A RACE TO MY HEART (FAN FICTION) (CHAPTER 26)

CHAPTER 26              

Back in the DBSK boys’ apartment, an hour later…              

Max just stared blankly in front of him. Somehow he was still trying to accept everything that he had learned. His mind was still trying to sort out what was reality and what was just a dream.              

A tear suddenly escaped from his eye and ran down his cheek. He didn’t care about what he looked like right at that moment. He didn’t care if he looked like a fool or pitiful in his friends’ eyes.              

Somehow his whole body was numb. He didn’t have the strength to move and he was also finding it difficult to breathe. His eyes were already sore from crying but still he didn’t care.              

“Max,” Micky  uttered as he gently placed his hand on Max’s shoulder.               “Hyung,” Max said as he sadly stared back at his friend. “What have I done?” he asked as he quickly covered his face with his two hands.              

Jaejoong  just shook his head in pity. He knew that something like this was coming. But he never expected that the price that Max was going to pay was such a high price… the life of his child.              

“What have I done? I know it’s already too late and even if I regret everything I have done… nothing will change. But my heart… how my heart aches. It hurts so much that I can’t seem to forget about my baby. My poor and innocent baby. How did it come to this? Why did I lose my child? Am I that bad? Maybe I really don’t deserve to be a father. Please help me… I don’t know how to stop the pain. I’m afraid that any minute now… I might suddenly lose my mind,” Max uttered as he finally broke down into tears.              

U-Know sighed. “There’s nothing we can do, Max. We can try to help… but we won’t be able to take away the pain you’re feeling. I’m sorry. You will have to bear the pain so that you will also learn how to move on. In due time, everything will be all right. But as of now, you will first need to accept the truth. I know all of it seems to be unfair. But every specific action has a consequence. It is a basic rule of life.”              

Max cried harder. He knew he deserved to be punished for all the wrong things he had done to Fate. But what he couldn’t accept was that his child was the one who paid for all his sins.              

“I should be the one to be punished. But why did my baby have to die?” he asked out loud.              

Xiah tried to pull himself together. It was like he was also going to cry. He was also very sad that such a tragic event happened to his friend. “Sometimes life is really unfair. And sometimes it gives us problems to test us… Maybe this is your test Max… You have to learn how to be strong, not only for your sake but for Fate’s sake as well,” he tried to utter.              

“Test? What kind of test is this? Then does this mean that I failed? What’s next? What do I do now? I know I don’t deserve Fate’s love and forgiveness after all I’ve done… but it is only now that I realized that I can’t live without her. And I am willing to do anything just to set everything right. I want to make up… I… I am scared! I have already lost my baby. I don’t want to lose Fate as well,” Max said with a trembling voice.              

“You have to give her time, Max. She’s confused and in pain like you. Maybe more than we can ever imagine. Give her time to think things over. You can try to talk to her again after a few days. It is the best for both of you to give each other some space to breathe … and heal,” Micky advised.              

“But what if she suddenly decides to leave? You have heard what she said. She wants to leave me… She’s ending all the ties between us. I have a feeling she’s going to disappear from my life as well,” Max uttered with a confused look in his eyes.              

Jaejoong sighed. Somehow he could no longer take what he was hearing. Even though he felt pity for his friend, there was still a part in his heart that kept on shouting angrily at Max.              

“Max, I really pity you. But I am sorry to say this… I think it is only fair that Fate starts a new life… without you,” he boldly said.              

“Hyung?” Max tried to utter.              

“Jaejoong, what are you saying? Isn’t that a bit too harsh?” U-Know voiced out.              

“Jae, you’re being unfair,” Xiah added.              

Jaejoong smiled bitterly. “Harsh? Unfair? Are you talking about me? Are you guys blind? Don’t you think that if Fate stayed with Max… she would just suffer more? Try and put yourselves in her position. Would you guys stay in a place where all you remember are painful memories? Would you guys stay with someone that just keeps on reminding you of a very painful memory? All you’re thinking about is Max’s situation. What about Fate’s situation? Have you guys thought about her… and what she’s feeling? She’s lost her child… the child she carried and cared for. Since we are men, we will never know what it feels like for a mother to lose her child. But what I do know is that it is like losing a part of yourself… an arm… a leg… or even your heart. Have pity on Fate… Set her free, Max. I think it would be best for the two of you.”              

“Hyung,” Max uttered as tears flowed out of his eyes. He knew Jaejoong was right. Fate would only suffer more if she stayed with him. But he couldn’t bear to let her go. He loved her… more than his own life. Sadly, it was only now that he realized everything.              

Jaejoong gave Max a sad look. “Think it over, Max. If you really love her, set her free. She needs time to heal herself… alone.”              

Slowly Jaejoong stood up and left the room. He knew he had already said enough. He also knew that the things he had said might have been too much for his friend, but it was something Max needed to hear.              

Max’s entire mind and body lost control and he broke down into a pitiful cry.              
Xiah, U-Know and Micky just exchanged glances with each other. They knew Jaejoong had a point. Even though what he said was painful for Max, it was still the truth.              

Somehow they also felt ashamed after hearing what Jaejoong said. It was true that they were only thinking about Max’s side and they haven’t even thought about Fate’s situation.              

Suddenly they were all lost for words. Only Max’s unending and heart-breaking cry could be heard as the sun slowly rose and signified a new day was beginning.              

A new day… A new life… A painful ending.              

BORROWED FROM GOD (FAN FICTION) (CHAPTER 16)

CHAPTER 16                

“Micky, you’re not supposed to be here,” Hikaru uttered as soon as she saw him.              

“I’m sorry. But I’ve got to talk to Muko. She went to the apartment. And I think she might have accidentally heard me say something… something…” he suddenly stopped talking. Somehow he couldn’t find the exact words to tell what Muko might have heard him say.              

Hikaru smiled bitterly. “Something upsetting?” she continued. “I think she did hear something because right now instead of preparing for the wedding. She’s alone in her room crying. I thought that it was just her normal moody side. But now I understand why she’s like that.”              

“Please, I need to talk to her,” Micky begged.              

Hikaru gently widened the opening of the door. “She’s in her room on the second floor, left side, near the stairs. The door of her room is neara painting of an angel. You won’t miss it. Her room isn’t locked, so you can easily get in. Just make sure you fix everything. I don’t want to see my sister crying while walking down the aisle.”              

“Thank you,” Micky uttered as he hurriedly ran up the stairs.              

Micky’s heart was pounding very hard as he stood in front of  Muko’s room. Somehow he was afraid to face her. He didn’t know what to say once she asked him about what he had said.              

He quickly drew in a deep breath. He knew he needed to talk to her. He needed to clear out a lot of things. He knocked on the door twice before finally opening the door.              

He was instantly taken by surprise by what he saw. Muko’s room was ten times larger than his room and everything inside it were obviously very expensive. Somehow this made Micky feel quite ashamed of himself. He suddenly felt like he was taking a princess away from a palace and putting her in a cave.               Micky’s heart sank down as reality again hit him straight in the face. Muko was too different from him. How in the world would someone like him be able to make someone like her happy.              

Sadness quickly entered his heart. He then slowly approached Muko, who was lying down on her bed.              

“Muko, we need to talk,” he softly uttered.              

Startled, she quickly sat up from her bed and stared straight at Micky.               “What are you doing here?” she asked with a low voice, while trying to hide her tears.              

“I came here to talk to you,” he answered.              

“There’s nothing to talk about,” she quickly uttered.              

“Yes, there is… Why aren’t you getting ready? Our wedding will be in just a few hours,” Micky said as he sat down on the side of the bed.              

“Why? Why do I need to prepare? Didn’t you just say that… “ she was about to continue when Micky interrupted her.             

“Please listen to me,” he said as he looked straight into her eyes. “I am sorry about the things I have said. I didn’t mean to hurt you and I certainly didn’t mean that I don’t want to marry you. I know our situation is kind of strange, but I’m not regretting that I agreed to this set-up… I… I like you, Muko. I agreed to marry you because I like you. I have never felt like this before in my entire life. I want to get married with you… because I don’t want to lose you.Yes, we’ve known each other for only a short time. But I believe that destiny really made sure that we will be ending up in each other’s path. That’s why I don’t want to lose this chance to be with you. I want to take the chance… and I want to see if we’re really meant for each other.”              

Muko felt like her heart was overflowing with joy. Micky’s words were enough to take away all the doubts and pain she was feeling.              

“Micky, are you sure about this? Are we really doing the right thing? I’m afraid… I am afraid of everything. What if we suddenly realize that we made the wrong decision? One year is such a long time Micky… I don’t want you to suffer for such a long time. I know how hard it is to be in a place that you don’t want to be in. I certainly don’t want you to experience that kind of feeling,” she uttered.              
Micky slowly moved closer to her, then he gently took her hand. “You don’t have to be afraid of anything. I will always be by your side. And you don’t have to be worried about me, because I am exactly where I want to be, and that place is here with you. I don’t care where we live or what kind of problems suddenly arise, as long as you’re with me… I am willing to face them all.”              

Tears quickly fell from Muko’s eyes. “Micky, thank you… thank you for everything.”              
Micky smiled and then took Muko into his arms. He wanted to make her feel that she was safe and that everything was going to be all right.    

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The most anticipated event finally arrived… Micky and Muko’s wedding.              
The wedding was set up in the most expensive and most prestigious hotel owned by the Satou family. It was like a dream wedding. Most of the guests were well-known personalities from the business, political and entertainment fields.              

Max kept on looking from left to right as guests kept on arriving every minute. He was totally awed with the different persons he was seeing.              

“Hyung, did you see that? Hyung, isn’t that Han Ga In? She’s here! I can’t believe it,” he uttered excitedly.              

Xiah laughed. “I told you to take a look at the guest list that Hikaru gave Micky. There are other Korean celebrities that are invited as well.”              

“Really? This is totally unbelievable. Do you think we can sit next to her?” Max asked with joy.              

“Slow down, Max. You might suddenly get a heart attack or something. Maybe you can get the chance to talk to her once the wedding is over,” U-Know uttered with a laugh.              

Jaejoong just shook his head and smiled, then he carefully arranged the front part of his suit he was wearing. “I was really worried that I wasn’t going to have the chance to wear this suit. Good thing Micky was able to fix everything. So what do you guys think? Don’t I look handsome in this suit?” he asked while trying to make a joke.              

Max laughed. “I’m thinking about Han Ga In. Jaejoong is thinking about his suit. What about you two? What are you guys thinking about?”              

Xiah smiled mischievously. “I am thinking about Muko. I am wondering how beautiful she is in a wedding dress. I am sure Micky’s mouth will drop open once he sees her.”              

U-Know couldn’t help but laugh after hearing what Xiah said. “While you’re thinking about that…. I am thinking about what happens next after this….” Then he laughed again. “Do you think you can imagine Micky wearing an apron while preparing breakfast for Muko?”              

Jaejoong suddenly stopped and stared at U-Know with a shocked expression on his face. “Totally creepy,” he uttered.              

“Micky doesn’t even touch the stove. So how can he possibly make breakfast?” Max replied.              

“I think I will be ordering take-out foods, if he happens to stay in the kitchen,” Xiah uttered as he lightly shook his head as if to get the image of Micky out of his mind.              

Jaejoong, Max and U-Know all nodded.              

“Make sure you order enough for all of us,” U-Know uttered jokingly.               The four DBSK boys continued to talk until the wedding finally started.               And as soon as everyone saw Muko, they were all instantly captivated by her beauty.              

She was wearing a simple yet very elegant wedding dress that showed her perfect figure and somehow enhanced her beauty.              

Micky took in a deep breath after seeing her. Somehow he couldn’t believe that such a beautiful and amazing woman was going to be his wife.              

As Muko stepped closer to him, both their hearts were pounding very hard. They were both feeling very nervous and scared… scared of the things they knew they were going to face once everything was over.              

Only minutes passed… Micky gently took Muko’s hand. Together they bravely stood in front of the priest.               Muko took a quick glance at Micky. She wanted to reassure herself that she was making the right decision.               Unexpectedly, he also looked at her as well. And for a few precious seconds… their eyes met.              

The nervousness and fear in Muko’s heart, quickly disappeared. And her heart finally calmed down after seeing the warm and loving smile on Micky’s face.              
“What is this feeling?” she asked herself. “Is this what they call love?” she again asked while staring at Micky.    

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An hour later….              

The wedding went by without any problems. Luckily, no unexpected guests arrived and no disaster happened. Muko’s grandmother didn’t show up which gave Hikaru a great relief.              

Micky and Muko were already going around and greeting the guests when someone unexpected finally arrived.              

“I think you guys need to look at this. I think trouble is coming,” Max uttered as he pointed the other DBSK boys to look at the approaching figure.               J

Jaejoong, Xiah and U-Know quickly looked at the direction that Max was pointing to. And they were instantly dismayed with what they saw.               “What is she doing here?” Jaejoong asked irritatedly.              

“I do hope she’s not here to cause any problems,” U-Know added.              

“But who invited her?” Xiah asked again.              

“Whoever it is that invited her, doesn’t matter now. It’s already too late. She’s here now. There’s nothing we can do but hope that she doesn’t make a scene,” U-Know answered.  

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Micky felt like his whole world was shaking right under his feet after he saw the person who was slowly approaching him.              

Somehow he wanted to run and hide. He didn’t want to meet her again. He thought he had already forgotten everything about her. But it seems… in reality, it was only his mind that had learned how to forget her… but not his heart.              
Micky’s heart immediately skipped a beat after seeing her. It was like a certain spark quickly ignited inside his heart the moment she appeared.               Minutes passed…              

Micky stood like a frozen statue in front of the woman who he had loved for so many years.              

“Hello Micky….” the woman softly uttered.

LOVE ME AGAIN (FAN FICTION) (CHAPTER 14)

CHAPTER 14              

“Thank you for saving Ellie,” Samar uttered as she carefully handed Micky a cup of coffee.              

“You don’t have to thank me. I guess I was just lucky I was nearer to that place than Jaejoong. The real ones you should thank are Jaejoong and the old man who told us where Lena went,” Micky said as he slowly sipped his coffee.              
Samar looked at Jaejoong. Somehow his mind was in another place. He was silently drinking his coffee while staring outside the window. Somehow she pitied him, but she knew that this was a personal matter that he had to solve on his own. She had no control over what was happening between him, Lena and Micky. Everything was all on fate now. No one among them had any idea what was going to happen next.              

Xiah looked at the direction where Samar was looking. He also pitied Jaejoong’s situation. He then just shook his head and tried to draw everyone’s attention on a different matter. “I told you guys to disguise yourselves and don’t attract attention to yourselves… But you and Jaejoong just did the opposite,” he said to Micky.              

Micky looked at Xiah. “It was an emergency. And there’s nothing wrong with asking people, especially when you’re looking for a missing person. Look… if Jaejoong hadn’t done it, then he wouldn’t have met that old man who told us where he saw Lena. And if he hadn’t told us where Lena was, then I wouldn’t be able to save her in time…. And those… those men were already molesting her when I found them. If I had arrived just a few minutes late, they would have already raped her,” he said with a flare of anger in his eyes after remembering what he saw.              

Xiah sighed. “I know… And honestly I’m not complaining. I’m really glad that the two of you are quite stubborn,” he said with a smile. He then placed his cup down on the table in front of him. “I’m really glad that Jaejoong found that old man. I just wish there was a way we could thank him.”              

Samar nodded her head in agreement. “Yes, what a pity. We can’t even thank that old man. Anyway from the bottom of my heart, let me thank all of you for trying to find her. I know what you guys did was quite hard. And I also want to say sorry that Krizzia and I weren’t able to help in searching for Ellie.”
              
“Don’t worry about it. And besides we know you got hurt so you don’t have to apologize. By the way, how is your head. Does it still hurt?” U-Know uttered with concern.              

“I’m fine… I just lost consciousness, that’s all,” Samar replied.              

“You know… you should be resting too,” Max said with a sweet smile.               Samar smiled as well. “Thank you for your concern. But I’m okay… really.”              
Suddenly Krizzia appeared in the living room with a wide and bright smile on his face. “Oh Samar… Ellie can talk again. She’s back to normal. She talks and she thinks on her own. I am so happy. Words won’t be enough to express my overflowing joy. We don’t have to worry about her parents anymore. She can now talk to them and we can finally get them to leave us alone again for a few months. So we already have one problem solved…”              

“Where is she? Why did you leave her alone?” Samar asked with concern.              
“Don’t worry. She’s taking a bath. She insisted she wanted to clean herself up,” Krizzia replied.              

“I see,” Samar uttered.              

Krizzia slowly looked at the DBSK boys. “Thank you for returning Ellie and thank you for saving her,” she said with a bright smile on her face. Then she slowly bowed down her head as if to show gratitude.              

“You don’t have to thank us. It is something that we will do without any condition,” Xiah uttered.             
“So are you really sure… she’s fine now?” Samar asked Krizzia seriously.              
“Definitely! She’s back to her usual… arrogant, stubborn and peculiar character,” Krizzia answered with a light laugh.              

“Are you sure she’s okay? I mean, Micky said that when he found Ellie… she was already being harassed by those men. I am worried that kind of experience might suddenly trigger some bad effects on her again,” Samar said with concern.              

Krizzia nodded. “Yes, I am concerned about that too. But… what can we do?”              
“For now, we just have to keep a close watch on her first. And make sure she doesn’t get her hands on anything dangerous. I am really afraid… she might start hurting herself again,” Samar said sadly.              

Max looked at Samar, quite confused. “Do you really think that there is a chance that she might start committing suicide again?”              

Samar gave Max a quick look and nodded. “Yes, there is a big possibility that she might do it. She usually goes into that kind of state when she’s totally depressed or something depressing happens to her. It’s been like a habit for her. That’s why we don’t keep anything sharp in the apartment lying around. All the sharp objects… knives, scissors, blades, even mirrors… are all locked in a drawer. Only Krizzia and I have the keys to open it.”              

Micky just shook his head in disbelief. Somehow he couldn’t imagine Ellie had experienced such a hard and troubled life. He then sighed. It was such a bad fate, but he was willing to help her change everything… if she allowed him to.              
Jaejoong just continued to stare outside the window while listening to the conversation between Samar, Krizzia and his friends. Somehow he didn’t want to talk… The truth was he didn’t know what to say. It was like he was totally lost for words. His mind was going in different directions. Different images and different ideas were clouding his mind. He was afraid that if he did managed to talk, everything he said would just seem foolish or nonsense to everyone who heard him. So it was better just to keep quiet, he told himself.              

“What were you guys talking about?” Ellie suddenly asked as she entered the living room. She was trying to dry her hair with a towel. Then she carefully sat down beside Samar.              

“Ellie? How … how long have you been listening to us?” Krizzia asked with shock and surprise on her face.              

Ellie smiled. “Oh! Not long. I just got out of the bathroom. See…” she said as she pointed to her wet hair.              

“Oh I see,” Krizzia uttered with a sigh of relief.              

“So what were you guys talking about?” Ellie repeated.              

Krizzia worriedly looked at Samar. “Oh! Nothing dear. We were just talking about how to thank the old man who told Jaejoong where to find you,” she tried to cover up her nervousness with a smile.              

“Jaejoong? You mean he also searched for me?” Ellie suddenly asked, as if surprised.              

“Yes. All of the DBSK members searched for you. Krizzia and I weren’t able to look for you so we asked their help in finding you,” Samar answered. She was also very nervous. She didn’t know how much of their conversation Ellie had heard.              

“Samar… about that…. I am sorry about what I did to you. Can you forgive me? Krizzia told me about what I did and I really feel embarrassed that I did such a horrible thing to you. Please forgive me,” Ellie said with a sad look on her face.              
Samar smiled. “You don’t have to say sorry. I know you weren’t yourself… “              
“Thank you…” Ellie uttered with a sweet smile. Then she slowly faced Micky.

“And I should be thanking you as well Micky…” she said with a soft voice.              
Micky’s heart suddenly jumped with joy after hearing Ellie say his name. But then his conscience immediately took over.              

“Jaejoong is the one who you should be thanking not me. He was the one who found that old man who told us where he saw you last. If it weren’t for Jaejoong, then I wouldn’t have been able to get to you in time,” Micky confessed.               Ellie gave Jaejoong a peculiar look. “Oh really?” was all she could utter.               Jaejoong sadly stared at Ellie’s direction. It was maddening for him to actually see Ellie but not be able to get near her or even talk to her.              

“ I see. Then…. I guess it is just proper to say this …. Thank you, Jaejoong…” Ellie slowly uttered with a hint of annoyance in her voice.              

Surprised, Jaejoong quickly looked at Ellie. He wanted to say something. But the words wouldn’t even form in his mind. He was too afraid to talk. He wanted to ask her something, but he knew it wasn’t the right time to do it. He didn’t want to cause any further trouble. So he just nodded his head and quickly turned to face the window again.              

The other DBSK boys were all shocked with Jaejoong’s actions. He acted too coldly towards Ellie.              

A sharp pain unexpectedly shot through Ellie’s heart. It was something she didn’t expect. She was suddenly shocked with her own emotions that she quickly stood up. “I am tired. I… I think I need to rest now,” she said with a quivering voice.              

Micky saw the confusion in her eyes. He wanted to ask her what was wrong but he then decided it was better not to say anything.              

As Ellie hurriedly went inside his room, she felt like her whole body was trembling. “Why? Why am I affected? He means nothing to me. So why do I have to be affected with his actions? I don’t love him anymore. I hate him… I hate him…” she continuously tried to convince herself.              

Then the events that happened that night quickly rushed into her mind again. And without any warning, her tears quickly poured.              

“What do I expect? I am trash now… Why would he want to care about me? Maybe he’s just being nice for the sake of his friends… I am already a worthless human being…. I don’t deserve to be happy. I don’t deserve to be with someone…” she uttered as she silently cried herself to sleep.    

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LOVE ME AGAIN (FAN FICTION) (CHAPTER 13)

Because Im A Girl - Kiss

CHAPTER 13         
      

Ellie continued to walk even though she could feel her feet was aching. She was walking endlessly, not caring about the strange looks people were giving her since she was walking barefoot and in a silk night gown.              

She suddenly shivered after finally the cold wind started to embrace her skin. She tried to make herself warm by rubbing her hands together, and continuously rubbing her arms as well.              

She continued to walk. She looked around, then back and forth, then left and right. She was trying to think where she was going, but her mind was totally mixed up. Somehow she couldn’t think straight. Different visions were clouding her mind.              

“Hey young lady, where are you going? It’s late,” an old man said as he tried to approach Ellie.              

As the old man started to walk towards Ellie, somehow the man’s face was replaced with a devil-like figure that totally scared Ellie. She quickly screamed in fright and ran as fast as she could.              

The old man shook his head in pity and disappointment. All he wanted to do was help Ellie. He was very concerned. Since he already noticed that she wasn’t herself, and it was already very late. So he knew she might get herself into trouble. With emotions mixed up, the old man slowly walked away.  

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“Where are you Ellie?” Micky uttered over and over again as he drove slowly along the streets near Ellie’s apartment. He tried very hard to look for her even though he was inside his car.                        

“Hyung, where are you?” Max asked Micky through the phone. “We’re already searching about 5 kilometers away from the building. Just keep your line okay?”              

“Okay … Jaejoong, have you seen her?” Micky asked back using his phone also.              

All the DBSK boys were in three different cars searching for Ellie. And they were all communicating using their phones.              

“Sorry, I haven’t. It’s quite hard to look especially when I’m inside the car. I think I’ll be leaving the car somewhere and I’ll just be walking so I can search for her more thoroughly,” Jaejoong answered with a quivering voice. He was already very nervous. Somehow he couldn’t stop worrying about her.              

“Good idea. I’ll do the same,” Micky uttered.              

“You guys can’t go out in public. People will easily recognize you and you might just end up being cornered by fans. So instead of being able to look for Ellie, you might suddenly find yourselves in trouble as well. I suggest the two of you think about what you want to do first,” U-Know uttered after hearing what Jaejoong and Micky said.              

“What do you want me to do? It’s cold and it’s dark out there! And somewhere Ellie might be hurt or in trouble. So you guys can’t expect me to just sit in my car and wait,” Jaejoong said angrily.              

“Calm down, Jae. We know you’re worried about her. But you have to think logically first. You can’t let your emotions get out of control,” Xiah uttered.              
“Try being in our shoes …. You might end up doing the same thing as well,” Micky interrupted. He was obviously angry as well.               Xiah looked at U-Know. Then he just shook his head as he was lost for words. Then he sighed in defeat.              

“Oh whatever! Do what you guys need to do. Just make sure you disguise yourselves first before you go out. And try to keep yourselves unnoticed… Don’t attract too much attention on yourselves,” Xiah reminded his friends.              

“I’m parking now…” Jaejoong uttered. “I’ll call you guys later,” he said as he hurriedly went out of his car and started to walk.              

“I’m parking my car now as well. Just call me when you guys find her,” Micky uttered as he closed his phone and quickly got out of his car.  

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Ellie was feeling quite light-headed. She was already very cold, and her mind was going in different directions.              

“Where? Where am I?” she started to ask herself. Somehow she had finally learned how to speak again. She started to look around. She was in a street where some clubs lined up. There were some people around but mostly were men. And she immediately noticed the evil looks that some of the men were giving her. It made her shiver in fear.              

“Where are you going beautiful?” a young man, obviously drunk, asked as she quickly appeared beside Ellie.              

Fright immediately registered on Ellie’s face. “Please get away from me,” Ellie begged as she drew away from the man.              

“Hey, I’m not going to hurt you. I’m just here to give you lots of love,” the man said with a wicked laugh.              

“Hey sweetheart, want to play?” another man asked with a laugh.              

“Get away!” Ellie screamed as she pushed out of her way. She was about to ran when the second man violently grabbed her arm. “Aaaahhh,” she uttered in pain. It was like the man’s grip was breaking her bones.             

“Do you think you can get away? You can’t leave yet darling,” the second man whispered in her ears.              

Ellie felt a frightening feeling that quickly crept up her spine.  “Help!” she shouted quickly. But the second man had already covered her mouth before she could ask for help again.              

The two men hurriedly dragged Ellie near a dark alley. Then they covered her mouth with a piece of cloth.              

Tears were already flowing from Ellie’s eyes. Her whole body was trembling as memories of her past started to flash inside her head.              

“No! No more please! No!” the words started to echo in her mind as the first man started to kiss her neck down to her chest.              

Ellie tried to break free but the second man was still holding her tightly. He then pulled her down on the ground as the other man quickly came on top of her.              
The first man started to touch Ellie’s legs as he continued to kiss her.              

Ellie felt like her mind was going to explode. She knew there was nothing she could do but cry. There was no one who could help her now. She just tightly closed her eyes and wept bitterly.              

Slowly she felt the heavy breathing of the man as he came near her face. Tears continuously flowed out of her eyes.              

“Someone help me please!” her mind was screaming out. “Someone! I beg you…. Please help me!”              

Suddenly there was a loud noise. Only a few minutes passed before everything became quiet again.              

Then Ellie felt the soft and gentle touch of someone as the cloth that was covering her mouth was removed.              

“Ellie…” a familiar voice uttered softly.              

She slowly opened her eyes. Someone had finally come to save her. And she felt like a deep and forgotten feeling was finally released.              

As soon as she saw him, she quickly took shelter in his arms. She needed someone right at that moment… someone she could lean on. She continued to cry as he tightly held her.              

“Ellie, please don’t cry anymore. I’m here. I will always take care of you,” he uttered lovingly.              

Ellie felt safe in his arms. All the fears she had felt before suddenly disappeared after she saw him. He was her savior… The savior she didn’t have before… The savior she always dreamed of…              

Gently, he carried her in his arms, as they both went out of the alley.              

“I’m here now, Ellie. You no longer need to be afraid,” the man said as he continued to walk away with Ellie in his arms.              

Not far away…              

Jaejoong quickly dropped down on his knees as he felt his strength suddenly disappeared. He was too late… Again he was too late to save Ellie. He should be the one to save her. “Why did it have to be him? It should be me! I should be the one to save her. I should be the one holding her. Why? Why?” the words kept on repeating in his mind. He bitterly cried out in pain.              

Tears quickly fell down from his eyes as he continued to stare at Micky as he carried Ellie farther away from him…              

Again, he was late in saving the woman he loves…  And now she was already in another man’s arms…              

BORROWED FROM GOD (FAN FICTION) (CHAPTER 15)

In My Room - Shinee

CHAPTER 15                

Days passed quickly….              

Micky quickly opened his eyes. “Oh my! This is the day! I think my heart is going to explode. I am so nervous,” he uttered to himself as he gently caressed his chest. Somehow his heart was pounding very hard that he was finding it very hard to breathe.              

He slowly sat up from his bed and looked around his room. He sighed. His whole room had been changed to give way to some of Muko’s personal things. Even his single bed was changed to a much larger bed suitable for two. And the whole room was decorated according to Muko’s taste… thanks to Hikaru’s meddling.              

“What have you gotten yourself into Micky?” he slowly asked himself as he ran his fingers through his hair.              

“Good morning, Mr. Groom. I already arranged a very delicious meal for you. I think it would be best if you already got of bed and started to prepare early,” Jaejoong said as he entered the room with  a smile.               “Good morning…” Micky answered back.              

Jaejoong gently sat down on the side of Micky’s bed and looked around the room. “Wow! This room is totally to die for. How much did Hikaru spend for the decorations and new furnitures?” he asked as he slowly shook his head in disbelief at what he was seeing.              

Micky sighed heavily. “Honestly … I don’t know either. But I am sure she spent quite a large amount to set everything up.  I was totally shocked after I saw the room yesterday. It was like I couldn’t recognize my own room anymore.”  

Jaejoong nodded his head. “Yes, everything looks so expensive. If I were sleeping in such a room, I would totally feel uncomfortable. It’s like I would always be worrying about how expensive everything is and that I should be careful not to break anything.”  

Micky lightly laughed as he tried to erase the strange feeling he was having.  

“What’s really wrong? I know something more serious is bothering you,” Jaejoong said with concern.  

Micky ran his fingers through his hair again in total frustration. “What I am mostly worried about now…  is Muko. Can you believe … I would be sleeping in the same room with her? I don’t know how I should act around her once the wedding is over. I feel so nervous.”  

Jaejoong lightly laughed. “Now that is a first. The famous Micky Yoochun being nervous around a girl. Are you sick or something?” he asked as a joke.  

Micky quickly took a small pillow and threw it at Jaejoong as a joke as well. “I am being serious here,” he said with a smile.  

“Just wanted to make you laugh, that’s all. I know you’re nervous. I already saw it yesterday… Well, all of us already noticed right after they started moving in some of Muko’s things in the room. You should have seen your face. It was like you were shocked and scared that you wanted to just ran away and disappear or something,” Jaejoong replied with a silly smile on his face.  

“Hey, try and be in my shoes… you’ll be scared as well. This is not a simple thing. This is a wedding … a marriage …. We’re talking about my wedding, my marriage… Frankly I never imagined that I would be having my marriage like this. I always imagined that I would get married with the woman I would be spending the rest of my life with. Someone who I love and someone who loves me back in return … And not someone that I just met and got entangled with,” Micky said with a sigh.  

“Micky,” Jaejoong couldn’t help but utter.  

“I know I am being bad. But I just can’t help it. I feel so scared. It’s like I don’t know if everything is real or not. There are times that I have already accepted what is happening. But there are also times that I just keep on asking myself, if I am doing the right thing. Imagine I would be responsible for another person’s life. It’s scary…” Micky uttered again.  

“So you’re having doubts?” Jaejoong asked.  

“Kind of… I guess,” Micky said with a low voice.  

Unknown to Micky and Jaejoong, someone was listening in on their conversation from outside the room.  

“Hey Muko, what are you doing there? Why don’t you go inside? I think Micky is already awake,” Max uttered.  

Shocked, Muko quickly handed the small box she was carrying to Max. “Here take this. Just give it to him. I think I should go,” she said with a quivering voice.  
Confused, Max just took the box and stared as Muko quickly left in a hurry.   Micky hurriedly got out of his bed and went straight to the door after hearing Muko and Max talking to each other.  

“Muko…. Where is she?” Micky asked Max nervously.  

Max just shrugged his shoulders. “Don’t know. She just left in a hurry. She was sort of listening to you guys inside the room. What were you guys talking about anyway?”  

Fear instantly filled Micky’s heart. “She was listening to our conversation. Oh god! Please don’t tell me she heard what I said,” he said worriedly.  

Jaejoong was already standing beside Micky when he finally spoke. “I think she heard everything you said Micky. If she didn’t then … she wouldn’t be leaving in such a hurry. I think you need to talk to her before everything gets out of hand.”  

“Here, she said to give you this,” Max said as he gave Micky the box he was holding.  

Micky quickly took the box inside his room and opened it. “It’s empty,” he uttered as if confused. He then carefully read the note that was also placed inside the box. And his heart immediately felt heavy with worry after reading it. He suddenly became afraid that he might lose her.  

“I need to talk to her…” Micky uttered.  

“But hyung, you can’t go to her now. The two of you will be married in three hours time. You guys need to prepare and … “ Max tried to remind his friend.  

“If I don’t talk to her now… I am afraid there won’t be wedding…” Micky uttered quickly.  

“Go, just make sure the two of you patch things up before the wedding. I have already bought a wonderful suit to wear for the wedding… and I intend to use it,” Jaejoong said with a smile. “Look, I know you like her and that is the main reason why you agreed to marry her and not because of the pressure regarding our careers and her sister… I think it’s about time that you tell her how you truly feel about her. I believe she still thinks that the only reason why you’re doing this is because you’re forced to do it. If I were you, I would clear everything up … So the two of you can have a more peaceful and stable married life together.”  

Micky stared at Jaejoong and nodded his head. “Thank you… Don’t worry, I will surely clear up everything with her.”  

After Micky left, Max and Jaejoong couldn’t help but look at the note that Muko gave Micky. He had left it on his bed because he was in such a hurry to leave. And they instantly knew why Micky was so worried after reading it…  

Micky,            

Like this box, I am empty. I don’t have anything special to give you. And I don’t think I have anything that you would actually want. Before I met you, I had already accepted that it was my fate to be married to God. But after I met you, I started to question myself. I started to have doubts. I know that what happened maybe God’s will. But I don’t want to bind you into something so sacred that you will just end up regretting it all of your life. I know you also have doubts and fears. I can see it in your eyes whenever you look at me. So I just want to give you another chance. You don’t have to marry me Micky, if you really don’t want to. Just decide based on what your heart tells you.  I assure you. I will respect and understand your decision.  Don’t worry about the problems that might arise, I will try to fix everything for you. I want you to be happy Micky. And I can feel that you’re not yet ready to be with me, so I am very much afraid that our life together will only bring you pain and suffering. I will understand if you suddenly decide not to appear on our wedding. I will accept it. Please decide not with your mind but with your heart. It is the only thing that will lead you to your true happiness. 

                                                                                                             Muko      

A RACE TO MY HEART (FAN FICTION) (CHAPTER 25)

Dont Cry My Love - DBSK

CHAPTER 25                

Fate slowly opened her eyes. She still felt dizzy and very weak. “Michael,” she uttered after seeing the familiar face looking down on her.              

Michael tried to put on a smile. “How are you? You got me scared to death, did you know that?” he uttered with a low voice.              

“I’m sorry… The only thing I can remember is that …” she suddenly stopped talking. “Can you help me to get up?” she said as she slowly sat up on her bed with Michael’s help. Somehow some things were still a bit blurry. And she was trying to think of something, but she didn’t know what specific thing she wanted to think about.             

“Be careful… Why don’t you just lie down?” Michael said with worry.               “I’m okay,” she said with a smile.              

As soon as she looked around the room, it was only then she noticed that Max was sitting quietly in a corner of the room, with his eyes totally red from crying. While the other DBSK boys were also sitting right next to him, their eyes were also red.              

“Max,” she quickly uttered.              

Max looked away. He wanted to hide the tears that were continuously flowing from his eyes.              

“Max, why are you crying? Don’t worry… I’m all right,” then she suddenly stopped talking again.              

Worriedly, she stared at Michael. But he just looked in a different direction as well as if avoiding her.              

“What’s wrong? Is something wrong? Why are you guys gloomy? It’s like somebody just died,” she said with a light laugh.              

“Died!” the word immediately echoed in Fate’s head. She quickly touched her abdomen, as if trying to feel for something.              

“Michael?” she uttered with confusion.              

Michael just shook his head as he stared straight into Fate’s eyes. “Sorry, Fate. But it was already too late… The baby’s gone,” he tried to utter even though he was finding it hard to reveal the truth.              

Fate shook her head in disbelief. “No! No! You’re just joking right? Tell me you’re just fooling around with me… This is a bad joke Michael!” she said with a trembling voice. She was trying to control herself from breaking down.              
Michael sighed. He didn’t know what to do next. He was so concerned about how Fate was going to accept what happened to her baby.              

“Michael!” Fate cried out. Tears were already flowing from her eyes. “Please tell me… it’s not true,” she begged.              

Michael just felt like his heart was being slowly crushed as he continued to stare at Fate.              

“Fate… It’s true… The … the baby’s gone,” Max said with a quivering voice as he approached her.              

Fate gave him a bewildered look. “You know? You know about the baby? How? No! No! All of you are lying! My baby’s fine… My baby’s safe… here,” she said as she touched her abdomen again. “I know all of you just scaring me. My baby is here with me…” she uttered again as if she was going crazy.              

“Fate, just accept it. There really was no way for the baby to survive. The doctors say it was already gone even before I brought you to the hospital. You could have died too if I didn’t find you in time,” Michael uttered with a low voice.              

“Then you should have left me to die… along with my baby,” Fate uttered bitterly.              

“Fate, don’t say that. You should be thankful that you’re alive,” Jaejoong suddenly said.              

“Fate…” Max uttered with mixed emotions in his eyes.              

She then slowly looked at Max. Somehow the pain she was feeling became more unbearable after seeing the tears in Max’s eyes.              

“I’m sorry I never told you about our baby. But… I was trying to find the right time. I never thought… that…”              

Slowly she finally broke down in an uncontrollable cry. She then started to rub her abdomen gently.              

“I… I’m sorry, baby…. I know I am such a bad mother! I wasn’t able to take a good care of you. Now… now… I will never see how beautiful you are… I will never know if you’re a girl or a boy. I will never have the chance to hold you in my arms… to give you kisses when you’re sick or hurt… to tell you stories before you to go bed at night…” she suddenly cried harder.              

“Fate,” the other DBSK boys uttered. All their hearts were also crying out in pain together with her… how they pitied her.              

“I’m sorry baby… I’m baby … that you didn’t even get the chance to see how beautiful life is. Do you know how it hurts me… to … to…” she suddenly stopped talking as she found it hard to breathe. “I… I’m sorry I will never see you grow up… I will never have the chance to see you…” she then continued to cry pitifully.              

Max just cried silently as he looked at Fate. “I should be the one to be blamed for all of these… I’m sorry Fate…. I’m sorry for being stupid and foolish. I know I gave you so much pain, and now I’m regretting everything I’ve done. I know you’re angry with me and I’m willing to do anything just to make up for all the bad things I’ve done,” he suddenly went down on his knees.              

“Max,” Fate uttered sadly. “I don’t blame you. And I can never get angry with you. I love you too much. I even loved you more than myself.”              

Max stared straight at Fate. “Forgive me… I want to make up… Please give me another chance. Let’s start all over. I promise… this time I will take better care of you,” he begged with tears streaming down from his eyes.              

Fate bit down on her lower lip to stop herself from crying much harder. She then closed her eyes for a few seconds. It was breaking her heart to see Max in so much pain.              

Slowly she opened her eyes again. Despite of the tears continuously flowing, there was something in her eyes… something that brought fear in Max’s heart.              
“I think this is where we should stop, Max. Maybe this is a sign that we’re not really meant for each other. Right from the start, we already knew that we’re too different from each other. But because we’re both stubborn and impulsive, we still tried to hold on to each other. But now I think it’s time we both wake up, Max… I think it’s time to say goodbye…” she uttered with a sob.              

Max suddenly stood up and quickly embraced Fate.              

“No! Please don’t say that… I love you…. I’m sorry. I promise this time I will never make you cry again. Please give me another chance. Don’t say goodbye yet… I’m begging you. I don’t think I can live without you. Please don’t leave me,” he said with a trembling voice.              

Fate just closed her eyes again as she continued to cry uncontrollably for her unborn child… and for her first love… for the very last time.            

LOVE ME AGAIN (FAN FICTION) (CHAPTER 12)

You Are Not Alone - Kim Jeong Hoon

CHAPTER 12        
       

Micky looked around first before he slowly entered the room.              

“Ellie,” he gently uttered as he approached her.              

As expected, she was already sitting in a corner of the room, quietly rocking herself back and forth while her lips kept on moving as if she was talking.              
Micky’s heart ached with pity. Somehow he couldn’t stand seeing such a beautiful girl in a horrible state.              

“Ellie,” he uttered again as he knelt down in front of her. He then gently arranged a portion of her hair that was covering her face.              

Suddenly she stopped moving. Micky quickly became concerned. He suddenly became afraid that she was going to act violently.              

But she just continued to stare at him. Then slowly tears started to fall from her eyes.              

Micky felt like his heart was being crushed. He could easily feel and see the pain in Ellie’s eyes.              

“Please… don’t cry,” he said as he gently wiped away her tears. He then carefully drew her into his arms. He felt like he wanted to hold her and comfort her so badly. How he wanted to make her stop crying. Somehow he couldn’t stand seeing her in pain, and being so lost.              

“Ssshh…It’s all right. I’m here. I promise I will take care of you. You don’t have to be afraid anymore. Just let go and try to forget about the past,” he said softly as he gently stroked her head.            

Ellie suddenly stopped crying out loud. Then she slowly closed her eyes and just silently wept. Only sadness and pain filled both her heart and mind.               Micky tightened his embrace. He had never felt so protective of anyone in his life. But at that exact moment, it was like he wanted to take care of Ellie forever. Somehow he felt like she was a child that needed his care and protection.              
Suddenly….              

“Jaejoong…” Ellie uttered softly.              

Micky’s whole body stiffened after hearing what Ellie said. A sharp pain quickly shot through his heart with just a single word. He knew he had no right to feel hurt. He was just doing everything as a favor for Jaejoong in the first place.              
But he couldn’t stop himself. He already felt a strong attraction for Ellie the very first time he saw her. And now that she was in his arms, his own feelings were growing stronger. Even though it wasn’t right he couldn’t stop himself from thinking that he wanted Ellie for himself.              

He closed his eyes and just drowned himself in his thoughts. He wanted to forget about Jaejoong even for just a few minutes. He wanted to erase the guilt he was feeling. And he wanted to make believe that Ellie only belonged to him and him alone…              

Ellie was so close to him now and the thought was enough to make him forget his conscience.  

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Jaejoong slowly lowered his eyes as he quietly closed the door. He wanted to see what was happening inside Ellie’s room. But what he saw totally turned his heart cold. He was still holding on the door knob tightly that his knuckles were already turning white.              

He tried to pretend that he wasn’t hurt. But deep inside he was already dying. He leaned his head on the door of Ellie’s room. Then he just tightly closed his eyes. He wanted to forget what he saw. He knew it was for the best.              

“Jaejoong,” U-Know uttered with concern. He wanted to go to his side and console him, but Xiah stopped him. Sadly, he just stared and tried to control his own sadness that was filling his soul.              

Days passed….              

The DBSK boys tried to continue to act normal whenever they were around other people. But once their daily schedules were over, they would immediately go to Ellie’s apartment to help out.              

Micky was already so used to taking care of Ellie that it was like his day wasn’t complete if he didn’t get the chance to be around her.              

As soon as he arrived, he would immediately feed her some of the things that he bought for her. Then he would read different stories for her using his laptop. He would show her pictures and try to tell her about everything that happened to him on that particular day.              

While he was busy taking care of her, Jaejoong just silently stood by … watching with a broken heart.  

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The DBSK boys had already left when Krizzia decided to talk to Samar.              
“Samar, don’t you think that it’s time that we stop this?” she asked.              

“What do you mean?” Samar asked as if confused.              

Krizzia sighed. “Can’t you see? So many people are already getting hurt. Even though I don’t like Jaejoong, I still can’t stop myself from feeling sorry for him, whenever I see him staring at Ellie and Micky… it’s like I feel so sad that they had to end in such a cruel fate. I know he loves her so much. But … Oh! I don’t know what to think anymore. And another thing, I think Micky’s really starting to fall for Ellie. The way he looks at her and the way he acts around her is just too obvious. I think if we continue this set-up, all three of them will end up in pain.”              
Samar nodded. “Yes, I already know about Micky’s situation. Even his friends are already noticing the special attention he’s giving Ellie. But what do you suggest we do? If we stop now… then we won’t have anything else to hold on to. As of now, Micky is the only hope that Ellie has. He’s really grown close to her I know… But that is what we expected right from the beginning. We asked Micky to get close to Ellie and make her forget… and make her love again.”              
Krizzia shook her head in dismay. “Yes, I know. But … I am really getting worried. Ellie’s parents are already calling everyday to ask about her. How long do you think we can continue fooling them? And what if … in the end, Ellie still doesn’t recover and Micky just ends up falling for her, then he gets heart broken. And aside from that, don’t forget about Jaejoong. He’s been taking care of all of Ellie’s needs. He’s been cleaning the entire apartment and Ellie’s room everyday, cooking meals for all of us, washing her clothes, buying things for her…He’s already done so much for her. Right now, I really pity him. I know with the busy schedule that they have, he’s already very tired whenever he comes here… but he still tries to do everything without complaining. I’ve tried to stop him many times… But do you know what he always says to me? He says that what he is doing now is just a small thing. And he would gladly do it even if it was a hundred times harder… as long as it was all for her. He said he was willing to do everything for her even if it took a lifetime. I really feel bad for the guy. Now I know he’s not that bad after all. I guess destiny was just too cruel with them.”              

“Let’s just give it a few more days. If she still doesn’t recover by then… we don’t have any choice but to finally tell her parents about everything,” Samar decided.              
Krizzia nodded in agreement. “A few more days then… I just hope that she shows some kind of improvement by that time. But what we really need now is for her to start talking again. Frankly, I know only a miracle can do that. With the state she’s in right now, it will surely take her a couple of months before she starts talking again,’ she said with a heavy sigh. “I am really going crazy. Everything is just too much to take.”              

“Crazy? Yes, I know what you mean,” Samar uttered sadly.              

At the same time in Ellie’s room….              

Ellie quickly opened her eyes. The whole place was dark and quiet.               Then different faces started to appear out of nowhere. Ellie was immediately horrified. She then started to hear someone laughing continuously. The sound was frightening and quite maddening. She tried to cover her ears but everything just kept on going on and on.              

Ellie screamed over and over again. She needed to get away…               Samar and Krizzia hurriedly entered the room.             

“Ellie, what’s wrong?” Krizzia asked worriedly.              

But Ellie was already out of control. She quickly jumped out her bed and went straight to the door. Samar tried to grab her but she just pushed her away violently.              

Samar fell down and accidentally hit her head on a chair.              

“Samar,” Krizzia shouted.              

Ellie looked back at Samar who was lying unconscious on the floor. Somehow reality was starting to become clear for her. But she started to hear voices all of a sudden. Again she screamed and quickly ran out of the apartment.               She needed to get away… She needed to escape.  

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“Hello,” Jaejoong answered his phone.              

“Jae…. This is Krizzia…. Ellie…. Ellie’s gone. She became violent again and managed to get out of the apartment. Please help us… Please find her,” she uttered with a trembling voice.              

Minutes later….             

Jaejoong and Micky hurriedly went inside their cars. Hearts racing…. They knew they needed to find Ellie before it was too late…