?" he asked curiously.

 "Sorry for everything . . ." she replied.

 "Let's just forget about everything that happened. Let's leave all the unhappy memories behind, and make new and unforgettable memories that we will treasure for the years to come," he said lovingly.

 Lena closed her eyes. She had never felt so peaceful and safe. This was the very first time that she wasn't thinking about anything. Both her heart and mind were finally at ease. She no longer had to worry about her parents or Daichi's mother or Daichi or Keiko or Micky . . . She was finally free of all the worries . . . She felt such unexplainable happiness.

 "Jaejoong, I'm so happy . . . I really thought I was going to spend the rest of my life without you by my side," she uttered.

 "Do you really think that I would be able to live without you?" he asked.

 Lena opened her eyes and stared at Jaejoong. "What was I supposed to think? You already had Keiko in your life?"

 Jaejoong gently kissed Lena on the forehead. "Would you believe me if I say that while I was holding Keiko in my arms . . . I was imagining that . . . you were the one I was holding?"

 "What?" she asked, eyes wide with shock.

 "I know I was a total jerk when I fooled around with Keiko. But you have to forgive my foolishness. . . I was sad, angry and confused . . . I wasn't really thinking straight. When you suddenly disappeared, I thought you had really abandoned me. And somehow I wanted to forget you, so I fooled around with a lot of girls. . . and then I met Keiko. She was really a nice girl when I met her. She helped me to momentarily forget all the pain I was feeling," Jaejoong confessed.

 "If I didn't get pregnant . . . maybe I would have stayed away longer  . . . and maybe . . . if that happened . . . you might have really ended up getting Keiko pregnant . . . Somehow just thinking about it . . . makes me shiver in fear," Lena said.

 "Do you know that while you were missing . . . there were nights that I just couldn't sleep. I was always thinking about where you were . . . if you were in Daichi's arms like this . . . if he was kissing you . . . if he was touching you . . . Just thinking about those things made me insane," he continued to say.

 "Daichi is the most wonderful man I ever met . . . next to you, of course. He was a total gentleman while I was with him. He never took advantage of the situation I was in, and he really took good care of me. Frankly . . . I'm so ashamed that I just sort of used him while I needed someone to lean on. I think I'm such a bad person whenever I think about what I made him go through . . ." Lena said sadly.

 Jaejoong sighed. "Somehow I feel the same way about Keiko. I totally regret that I actually started a relationship with her just to fill up the missing part of my life. I thought if I got another girl into my life again, I would then be able to totally forget you. But I was wrong . . . because the moment our relationship became serious . . . it was only then I realized that I just missed you more. I started comparing her to you . . . I started to compare all the things she did with the things you used to do . . . It was too maddening to actually be with someone who you don't really love . . . to kiss her . . . to make love to her . . . I am sorry if I am saying these things to you . . . But I want to be honest with you . . . I hope you understand," he said with a low voice.

 "It's all right. This is much better . . . At least, we don't keep secrets from each other anymore. Promise me, from now on . . . we will always be honest with each other. I don't want to anything to come between us again. I don't think I can take another heartbreak . . . if I lose you again," she said with a low voice as well.

 "I love you, Lena . . . I will do everything I can so that I can always have you by my side. I would gladly give up everything I have now . . . just to keep you with me. So don't be afraid . . . I will always protect you and take care of you," he said lovingly.

 "I feel so happy . . . Is this a dream?" Lena suddenly asked.

 Jaejoong laughed lightly. "No, this isn't a dream. We're finally back in each other's arms again, Lena. This is reality . . . and nothing can ever change this," he said seriously.

 "I hope all the people we hurt can find their own happiness . . . I hope they can all find the love they truly deserve . . . Keiko . . . Micky . . . and Daichi. I wish that they will be happy too. . . just like us," Lena said with a gentle voice.

 Jaejoong sighed. "Yes, I do hope that they will also find their own destiny."
 
 "Jaejoong . . ." she uttered.

 "Hmmm?" he asked.

 "Tomorrow . . .  when you wake up . . . make sure to wake me up also okay? I want to prepare breakfast with you. And honestly . . .I just don't want to wake up without you by my side. I don't want to cry again . . . like what I used to do before. Somehow whenever I open my eyes and I don't find you near me . . . my heart just fills up with such intense fear that it makes me cry," she said seriously.

 Jaejoong stared at Lena's beautiful face. "I'm sorry for making you feel such horrible things . . . From now, I will try my best to erase all the fears in your heart. I will try my best to fill all empty spaces in your life with wonderful and happy moments . . ."

 Lena gazed deeply into Jaejoong's eyes. "I love you . . ."

 "I love you too . . ." he uttered as he slowly moved on top of Lena. Lovingly, he started to kiss her.
 
 Lena closed her eyes and just accepted Jaejoong's kisses. She was finally in heaven . . . She was finally with the man she truly loved.

 Jaejoong's kisses were sweet and gentle. He was trying to erase all the fears and insecurities that he knew Lena was feeling. His sweet kisses became more exploring after awhile. Somehow he had totally lost all his self-control. His physical longing for Lena had finally taken over.

 Lena felt like her entire soul was on fire. She was feeling such strong emotions again . . . emotions that she had been missing for a very long time.

 Jaejoong hands started to explore Lena's body. His hands sent shivers down her entire body. She was feeling such familiar sensations . . . sensations that were finally making her heart feel complete.

 He slowly began to take Lena's clothes off . . . one by one . . .

 Lena felt like her whole world was spinning . . . everything was moving very fast.  Their kisses had already became more passionate. And they were already drowning in each other's longing. Somehow everything was already perfect. . . almost perfect . . . .

 Gently and lovingly . . . Jaejoong started to make love to Lena. Everything was finally complete. . . There was no pain and fear anymore . . .And while all their emotions were soaring high . . . Lena suddenly noticed something . . .

 "Jaejoong . . ." she cried out in a sudden. 

 Startled, Jaejoong stopped and looked at her. "What's wrong?" he asked with concern.

 "I . . . I . . . I think I can feel my legs again . . . I think I can move them . . ." she tried to utter with extreme excitement and joy.

 A big smile quickly appeared on Jaejoong's lips appeared. "Is it true? You can feel your legs again? Try to move . . ." he said excitedly.

 She tried to move her legs. She took a blanket and covered her body, then she tried to sit up . . . and she slowly got out of their bed. . . .all on her own. "Jaejoong . . . I can stand again . . . I . . . I can walk again . . . Jaejoong, I can walk again. . . I'm normal again, Jae. I can walk again," she said happily.

 Jaejoong felt his heart was going to explode with so much happiness. He happily got out of bed and embraced Lena. Now . . . everything was truly perfect.

 "Lena . . ." he uttered happily as well.

 "Jaejoong . . . you're my miracle . . .thank you," she said as she gazed at him.

 A sweet smile instantly appeared on Jaejoong's lips. "No, I'm not the miracle you should thank . . . this little one is the true miracle . . ." he uttered as he gently touched her abdomen. He was pertaining to the baby inside her womb.

 Lena nodded, then smiled as well. "Yes, this baby is truly a miracle. A special angel sent to us."

 Jaejoong tightened his embrace. They were finally free. Their worlds had suddenly brightened. There were no worries, frustrations, fears, jealousies, and heartaches. There was only love.  A love, he knew he was going to keep for the rest of his life. He lovingly kissed Lena again. He wanted to make her feel how much he loved her, and how much he longed for her.

 Suddenly the blanket covering Lena's body fell. And both their naked bodies were finally reunited once again . . . Somehow as they were making love to each other, all the angels in the sky were singing a beautiful melody . . . a melody specially made for them.

 Outside . . . the stars shone brightly . . . starting that night Lena was never going to sadly stare at them . . . ever again . . .

 


 

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

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SE7EN - SIMILAR LOVE.wmv




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Kim Jeong Hoon (Latest Pics)




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Monday, December 22, 2008

DBSK - BEST PLACE (SHINEE)




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I LOVE YOU MY FRIEND (FAN FICTION) (CHAPTER 59)


I LOVE YOU MY FRIEND (CHAP 60)
CHAPTER 59



Jaejoong continued to stare at Lena, in total disbelief. She was finally in front of him. But he had suddenly lost all the words he wanted to say to her.


"You're already very pale, Jaejoong. Are you sick?" Lena asked with concern as she quickly touched his face to see if he had a fever.


Jaejoong gently took Lena's hand from his face, and lovingly kissed it. "I missed you Lena . . . I missed you . . ."


"Jaejoong," she uttered softly. Her heart was beating wildly as well. Everything was like a dream to her. She couldn't believe that Jaejoong was beside her now.


"I knew you couldn't bear to leave me . . . I knew you would eventually come back to me," he said with joy in his eyes.


"Your hands are so cold," Lena said. "I'm worried about you, Jaejoong. . . YOu might get sick, if you continue to be out in the rain like this. Please you have to go home now . . . You have to rest," she said softly.


Jaejoong's eyes became filled with fear again. " No! No! I won't go . . . I don't want to go . . . I don't want to go home without you. Please don't make me leave. I'm begging you. . .I have something important to tell you . . .Please just give me a few minutes," Jaejoong said with desperation. He quickly tightened his hold on her hand. "Keiko's not really pregnant . . . She was just lying. . . . I'm free now Lena. . . We can get married . . . and I can take care of you now . . . you and our baby . . . Please come back."


Somehow Lena's heart couldn't bear to see Jaejoong in such a pitiful manner.


"I already know Jaejoong," Lena said softly.


"You know? How?" he asked, quite confused.


"Daichi told me," she replied.


"Then . . . if you already know the truth. . . why are you still asking me to go home?" he asked with hurt in his eyes. It seems Lena really doesn't want to return to him anymore.

"Who said you were going home alone?" Lena said with a smile.


Jaejoong looked straight into Lena's eyes. He was very much confused and hurt.


"What? I'm not going home alone? What do you mean?" he asked.


"I'm going home with you Jaejoong . . ." Lena replied with a smile.


"What?" Jaejoong asked again. He couldn't believe what he had just heard.


"Lena's going home with you, Jaejoong. So you better make sure that you're fit enough to take care of her," Daichi suddenly said.


Jaejoong quickly stared at Daichi. It was only then that he noticed that Daichi was standing behind Lena's wheelchair.


"I'm returning Lena to you now, Jaejoong. I hope this time would be the very last time. Please take good care of her . . . Because if you don't, I'll surely come and take her away," Daichi said seriously.


Jaejoong didn't know what to say, so he just nodded.


"Please give her all the love she deserves . . . Please make her happy . . ." Daichi uttered as he tried to stop his tears from falling. How his heart ahced as he watched Jaejoong hold Lena's hand tightly.


"Thank you Daichi . . ." Jaejoong finally said.


"You're such a good man, Daichi. I know you'll find a better match for you . . . a woman who will love you and take good care of you . . . Thank you Daichi. . . Thank you for everything. I'm sorry for all the pain and trouble I've caused you . . . I hope you will also find your happiness. And please take good care of yourself," Lena softly uttered with tears in her eyes. Somehow her heart was feeling very heavy. She had been with him for a very long time now, and it was very hard for her to say goodbye.


Daichi tried to put on a smile. "Don't worry about me. I'll be okay. Just promise me, you'll be happy Lena. . . that is all I want," Daichi uttered.


"Yes, I promise I will be happy," she replied with a smile.


Daichi nodded. "My car will arrive in a few minutes. I've already instructed my driver to take you wherever you want to go," he said with a smile.


"Thank you once again Daichi," Jaejoong said as he quickly stood up. Somehow all his strength has returned.


"You don't have to say thank you. Just make sure you love her and treat her right . . . that's the way I want you to thank me," Daichi said with a smile.


"I will love her with all my heart. . . I will make her happy for the rest of my life . . ." Jaejoong replied seriously.


Daichi nodded. "Goodbye . . . Lena . . . Remember I'll always love you," he spoke sadly.


As soon as Daichi turned and started to walk away, his tears immediately fell. Somehow his whole world had turned into gray. But despite of the pain he was feeling, there was still a part of him that was happy. He knew his sacrifice was going to make an innocent child happy. And somehow this thought eased some of pain in his heart.


Lena and Jaejoong silently watched until Daichi went inside the house.


"Jaejoong . . . you're going to get sick. Come on, get under my umbrella," Lena said with concern as she tried to give the umbrella to Jaejoong.


Jaejoong smiled sweetly at her. "The umbrella isn't big enough for the two of us. So just try to cover yourself. You need it more than I do. You're the one who shouldn't get sick."


"You're really stubborn," she said with a pout. She then closed the umbrella she was holding and tossed it away.


"Lena, what are you doing?" Jaejoong asked.


"If you want to continue to soak yourself in the rain, then go ahead. But I'm joining you . . ." she said with a serious expression on her face. "From now on, we are going to do everything together . . ."


Jaejoong felt his heart had started to beat very fast. He was very happy to hear such sweet words from Lena's lips. It was like his world had suddenly lit up with an unexplainable joy. He slowly knelt down in front of her.


"You're really stubborn as well, do you know that?" he asked with a smile. "But no matter how stubborn you are . . . I will still love you . . . forever . . ." he said seriously.


Lena caressed Jaejoong's face. "I love you Jaejoong. Do you know how many times I have prayed to have you back in my arms? I thought I was really going to spend the rest of my life without you . . ." she said as tears slowly appeared in her eyes.


"You don't have to cry anymore. I am here now. . . And I will never leave you again . . . I promise, I will never hurt you again. . ." Jaejoong said as he gently wiped away the rain drops that were falling down on her face.


"I love you Jaejoong . . ." she uttered with love in her eyes.


"I love you Lena . . ." he softly spoke as he gently kissed her.


The moment that their lips met . . . the rain miraculously stopped. Somehow everything became filled with a sweet sense of love and harmony. Even nature was showing its happiness, for finally . . . two long lost lovers were back in each other's arms. Jaejoong kissed Lena with the love and longing that he had been kept locked up in his heart for the whole time that they were separated. Lena was finally in his arms once again. . . and he was never going to let her go . . . ever again.


Back in the house . . .


Someone was watching in one of the windows . . .


"Good luck Lena . . . I wish you all the happiness . . . I love you . . . my friend . . ." Daichi uttered as he slowly turned away from the sight that was breaking his heart into million pieces.


In another room of the house . . .


Lena's father lovingly embraced his wife from the back, while both of them stared out of the window.


"Now . . . that is love . . . Can you see it dear? Can you feel it? That is what I want for our daughter . . ." Lena's mother said gently.


Lena's father nodded. "Now I know what you mean . . . It's a pity that Daichi was hurt in the process . . . But like what you said, love can't be forced. Now I have seen what can truly make my daughter happy . . . Thank you for making me see my wrong doings . . ." he said to his wife.


The old woman laughed lightly. "You're a wonderful and a very good man, dear. . . A little stubborn, just like your daughter . . . but I still love you without any complaints."


The old man laughed as well, then he tightened his hold on his wife. "Jaejoong is a very lucky man. I know Lena will be a very loving wife. . . just like you dear."


"They're both lucky . . . They have been in love with each other since they were young. And now they finally have the chance to love each other freely," the old woman said with a smile.


Back at the gate . . . .


Jaejoong slowly stopped kissing Lena after realizing that Daichi's car had finally arrived.


"Let's go home, Lena. . ." he said with a smile.


Lena nodded. "I'll go anywhere you want me to . . ." she said sweetly.


Jaejoong carefully carried Lena into the car, and then he quickly got into it as well. He then instructed the driver where to go.


"Let's go home to my family's house first . . . I know Mother will surely be thrilled to see you," Jaejoong said to Lena.


"Do you think your parents won't have any objections?" she asked worriedly.

Jaejoong shook his head. "Mother was the one who told me that you were here. She was the one who told me to do everything . . . just to win you back."


Lena then placed her head on Jaejoong's chest. "I'm so happy Jaejoong. I hope nothing will separate us again."


Jaejoong lovingly caressed Lena's head. "Don't worry . . . I will never let anyone or anything stand in our way again. I will fix everything . . . As soon as we arrive at my house, I will immediately talk to my parents. Then I will personally go to your parents' house to talk with them and get their permission. I want us to get married as soon as possible Lena. That is the only way I can put my heart and mind at rest."


"Jaejoong . . ." she uttered with so much joy.


"I want to marry you as soon as possible . . . because I don't want to lose you ever again . . ." Jaejoong said with love in his eyes, as he stared deep into her eyes.


Lena took Jaejoong's hand and tightly held it. Somehow everything had already fallen into its right place . . . Her heart was finally at ease. . . and all the pain, fear and anger had all disappeared.


"I love you . . ." she uttered.


"I love you . . . and our baby . . ." he said with the most wonderful smile.



Friday, December 19, 2008

Lee Jun KI - God Must Have Spent A Little More Time On You (N"Sync)




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Thursday, December 18, 2008

I LOVE YOU MY FRIEND (FAN FICTION) (CHAPTER 58)


I LOVE YOU MY FRIEND (CHAP 58)

CHAPTER 58

            Three hours passed . . . .

 

            Jaejoong was still patiently waiting outside of Lena's house, despite of the cold and hunger he was feeling. He hasn't taken any food or water for more than a day. But he didn't care. All he cared about was getting Lena back.

 

            Jaejoong shivered as a cold wind passed. He tried to make himself warm by rubbing his palms together. Somehow he felt like his body was going to give up any minute.

 

            The two guards at the gate just shook their heads, as they silently watched Jaejoong. They pitied him, but there was nothing else they could do to help him.

 

            Then . . . as if nature was teasing Jaejoong . . . rain started to fall.

 

            Jaejoong stretched his arm and opened his hand, then he stared at the tiny rain drops slowly falling on his hand. Suddenly his arm fell down to his side again. He was already losing all his hopes of seeing Lena again.

 

            "Why is it . . . rain always falls whenever Lena and I are in pain?" he started to ask himself and wonder.

 

            Jaejoong continued to just stand still. He didn't care about himself anymore. He didn't care that he was already soaked in the rain. His whole body trembled, but he just ignored it.

 

            In Lena's room . . . .

 

            Lena had already noticed the sound of rain falling. She hurriedly opened the curtains and looked out of the window.

 

            Somehow her heart immediately stopped after seeing Jaejoong's pitiful condition. He was still standing outside the gate . . . soaked in the rain . . .

 

            "Fool . . . why are you still standing there? Just leave . . . Forget about me . . . You'll get sick, if you continue to stand there . . . Just go, Jaejoong . . .

please," Lena uttered with concern. She continued to watch Jaejoong, while hiding behind a curtain.

 

            Another hour passed . . . .

 

            Tears were already streaming down from Lena's eyes.

 

            "You'll get sick, Jaejoong . . . Don't do this please . . . Just go . . . Stop your foolishness . . . I don't want you to get sick . . . Come on, Jaejoong. . . Don't be stubborn," she continuously uttered with concern.

 

            Then . . . unexpectedly Jaejoong fell down on his knees. He was already very tired and weak.

 

            "Jaejoong!" Lena cried out in fear.

 

            Suddenly Lena's wheelchair moved away from the window. Lena looked at who was behind her.

 

            "Daichi . . ." she uttered.

 

            Daichi then slowly pushed Lena's wheelchair out of her room.

 

            "Daichi, where are you taking me?" Lena asked.

 

            "I'm taking you . . . where you truly belong," he simply replied with extreme sadness in his voice.

 

            Daichi slowly took Lena into his arms, then he gently carried her down the stairs.

 

            "Daichi," Lena uttered with a trembling voice. She could easily see that he was hurting.

 

            As soon as they were down the stairs, Daichi then placed Lena into another wheelchair. Then with a heavy heart, he pushed her wheelchair towards the front door.

 

            "Daichi . . ." she uttered again, as if questioning him what he was doing.

 

            But Daichi just continued to push Lena's wheelchair until they reached the door. Then before he opened the door, he knelt down in front of Lena. . . .

 

            Tears were already forming in his eyes.

 

            "Daichi . . .why? Why are you crying?" Lena asked with concern. She gently caressed his face, as if to comfort him.

 

            Daichi took Lena's hands and gently kissed each hand. Then as he held her hands, his tears started to fall.

 

            "Daichi . . . what's wrong? Please . . . don't cry . . ." Lena uttered as tears were also forming in her eyes.

 

            Daichi looked deep into Lena's eyes. Somehow he felt his heart was going to explode. At that moment, how he wished that he could just wither away and die.

 

            "Lena . . . I want you to remember that I love you . . . No matter who you are with, I will always love you and keep a special part of you locked in my heart. If there comes a time that you will need me again . . . always remember . . . I'm here for you. I will gladly do anything for you," he said as tears continuously flowed from his eyes. Then he lovingly touched Lena's face, and he started to look at every part of her face. He wanted to memorize all of it, and keep it locked away in his heart and mind. "Take care of yourself, Lena. . . I love you . . ." he said as he finally broke down into a sob, and placed his head on Lena's lap.

 

            "Daichi . . . why? Why are you saying goodbye?" Lena asked as she tried to comfort him by caressing his head.

 

            Daichi tried to control himself. He tried to stop himself from crying and looked at Lena again.

 

            "Promise me, you'll take good care of yourself . . . Always eat on time . . . Don't stay up too late . . . Don't do things that might make you tired . . .

Promise me, you'll remember me . . ." he said with extreme sadness so visible in his eyes.

 

            "Why are you saying those things?" she asked again, as if totally confused.

 

            "Because . . . because I'm letting you go again. . . for the very last time . . . I'm returning you to Jaejoong. I know how much you love him, and I can see that he loves you too. Even if my heart doesn't agree with my decision, I know I'm still doing the right thing. The two of you . . . belong together. I know he's the only one who can give you the happiness you deserve," he uttered with sadness.

 

            "But . . . he already has Keiko . . . What about the baby she's carrying? I can't possibly return to him now . . . I don't want an innocent child to suffer because of me," she said sadly.

 

            Daichi shook his head. "You don't have anything to be worried about anymore . . . Keiko isn't pregnant. She was just lying so she could keep Jaejoong beside her . . . There's no child to worry about . . . You're both free to love each other now . . ."

 

            Lena stared at Daichi. Somehow she couldn't believe what she just heard. "How? How did you know?" she asked with a trembling voice.

 

            "Jaejoong told me. That's the reason why he's here. He wanted to tell you that Keiko was just lying," Daichi answered.

 

            Lena's heart suddenly jumped with joy. But her happiness was immediately replaced with confusion.

 

            "But Daichi . . . what about you? I've already agreed to marry you. . . I can't possibly leave you again," she said with concern.

 

            Daichi tried to put on a smile. Then he tightly held her hands. "You don't have to worry about me . . . I'm much stronger that Jaejoong. I . . . I can live without you . . . and I know he can't. That's why I'm setting you free . . . I'm giving you back to him. I know he can't live without you . . ."

 

            "Daichi . . ." Lena uttered as she started to sob. "I'm sorry . . . for hurting you again . . .I'm sorry . . ."

 

            Daichi shook his head. "No, don't say sorry . . . You still gave me something very special. . . something I will treasure forever . . ." then he wiped away Lena's tears. "You taught me how to love sincerely Lena. You made me a better man. . . And that is something I will be forever grateful for . . ."

 

            "Daichi . . ." Lena uttered as she embraced him tightly.

 

            "Lena, I love you. That's why I'm doing this . . ." he uttered as he took in a deep breath. He was trying very hard to control himself. He didn't want to cry endlessly. He wanted to show Lena that he was strong.

 

            For the very last time . . . Daichi tightly held Lena in his arms. How he wished that time could just stand still so he didn't have to let her go. But he knew it was impossible . . . He had to release her . . . even if his own heart was crying because of it.

 

            Slowly he started to search for her lips. He wanted to kiss her for the very last time. . . He knew he will never have the chance to do it again.

 

            Lena willingly gave in to his kisses. And while they kissed each other, both their tears started to fall again.

 

            Somehow their hearts were saying goodbye to each other for the final time. Even though their hearts never found the right path to each other as lovers . . . they still found another path . . . a much stronger one . . . a path that will keep them together . . . Their hearts found the path of eternal friendship.

            Daichi slowly drew away from Lena. He knew if he continued to kiss her . . . he might never have the courage to set her free again.

 

            He tried to wipe away his tears, then smiled. Afterwards he also gently brushed away Lena's tears.

 

            "From now on . . . I want you to be stronger . . . I don't want you to ever cry again . . . It's time . . . I'm giving you back to the man you really love," he said with a smile.

 

            As Daichi slowly opened the door, he felt his heart had suddenly died. With heavy hearts, they went out of the door . . . .

 

            Back at the gate . . . .

 

            Jaejoong was still down on his knees. He didn't have the strength to stand up anymore. His entire body was already beginning to numb.

 

            But despite of everything that was happening to him, he still tried to stop himself from giving up. He loved Lena, and he was willing to do anything for her.

 

            His body shivered once again. Somehow he was already feeling

hopeless and alone. He just stared at the ground as the rain continued to fall.

 

            Suddenly . . . the rain drops stopped falling. . .

 

            Jaejoong slowly looked up . . . someone was sheltering him with an umbrella. Somehow he felt like he couldn't breathe.

 

            "Lena . . ." he uttered as his heart was beating fast.

 

            "Jaejoong . . ." she said with tears in her eyes.