I LOVE YOU MY FRIEND (FAN FICTION) (CHAPTER 25)

Chapter 25

    Jaejoong was already driving back to their apartment building. Every few minutes he would turn to his side to check on Lena who was still unconscious on the seat next to him.

    "Why did you have to to drink so much? You know you have a low tolerance for anything alcoholic. You're really a very stubborn girl." Jaejoong uttered as he tried to focus his attention on the road.

    A few minutes later, Jaejoong was already parking in front of their apartment building.

    "Thank you very much for your help . . ." Jaejoong said to the security guard as he closed the door of Lena's apartment.

    The old security guard was the one who helped Jaejoong to open Lena's apartment.

    Jaejoong quickly returned to Lena's side as soon as he closed the door. She was lying unconscious on the sofa.

    "Silly girl . . . look at you now," Jaejoong uttered as he carefully carried Lena into his arms again. Then he went straight to her room. And then he carefully laid her down on her bed.

    "Jaejoong . . ." Lena softly mumbled. She was still uncommon.

    Jaejoong's heart suddenly skipped a beat as soon as he heard her say his name.

    A few minutes after arranging Lena on her bed, Only then that Jaejoong noticed that Lena was sweating profusely. The dress she was wearing was already wet with sweat. And her face was starting to get very pale.

    "Lena . . ." Jaejoong uttered with concern. He then quickly went out of the room to get a small bowl of lukewarm water. Then he searched Lena's cabinet for a small towel and a set of new clothes.

    After gathering all the things that he needed, Jaejoong started to gently wipe Lena's face with the wet towel.

    "Jaejoong . . ." Lena uttered again.

    "Lena . . .you need to change your clothes . . .please wake up . . ." Jaejoong said softly.

    Lena slowly opened her eyes. She was still feeling very dizzy. As soon as she saw Jaejoong sitting on the side of her bed, her heart started to beat very fast again.

    "Jaejoong . . . what . . . what are you doing here? And where am I?" Lena asked as if confused. Her mind was still spinning because of the wine that she drank.

    "You're in your apartment. I brought you here," Jaejoong answered.

    "Oh . . . my head hurts . . ." Lena complained.

    Jaejoong gently touched Lena's head, then her face with concern.

    "You shouldn't have drank so much wine. You know Yoora is a heavy drinker. You can never compete with her. Does your head hurt so much? DO you want me to buy you a medicine?" Jaejoong said with concern.

    Lena looked at Jaejoong. She still couldn't believe what she was seeing. She couldn't believe that Jaejoong was beside her . . . so very close to her.

    "Jaejoong . . ." Lena said with love in her eyes.

    Jaejoong looked straight into Lena's eyes. And at that exact moment, they were both able to see through each other's hearts. Their eyes couldn't lie . . . and their hearts couldn't hide their true feelings anymore.

    He slowly lowered his head and he gently kissed Lena's waiting lips. While they were kissing, Lena couldn't believe what was happening. It was like a dream . . . a dream that she didn't want to wake up from.

    Jaejoong's kiss was very sweet and gentle at first. He also felt like he was in a trance. Kissing Lena was making him feel different emotions all rolled in one. He had never kissed a girl before. But now as he kissed her, he felt like Lena was really made for him . . . she was perfect for him.

    Lena slowly placed her arms around Jaejoong's neck. Then she started to lovingly caress his neck.

    Jaejoong's whole body trembled as their kiss suddenly became more exploring and daring. He was totally losing all his self-control.

    Lena suddenly moaned as soon as she felt Jaejoong's hand exploring her bosy. And within minutes, he had totally removed all her clothing. She didn't stop him from what he was doing. She loved him and she wanted to make love to him as well. She wanted to experience making love with the only man she had been dreaming of for the past ten years.

    Jaejoong was already out of control. He wasn't thinking about anything else except the fact that he wanted to have Lena. He wanted to make love to her. He wanted to make her feel how much he loved her. He wasn't thinking about what his parents would say or what Lena's parents would say anymore . . . He didn't care anymore. All he cared about at that moment . . . was his longing for her . . . and his love for her.

    "I love you Lena . . ." Jaejoong slowly uttered as he started to make love to her.

    Lena couldn't believe what she just heard. It was like the most wonderful and magical words she could hear in her lifetime.

    "I love you too Jaejoong . . ." Lena uttered as well.

    And with those words finally said out loud, their hearts and souls were finally filled with unexplainable joy. And their search for each other's love were finally sealed with their bodies becoming as one.

    The next morning . . . .

    Lena slowly opened her eyes. She could still remember everything that happened the night before. She smiled and then looked at the other side of her bed. She was expecting to see Jaejoong still sleeping beside her.

    But . . . Jaejoong wasn't beside her. Lena suddenly got up and looked around the room.

    "Jaejoong . . . Jaejoong . . ." Lena called out.

    She then wrapped her naked body wih the bed sheet. And then she went straight to the kitchen. Her heart was pounding very hard. Somehow she couldn't understand it. But she was feeling very nervous.

    "Maybe he's in the kitchen . . . cooking," she said to herself.

    But as soon as she entered the kitchen and she saw that it was empty, her heart suddenly ached.

    "Jaejoong . . . Jaejoong, where are you?" Lena called out again.

    And as if insane, Lena started to search around the whole apartment again. While searching, she kept on calling his name.

    Then finally she went back to her room. She wanted to make sure that she wasn't dreaming . . . that Jaejoong was really with her the night before.

    She slowly approached her bed. And after seeing the stain on her bed, her whole body suddenly became weak. She slowly fell down on the floor . . . sobbing. She couldn't explain the pain she was feeling.

    "You said you loved me . . . then how come you just left me without even a goodbye?" she asked out loud.

    Lena felt like her whole world had suddenly collapsed. She felt so hurt that she wanted to die at that moment.

    "You said you loved me Jaejoong . . . was it just a lie?" she asked out loud again.

    Lena started to sob uncontrollably. Then she started to cry out loud. The pain she was feeling was too much. She needed to cry out loud, or else she would go insane.

    Lena cried as her whole body trembled. Different thoughts and different emotions were running through her mind and through her heart. She had given all her love to Jaejoong . . .and she had given herself to him as well. But it seems it wasn't enough for him . . . to make him stay. She felt so useless, degraded, pitiful and undeserving to be loved. She wanted to die . . . She wanted to erase the pain she was feeling.

    Lena's whole apartment was suddenly filled with her pitiful cries. Anyone who would hear her cry would surely she tears with her as well.

    "Jaejoong . . . Jaejoong . . . why? Why?" Lena uttered between sobs.

    Minutes passed . . .

    "Lena . . ." a voice suddenly called out.

    Lena slowly raised her eyes to see Yoora staring at her with eyes wide with shock.

    "Yoora . . . Yoora . . ." Lena uttered as she cried uncontrollably again.

    Yoora's heart was breaking into pieces as she stared at her best friend.

    Lena was sitting on the floor of her room, clutching the thin sheet that was covering her naked body. Her eyes were already swollen because of her crying, and her beautiful face was filled with so much grief and pain.

    Lena's whole body was trembling as she cried out loud. She wailed and moaned to the point that Yoora thought her heart was going to explode with so much pity and sympathy that she felt for her friend.

    "Lena . . ." Yoora uttered as she hurriedly went to her side.

    "Yoora .  . .I want to die . . . I want to die, Yoora. . .It hurts too much. I don't think I can take it. I don't want to live anymore," Lena said as she continued to cry.

    "What happened? Where's Jaejoong?" Yoora asked as she embraced Lena.

    "He . . . he just left me . . . without a single word. He didn't even say goodbye. He said he loved me . . . and then we made loved. But when I woke up, he was gone. I loved him . . . I gave him everything. . . I even gave myself to him. But he just left me . . . He just threw me away after using me. What am I supposed to do now? I already gave myself to him . . .I feel so lost Yoora. Please help me! I don't know what to do. The pain is driving me crazy. I don't think I can handle this. I want to die . . . I want to die . . ." Lena said with tears flowing down her face.

    Yoora's heart was suddenly filled with anger. She never imagined that Jaejoong could do such a despicable act. Jaejoong had been their friend for years and he had been a very kind and loving friend to both her and Lena.  
    
    But now . . . he had suddenly changed . . . for the worst. Yoora felt that she could never forgive Jaejoong for hurting Lena. She then suddenly felt the urge to get even with him. She wanted to make him suffer the same way Lena was suffering at that moment.

    Lena moaned in pain. Her mind was totally getting blurry. Yoora hugged her tighter. She wanted to comfort Lena, and she wanted to make her feel the love and sympathy she had for her.

    "Jaejoong . . .I loved you . . . Why did you leave me? You said you loved me . . . But why did you leave me? Why? Why?" lena asked out loud.

    Yoora knew that Lena was already getting very emotional and hysterical. She was already getting very worried with Lena.

    "Lena . . . please . . . stop crying. It's going to be okay. I'll help you. We'll fix everything. We'll solve things out. Just calm yourself please, Lena. . ." Yoora said to Lean as she gently cupped Lena's face with her two hands.

    "Yoora . . .I want to die . . . I don't want to live anymore. If I can't be with him . . . then I don't want to be with anyone else . . .I . . . I . . . I . . ." then Lena suddenly passed out.

    An hour later . . .

    "Are you sure you're staying here?" Daichi asked Yoora.

    Yoora just nodded. "I can take care of myself. Just make sure you take good care of Lena. She's been through a lot . . ."

    Daichi nodded. "Don't worry. I've always taken good care of her."

    "I know, you're a good man Daichi. I just wish Lena could have met you earlier. Then maybe . . . everything would have been better if she fell in love with you first," Yoora uttered.

    Daichi smiled bitterly. "There's nothing we can do now. She's already madly in love with Jaejoong. And I don't think I can ever take his place in her heart."

    Yoora sadly stared at Daichi. "Daichi . . . Lena and Jaejoong already . . . they . . ." Somehow Yoora couldn't find the right words to tell Daichi that Lena had already given herself to Jaejoong.

    "I already know what you're going to say. I know something already happened between them last night," Daichi weakly uttered.

    "And . . . it is still okay with you? Are you still going to accept Lena? Are you still going through with the engagement and the wedding . . . even though she's already slept with another man?" Yoora asked.

    Daichi just nodded.

    "I'm speechless . . ." Yoora uttered.

    "I love Lena with all my heart and soul. I don't care if she has already with Jaejoong. I don't even care if she doesn't sleep with me at all. I love her. And as long as she needs me, I will always be by her side," Daichi said.

    "Thank you . . . Thank you for loving Lena so much. She is like my very own sister. And I love her with all my heart as well. I'm glad that you're the man beside her in her times of despair," Yoora said.

    Daichi tried to smile. "I'll be going now. Take care of yourself. I still need to go to the hospital to check up on Lena."

    "Yes . . .Take care of yourself and Lena too. I'll visit her later," Yoora said.

    Daichi nodded his head. Then he slowly got into his car and before starting the car, he bade goodbye to Yoora.

    Yoora bade goodbye as well, as Daichi slowly drove away.

    As soon as Daichi left, Yoora's expression suddenly changed. Her sweet and beautiful face suddenly became full of anger.

    "Jaejoong . . . you're going to pay for what you have done to Lena. I'm going to make sure that you're going to regret what you have done to her," she said in her mind as she hurriedly went back into Lena and Jaejoong's apartment building.